Having a Proper Epistemological Framework of Reality.

[JoshB]

[Leo Gura]

32 minutes ago, JoshB said:

Ive been deeply contemplating Reality and God for over 7 years. Its exhausting im tired of relying on others for answers. And being told who or what I am. Even by you @Leo Gura . I have this insane desire to realize just realize Truth for Truth sakes. And it feels like all these imagined others are such a bottleneck in this process . I hate the idea that anyone or anything can impose any limit on my Omnipotence or omniscience. When my intent is Absolute Good and Understanding.

You don't need to rely on me for answers. I'm just a guy doing the same work you are doing, figuring out Reality.

We share insights. That's all.

[Yimpa]

27 minutes ago, JoshB said:

Thats not the issue at hand 

A marriage with Divine Unity, that is what is at steak.

[JoshB]

6 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

You don't need to rely on me for answers. I'm just a guy doing the same work you are doing, figuring out Reality.

We share insights. That's all.

I know and I don't rely on you and haven't for the past couple of years 

But you also make the biggest claims that even that you are the most Awake . Meanwhile while I'm Conscious I'm the only thing that exists. 

I have been DYING to understand this. 

Edited 2 hours ago by JoshB

[JoshB]

My Dad physically abused me the first half of my life, then I realized Solipsism is True, then @Leo Gura says he is infinity more awake then me.\

Im fucking done fuck all of this 

[Davino]

6 minutes ago, JoshB said:

But you also make the biggest claims that even that you are the most Awake . Meanwhile while I'm Conscious I'm the only thing that exists. 

I have been DYING to understand this. 

It's only I brother get over it

An Infinite I

I'm just your mirror

[JoshB]

4 of my friends Died from  suicide /Overdose, my Dad hit me for 10 years and gaslight me calling me a liar. The Love of My Life Life LEFT.  Became Conscious of Solipsism directly. And I gave EVERYTHING INC MY LIFE TO GOD / TRUTH . And  then LEO says hes more awake then me calls me disturbed and he doesnt love me personally. 

I dont know what to do or feel 

[JoshB]

12 minutes ago, Davino said:

 

I'm just your mirror

ofc

 

[Leo Gura]

15 minutes ago, JoshB said:

then @Leo Gura says he is infinity more awake then me.

Dude, don't concern yourself with that. Focus on your own consciousness, not mine.

All you need to know about me is that I understand a lot of deep shit that few understand. That's all.

Edited 1 hour ago by Leo Gura

[Yimpa]

16 minutes ago, JoshB said:

Im fucking done fuck all of this 

The end will lead to even better beginning. Rest well, friend 🔥

[JoshB]

2 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

 Focus on your own consciousness, not mine.

There is no such distinction 

 

[Leo Gura]

9 minutes ago, JoshB said:

4 of my friends Died from  suicide /Overdose, my Dad hit me for 10 years and gaslight me calling me a liar. The Love of My Life Life LEFT.  Became Conscious of Solipsism directly. And I gave EVERYTHING INC MY LIFE TO GOD / TRUTH . And  then LEO says hes more awake then me calls me disturbed and he doesnt love me personally. 

I dont know what to do or feel 

I am sorry you had a rough upbringing.

Keep doing the work and you will heal over time.

It would be fake for me to love you personally because I don't even know your name.

Edited 1 hour ago by Leo Gura

[JoshB]

 

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It would be fake for me to love you personally because I don't even know your name.

I would rather stop DREAMING then that 

I have 0 desire to imagine you or other 

I would rather be alone then deal with you and any all others

You're my imagination the point you make is mute

 

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[Davino]

@JoshB Mmm, it's hard to go so far while being in a nightmare, a lucid nightmare is still a nightmare. 

Take care of your human life, it's the foundation for all spiritual work. Read my signature:

God-Realize, this is First Business. Know that unless I live properly, this is not possible.

 

There is this body, I should know the requirements of my body. This is first duty. We have obligations towards others, loved ones, family, society, etc. Without material wealth we cannot do these things, for that a professional duty.

 

There is Mind; mind is tricky. Its higher nature should be nurtured, then Mind becomes Wise, Virtuous and AWAKE. When all Duties are continuously fulfilled, then life becomes steady. In this steady life GOD is available

 

Edited 1 hour ago by Davino

[JoshB]

Realizing you don't exist was the greatest dream God could ever imagine @Davino

[JoshB]

I have the infinite capacity to dream but am yet to dream someone who actually  realizes they're me and love me personally with the infinite capacity in which I Love them as their own self.  but this dream overshadowed by the fact its just my conciousness @Leo Gura

I would rather realize how I am constructing someone's distain for me then be given the "love" i receive from the people in my life

I spent 1000s of hours watching actualized.org despite the fact you don't even recognize my own existence 

 

Edited 1 hour ago by JoshB

[Leo Gura]

@JoshB Be careful. You are taking these teachings too personally, thus twisting them in ways that can become dysfunctional.

I want to see you be happy and healthy.

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[JoshB]

10 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

@JoshB Be careful. You are taking these teachings too personally, thus twisting them in ways that can become dysfunctional.

I want to see you be happy and healthy.

Who's to say ? Thats my exact case in point if conciousness is 1st order then the only weight anyones words have is the weight you imagine 

Im ultimately aware that im you and anything you say is my own mind talking to me 

You have literally taught this before years ago. The only authority in the universe is ultimately yours 

Youre literally imagining everyone and everything 

So then why do I imagine there are people above me in levels of conciousness. Why do I imagine im taking it too personally? Why do I imagine a complete lack of personal love and intimacy in my life? 

Edited 42 minutes ago by JoshB

[Leo Gura]

8 minutes ago, JoshB said:

So then why do I imagine there are people above me in levels of conciousness. Why do I imagine im taking it too personally? Why do I imagine a complete lack of personal love and intimacy in my life? 

You have much work yet left to do, not just existential but psychological. You have truama to heal and much else. So rather than dwelling in negativity, focus on the positive improvements you will make in the months and years to come.

Just do the work without over-dramatizing it. Trust the process and enjoy your life.

[JoshB]

 

1 minute ago, Leo Gura said:

You have much work yet left to do, not just existential but psychological. You have truama to heal and much else. So rather than dwelling in negativity, focus on the positive improvements you will make in the months and years to come.

Just do the work without over-dramatizing it. Trust the process and enjoy your life.

from the relative I might agree but from the Absolute I utterly disagree. I'm the reason anything exists at all