Awakening as a treatment for schizophrenia

[Judy2]

i feel as though the erratic posting pattern indicates you might want to seek professional help, after all:) even if you're experiencing awakening. there's no shame in that. 

if you're God and everyone's You, let God help you🙏🏻 just to help you calm down a bit, stabilise, and clear up your mind.

when i had my first awakening, it was very real, but also deeply confusing. sometimes awakening and mental overload go hand in hand, and it's wise to recognise this and give yourself some space to cool down.

wish you all the best and take care♡

Edited Sunday at 07:59 PM by Judy2

[Judy2]

i mean i might be wrong....really not sure. i'll just leave it here though, in case it's any good.

[nufan]

thanks judy2 for your post

thanks for being part of my dream, hope all the best for you,truly

its nice to hear kind words

in my case the awakening happened last .. after all i been through all those years(first lose the garbage and then)

everything happened in the right moment and the right time

maybe in your case , you weren't ready yet (only you can realise it when your ready)

i guess in your case.. the feelings you experienced got you confused, you needed to have clarity first

anyway ... just enjoy what was given to you, if you feel there are still mental issues left.. fight them to the end, play life

(sorry i am too meshed up to read all your post in this forum, and look what's happening in your case)

it looks like feelings are the deepest iluzion human experiences (including love, despite what everybody talks about in spirituality) (your inner child is love(i felt this in my dreams), not god) (big words i am telling...too stupid thing to do)

 

i talked to chatgpt about this situation im in.. it said that all is part of my illness, that i need grounding and shamanic guidance and support(as ramasta9 quoted earlier) and many more ... same things i am about to hear from any therapist

but i have the clarity needed now to realise that all those thing are part of the mind game!

my dream has evolved!.. i feel more lucid day by day

i have made the choice to respect myself ... not ChatGPT or any therapist

with a iq 130 (getting there day by day-i need more wisdom)and gods help(by rewiring-reorganising my brain) ,i think i can manage things 

 

thanks again judy2

thanks god but i want out

by the way ... god told me i am dead already... that's even more confusing!

and made me feel what the word -suicide- feels like,(to protect me maybe) 

god wants to play.. i want out (where really?)

and one last thing... all of this thinks i experienced can not be handled by normal human person.. the mind will collapse, break and lead to mendal ilness (as far as i can tell-there are exceptions) (all sorts of feeling arise out of no ware and confusion dictates- leads to breakdown) - 

i experience this myself for a brief moment.. god intervened by making  a loud sound , and stopped me from total madness

even now god stops my dreams turn psychotic.. by wakening me in the right time

no sleep for me... haven't slept (resting sleep)for 10 years... thinks getting better after my awakening though 

god .. i surrender!

(maybe one day all those things i am writing will look silly... and EVERYTHING will make sense.. in this dream?)

i am sure everything will make sense one day.. thats the hope i have left! and hope dies last

i hadn't any clue even what the word spirituality even means one month before my awakening!

i guess what's left to do is fix me-god duality (i am deeply suffering about this)

maybe peace is the right thing to do

 

and after 20 min of thinking...   realised that i have  to kiss myself goodbye!

what a fucking drama i am experiencing!

 

 

gods call: save the drama for your mama

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited yesterday at 05:08 AM by nufan

[nufan]

ill say it one more time ... 

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT SHOW THAT I AM EXPERIENCING?

AND ITS FUCKING EVERYWHERE ANY TIME EVERYONE

 

 

[UnbornTao]

Take some time to ground yourself, and consider seeking professional help.

Take care.

[nufan]

thanks for the love unborntao

you made me smile

saved my day .. just for today

 

 

and after thinking for a while....

i guess i have to move on...

the next episode might be better...

maybe have a happy ending!

game over - shows over

 

 

and i last thing i would like to say to Leo...

you are a great performer.. after Jesus and Buddha

YOU GOT ME

 

 

 

 

Edited 14 hours ago by nufan