One girl friend blacked pill me

[thierry]

(Long story short, I had a drug-induced psychosis and was taken to a psychiatric hospital. Within ten minutes, they decided to inject me with high doses of antipsychotics and other psychiatric drugs that destroyed my body for two months. I was given 30 mg of Abilify every day for two months, and that was just one of many.

On top of that, due to a genetic condition, I already had a very fragile and heavily strained nervous system, and my body was absolutely not prepared to receive this kind of treatment. It really destroyed my body from the inside, drained all the life out of me, and now I live with constant physical suffering every day, 24/7.)

So basically 

We were in bed with my girlfriend and I wanted to be reassured. It’s been 5 years now that I live with that and I considered my life to been wanted, I’m okay with that. I have acceptes that I am dead and I can’t wait to die to be fair) I asked her whether, deep down, all of this might be part of my karma, that I had to go through this hell. And she told me, no, she doesn’t believe in karma. So I told her basically it could have been avoided. And she said yes.

 

And I told her that for me, it’s unacceptable that I’m living through all this hell when I could have avoided it if, at some point in my life, I had just turned right instead of left. It’s just unacceptable to me. It has to mean something at least.

 

And I told her that because of that, all I can have is regret, like I said. How am I supposed not to have regrets? And she told me, you can’t you’re bound to have regrets.

 

And actually, I realized that yeah, maybe that’s just the truth, but for me, it’s unacceptable. It’s unacceptable that because of some asshole psychiatrists who injected me with things by force, forced high doses of medication into me, made me take it against my will I’m the one paying for it.

 

I’m paying for their bullshit with my body, living in the hell of a body that’s now destroyed and causing me suffering 24/7, for the rest of my life.

 

And then I even asked my girlfriend: so there’s no karma? It’s just me paying for this, and they don’t have any karma either? They screwed me over in every possible way, they violated me, they violated my soul by destroying me from the inside, and they just go on with their little lives?

 

She said yes.

 

And that’s just unacceptable to my soul. I want them to burn in hell, or at the very least to understand what it feels like to be a victim of their actions, and that somehow, somewhere in the universe, they know what it’s like to be in my place. I think that would be a sufficient hell for them being forcefully injected with medications that destroy you.

 

[thierry]

We were in bed with one girl friend*

[thierry]

It’s been now 5 years that I live with that and I consider my Life to be wasted*

[Hasson_Miah]

Uh dude, seeking validation from her and seeking counsel from her was a bad move. 

Dump her and water fast for 3 days. 

Clear your body of this shit. 

[thierry]

7 minutes ago, Hasson_Miah said:

Uh dude, seeking validation from her and seeking counsel from her was a bad move. 

Dump her and water fast for 3 days. 

Clear your body of this shit. 

She is more truthful than I am. I’ve just been feeding fantasys of karma for the past 5years cause I can’t accept the truth of what happened. 
 

water fasting for 3 days won’t heal my body.

 

Thanks for replying, I appreciate.

[Hasson_Miah]

@thierry You put her on a pedastool you have to reclaim yourself dude. 

 

stfu and do the water fasting first before you tell me it won't heal your shit body. 

 

Fuck my reply and don't appreciate shit.

 

You need to learn to be entitled.   

[NewKidOnTheBlock]

I'm sorry that this happened to you. All I can say is that you shouldn't be so sure that there won't be any solutions for you in the future. This is not a regular, normal timeline we are living in right now

[Ramasta9]

3 days maybe not but 2 weeks on fruit / salads and natural herbs for detox and healing and then 1 week water fast will do wonders. You should be 80 -100% back to normal. People that abused their bodies for years get much better from prolonged fasting and herbal medicines. Stay away from processed and junk foods, eat clean, green powders, visit the sauna, swim in the ocean and river, spend time in the sun daily, do some yoga and meditation practice, in 3 - 6 months you'll feel like superman. Consistency is key. 

Edited 14 hours ago by Ramasta9

[Ulax]

15 hours ago, Hasson_Miah said:

@thierry You put her on a pedastool you have to reclaim yourself dude. 

 

stfu and do the water fasting first before you tell me it won't heal your shit body. 

 

Fuck my reply and don't appreciate shit.

 

You need to learn to be entitled.   

relax pal

[Hasson_Miah]

@Ulax No I refuse 

[thierry]

21 hours ago, NewKidOnTheBlock said:

This is not a regular, normal timeline we are living in right now

I really hope. Would give me so much hope in this universe.

[thierry]

@Ramasta9 

I do, of course, more or less take really care of my body. I do my best  I take supplements, I eat as well as I can, and I exercise as much as possible. But the reality is that all of this only slows down the deterioration of my body. There’s no magic formula; Superman is just a dream for me.

 

But thank you, and yes, of course, I’ll take this advice, keep going, I’ll try the one week fruits then fasting eventhough it might be dangerous for me cause my cortisol is already always too high due to constant cellular stress but yeah maybe even refine my lifestyle to make it even healthier. Thanks again for your response.

