Death Is Beautiful

[Mellowmarsh]

[Stick]

"Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it." -Rumi

[Yimpa]

Slayyyy.

[Yimpa]

3:07:44

 

[Mellowmarsh]

“ In the depths of winter, I finally realised there was within me an eternal summer.”

[Wilhelm44]

16 hours ago, Mellowmarsh said:

“ In the depths of winter, I finally realised there was within me an eternal summer.”

Beautiful.

[Yimpa]

I’ve experienced death many times, and the common thread with all of them is the realization that there is no others. Only infinity. I’ve experienced different degrees of death/love. You can’t communicate it to someone out there since everything is absolute. You’re just communicating with God this entire time, it just becomes more clear and clear and clear and you keep cranking that dial up.

People can still “talk”, but it’ll be so blazingly obviously: you = all that god is doing = all of it IS you. What used to be other, that’s what dies!

I can’t even formulate it cus no formula ultimately  does it justice, you just have to enter into the complete unknown until it becomes so clear and the aha moment dawns upon you.

That’s what selflessness is pointing to. Death so complete that there is no longer any seperation between anything and you unify as everything. 

Also, death is not the end of experience. Quite the opposite. You are now open to possibilities that would otherwise be impossible  in the paradigm you were previously locked in. 

Edited July 19 by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

 

[Mellowmarsh]

“I have an intense desire to return to the womb. Anybody's." 

[Yimpa]

https://www.actualized.org/insights/misunderstanding-deconstruction

tl;dr:

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Truth is the eternal flame in which all paradigms burn to ash and scatter to the winds.

See how Beautiful it is?

No, i can’t. I have aphantasia 🫩

Edited August 22 by Yimpa

[Yimpa]

On 8/22/2026 at 6:32 AM, Yimpa said:

No, i can’t. I have aphantasia 🫩

here's a visual for u sweetie 

[LordFall]

Are you sure? I don't know if romanticizing death is truly a useful thought. Avoiding fear of it perhaps is what you meant?

If it's so beautiful then cancer wards, slaughterhouses and serial killers should be thought of in the same light as musicians, painters and charity leaders in your view? 

Seems like a luxury belief to me that will collapse the second real agony and death enter the room. 

Edited 11 hours ago by LordFall

[Yimpa]

@LordFall Leo answered your question here:

https://www.actualized.org/insights/squaring-ugliness-with-beauty

I’m gonna update my signature to link that blog post. Thank you for reminding me  

Edited 11 hours ago by Yimpa

[LordFall]

That's a good blog post, I hadn't read it before thanks for sharing. It makes sense, I think I agree if we're talking about the poetic beauty of death. My point was more towards the earthly reality of it. 

[Yimpa]

32 minutes ago, LordFall said:

My point was more towards the earthly reality of it. 

Yeah, I ain’t going to visit Gaza anytime soon  

Although, I am now reminded of this dream I had a few years ago:

Looks like there’s way to explore darkness without getting consumed and lost in it. I’m starting to remember now  

For added context, I was doing a guided meditation with Teal Swan. Very powerful stuff when you get to the meat of it and remove all the fluff.

Edited 10 hours ago by Yimpa

[Mellowmarsh]

10 hours ago, LordFall said:

Are you sure?

Obviously I wouldn’t talk about this subject to anyone outside of the actualised.org arena.

 

For obvious reasons.

They wouldn’t understand, for the most part, people are easily offended by this kind of communication, and to mention such a sensitive subject to the ordinary Joe blogs walking the earth, the idea of death could be grossly wounding to their sense of self. So don’t worry, it’s just for the readers of actualised.org.

 

 

 

[Mellowmarsh]

10 hours ago, LordFall said:

If it's so beautiful then cancer wards, slaughterhouses and serial killers should be thought of in the same light as musicians, painters and charity leaders in your view? 

It depends how you interpret death. For me personally, death and life are the same reality, two sides of the same coin, to coin a phrase.

The difference between life and death is appearance. Reality is both life and death in the immediate moment. It’s just as beautiful as it is horrific and terrifying. The fear of both life and death is lost upon awakening from the dream of artificial separation, where the whole sense of life and death happening to a “ someone” collapses, leaving the only true reality in its wake, infinity itself. .eternal illumination.