thierry

One girl friend blacked pill me

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15 hours ago, Oyashiro said:

Ah yes, I think I can understand at least some of your suffering. I've been forced to take antipsychotics and forcefully injected with them a lot. I have a long history of antipsychotic-induced akathisia. From what I've read, the Soviets would inject people with drugs to induce akathisia as a form of torture in gulags. While the doctors who inject you with these drugs think they are helping, for some very unlucky people they are just chemically inducing torture. Then they see you acting restless and being upset due to the constant torment, and respond by giving you even more antipsychotics which just makes it even worse.

Even assuming you are lucky and do not develop akathisia, the other side effects are more than bad enough. Abilify was the worst offender for me.

Thank you for your Reply,

When I was forced by psychiatrists to take Abilify, I developed severe akathisia. What’s even more shocking is that despite my complaints, they continued to administer it to me by force. It’s disturbing when you think about it, because even in psychiatry, treatment is supposed to be stopped when a patient develops akathisia.

 

I’m naturally very, very mentally strong. This isn’t arrogance I can endure levels of pain without complaining that 99% of people couldn’t. So I went through two months of torture. At the time, I still believed that once I got out of the hospital, things would be okay.

 

But the worst part came after I stopped all the treatments: my body had become a machine of constant pain, as if it had lost all vital drive as if the energy was no longer flowing through it and I realized it was still happening even without the medication. And to clarify, the fact that I have hyperhomocysteinemia probably also played a role I was already starting from a very fragile baseline health-wise.

(I agree I could not even have imagined one worst drug than abilify)

 

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11 minutes ago, thierry said:

@integral thanks for your Reply 

When I think back to high school, the students who already knew they wanted to become doctors often seemed driven less by a deep passion for medicine than by what the profession represents socially. They were aiming for recognition, prestige, a certain idea of success and in a way, that’s understandable. At 16 or 18, committing to such a demanding path rarely comes from a fully formed vocation; it’s more often shaped by the strong social value attached to the role. In France especially, being a doctor is widely seen as a clear marker of achievement and status, and that perception can naturally influence early ambitions.

I agree this is the indoctrination of our society.


How is this post just me acting out my ego in the usual ways? Is this post just me venting and justifying my selfishness? Are the things you are posting in alignment with principles of higher consciousness and higher stages of ego development? Are you acting in a mature or immature way? Are you being selfish or selfless in your communication? Are you acting like a monkey or like a God-like being?

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