 

[thierry]

Another victim of this here. What’s crazy is I know the truth about this and I can’t stop the devil from fucking up lifes this way. There Will be other victims who would potentially just need one warning from me not to fall into that trap yet, they’ll fall into that trap and have their whole lifes detroyed.

Some might say, “Yes, but you should have taken responsibility so you wouldn’t have ended up being forced into psychiatric care in the first place.”

And yes, that’s true  all of us who ended up in that situation made a mistake beforehand. I admit it, maybe we were a bit irresponsible in our use of psychedelics.

But let’s be honest: that doesn’t deserve to have our lives destroyed over it especially when all we really needed was two weeks, maybe a month of calm without psychedelics.

Once you are considered mental, whether they explicitemy say it or no, your life is considered less important, you are like an animal to them and they can do anything they want to you.

This psychiatric environment is to the devil what a warm, humid climate is to mold.

 

[integral]

I'm sorry that you had to go through this, 15 years ago something similar happened to me, but with different drug pallet and different circumstances. Doctors contributed greatly to destroying my body. And I was left there with unresolved problems on top of which they only made the situation far worse.

I felt disgust for the healthier industry for years, and disgust for general cultural conformity of just trusting in doctors like they don't harm people every day.

Doctors harm people every day and no one knows what's happening not even the doctors. It's a circus. And if you try to explain these basic things to people, they assume you must be uneducated. 🙄

In the end of the day, you have to solve your health issue. And you have to solve it alone, using all your intelligence. During this journey absolutely no one is gonna back you up. Actually, everyone you attempt to talk to especially "professionals" will think it's crazy because it doesn't line up with the small little world of corrupt pharmaceutical treatments that they blindly memorize.

If it isn't obvious there are no professionals, and there are very few intelligent people if none at all. You have to work to solve this issue on your own. 

[integral]

1 hour ago, thierry said:

Another victim of this here. What’s crazy is I know the truth about this and I can’t stop the devil from fucking up lifes this way. There Will be other victims who would potentially just need one warning from me not to fall into that trap yet, they’ll fall into that trap and have their whole lifes detroyed.

Some might say, “Yes, but you should have taken responsibility so you wouldn’t have ended up being forced into psychiatric care in the first place.”

And yes, that’s true  all of us who ended up in that situation made a mistake beforehand. I admit it, maybe we were a bit irresponsible in our use of psychedelics.

But let’s be honest: that doesn’t deserve to have our lives destroyed over it especially when all we really needed was two weeks, maybe a month of calm without psychedelics.

Once you are considered mental, whether they explicitemy say it or no, your life is considered less important, you are like an animal to them and they can do anything they want to you.

This psychiatric environment is to the devil what a warm, humid climate is to mold.

 

You are not responsible to what happened to you and it generally wasn't avoidable.

The system is designed to screw you for profit. You can't avoid a threat you didn't know existed.

I feel like you might not be aware but the trap you fell for is one out of thousands.

Most of the traps people will fall for that are part of the healthcare industry, those people don't even know that they were harmed.

The healthcare industry is a cartel, that harms people and then convincs them that they received proper treatment, and those people believe it because they're also trapped in cultural conformity. And the Doctor Who did the harm is also trapped in that same conformity and doesn't see the harm that they did.

Can you imagine a doctor realizing after 40 years of working that they just spent their whole career harming people? 😔 this is how severe the epidemic problem is. 

Edited 3 hours ago by integral

[Ramasta9]

3 hours ago, thierry said:

@Ramasta9 

I do, of course, more or less take really care of my body. I do my best  I take supplements, I eat as well as I can, and I exercise as much as possible. But the reality is that all of this only slows down the deterioration of my body. There’s no magic formula; Superman is just a dream for me.

 

But thank you, and yes, of course, I’ll take this advice, keep going, I’ll try the one week fruits then fasting eventhough it might be dangerous for me cause my cortisol is already always too high due to constant cellular stress but yeah maybe even refine my lifestyle to make it even healthier. Thanks again for your response.

 

I understand that my friend, the issue is eating healthy and the general things we do are not enough to truly rid our bodies of these poisons that have lodged themselves deep into our system which are mostly / only released when real fasting and detox is done, otherwise the body holds unto them until its safe to release them, which often never happens because humans do not eat or live in natural and safe environments for such a thing to occur.

What you can do is start by incorporating more and more fresh fruit and herbs for stress / detox support like tulsi and maybe even something like a green powder, chlorella for binding toxins and heavy metals. Sometimes jumping straight into it can be harsh for our bodies but if you feel fine then go ahead, some people naturally feel good and supported, others need to transition-in with the support of other foods and herbs and gradually weaning off old things that cause issues and introducing more whole fresh foods and medicines that are helping and supporting.

No worries, just my 2 cents and experience  Even 3 days water or dry fast can make a huge difference.