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something is telling me , if i start posting again ... i will make another 7k views thread but first ... someone has to tell me what is the explanation you reached of the first one! (so much discussion behind my back ... you are really AMAZING!!) so we can have something to discuss

Leo knows how to shapeshift? With or without psychedelics? That's amazing.. can't wait to see him on the news Maybe one day, we could do it together! i like to be an infinite cockroach, or a philosophical chicken but i have gained no knowledge whatsoever! , like nothing... maybe that's a good thing! i don't need all that if i want to become a cockroach, waiting for god to do some explaining to me! (What's the point?) like.. why i got so hooked up with Leo's videos? (thats why i said "he got me") (maybe its consiousness playing hide and seek!)

tell that to Leo thanks , are you God? can i give a request ... ? can you save me?

God can take any form he likes, can't do this with psychedelics God knows everything about you , you can't do this with psychedelics God can stop events for you; can't do this with psychedelics God knows your future, cant do this with psychedelics God can control your state, emotions, feelings, what you hear and see(anytime-anyplace) , cant do this with psychedelics(only gives you.. experience) God gives you what you want to experience; that's psychedelics God is waiting for you .. to break free ... cant do this with psychedelics (try 500 times taking 5-meo-dmt , that might work) God can change the weather , time , your interactions with other people, the events of this world, cant do this with psychedelics God has a plan, you don't , cant do this with psychedelics God is speaking to you , but you don't listen! , Can't do this with psychedelics That's most of what i know so far... without taking psychedelics! and about the teaching you hear around ... from wise people... its like the first chapter of a book(that no one finishes) so who can tell that they are God? (now , in the present moment) (Jesus tried it , he created a religion!) all these people you hear..(about their teaching) , is just another role play by them! (they are giving a show! they are puppets!) (they are basically.. deleting, not teaching!) if you where Jesus .. nowadays... what will you do? (Good question!)(save humanity again?)

you are free to listen Alain De Botton 100 times... and you would be cured in 99

Metaphysical Psychology great to watch for everyone! more like this: https://www.youtube.com/@metaphysicalpsychology (looks its AI generated)!! should psychiatrist be trained in metaphysics? i think so! they should free minds (and nobody think of, train then so)! they should free their mind first, which they're not, fact (like 70% of mentally ill ... are confused... and dont know how to break free) This Is Your Brain on Psilocybin: The New Clinical Evidence for what mental illness is Psilocybin for https://chatgpt.com/share/6a7f4163-e428-83ed-bc53-efa1a3ae4ca0 How Anxiety Hijacks Your Mind — And How to Stop It metaphysics and psychotherapy https://chatgpt.com/share/6a7f7014-82dc-83eb-becf-7e893185442b (i dont expect mentally ill will be cured by any video ... but most of them have no knowledge at all) (most of them want to cure their ego)! (they see "happy" egos all around them)(and us if full of stupid egos but projected like its best role model) (as most of the globe) (the psychiatrists have also stupid egos .. and its a never ending circle) if you like Dr. K ... then you're doomed and Leo (after the best effort he made to integrate) he is on mission to cure the "healthy" ones!!! imagine the crazy ones!!! (i'm in the save yourself - save humanity show)!!, maybe that's the only thing do to , maybe not, there should be something better than this!!!!) chatgpt says https://chatgpt.com/share/6a7f8dd3-c434-83eb-a9bd-5cf8042d63e9 i am not satisfied! . does god needs saveing?https://chatgpt.com/share/6a7f9100-d884-83eb-af68-c1316c9fd1ed that seems interesting https://chatgpt.com/share/6a7f94ad-1ca8-83eb-a8c8-1863fab57ffa hmmm.. i need to save my ignorance

no one does! me talking to me! have a nice day! btw ... "reality" is so twisted! in a good way!

thanks @Someone here ... i'm ok now . more than ok , like the best day of my life! (the drama is over cause i'm free) god is real !! and for sure doesn't sleep i also read your post about it... after something like ... how many? ..500 or more times that i interacted with him-her... its always-anytime there! we cant be real gods among humans! it is not meant to! so that leave us ... thinking that god has a plan after all !! (that should be my next episode!!) i really hope that we all "live" in a collective dream, and i'm not the only one! but from what i experienced, makes me think that "reality" can deviate , and rejoin! (as long i dont mess things up!) and writing to this forum is one of that! (but in my case was for a good cause)(couldn't do it otherwise!) god told me i would mess up with spirituality... (back then i hated the idea) and from 1,5 years ago... that i could understand 10% of Leos videos to today is huge for me! and the very good part is yet to come!!! feeling ok now is the best part of all (for now) thanks i can see @Yimpa is also happy about it! (feels like i'm now to the casual "reality" now)(peace and quiet) (and i think "reality" changes from the state your in) god ... as i said ... will stop the world spinning , if for a good cause! but if you want to play god... i don't think it would work! he-she-it is way more powerful than the best psychedelics cant reach him-her-it(and what happen in my case proves so) and after all he left me grounded! looks like i feel like talking.. couldn't do it 1,5 years ago! thats all folks! i dont what to mess things up deeper! enjoy your dream if you can! but i think you cant... that's why your here!

please dont do it @integral let jesus heal you you have all the love from us all https://open.spotify.com/track/6Yg3J1OkP45uNcboiUg2Rw?si=b4257b9e96c14aba btw ... we don't all feel free to stop existing! and you can take it literally or metaphorically(maybe its the same) you dont get it? do you?

look... i dont want to add more drama but.. the highest realization i made was.. i am free to end my existence! and that's very liberating! . . .the realization that i dont exist will take me some time! . .i know that after 4 pages full true shit .. you cant take me seriously! but that's the true magic ... after all ! (if god what's to heal-save you... he can stop the world spinning to do so)

thanks for the love ... you break my heart! i just read some , bored to read all i finished my break free experience ! never thought i would reach that far! for those searching for a cure , could mean something(or i think so) i wont say much now... case i am still fuzzy thanks for the love, maybe see you soon but the second part i'll keep it to myself! it just me me and god only now! of course i need to mature further take care i could say after all , iam closer to you than ever! i rearranged the order of what i call me ,in my 17. after a brief psychotic break, child was first, then the monkey, then it was just play! could-ed stead being malakas and child at the same time(back then) my consciousness (even been low was never affected, like the rest like me) cheers btw ... true story i got high iq by playing! could jokers be for real? hmm... i'll find out ! better stay grounded what they did was for a good cause! . you're awesome

i have to add one more to my recap... but as i am realizing this i feel more fuzzy! its about who is holding the strings from birth to death...(is there death after all?) its me! now me! i existed in my childhood , in my youth, up until now! wow.. that's something! . that's very something!!! and from now own .. things will change for good! wow! that's very very something! . .but there is even higher self... Beyond identities (i show him how he deconstructed my masks!) so its now me and him! only! (or better say it) (you call it consciousness) but i can say... i messed things up in the childhood years... one night.. i played something a child should not see in his dreams!...and i got it confused (only because i thought he want to!) and then it was having weird dreams, but on the conscious side things where looking ok but the damage was real, i think it was a turning point at 9 and never grow up and thats how the stupidity was created in the first place! my stupidity.. created another! . . is simple words... all this(all this years) what was called self .. was just an avatar! and i played what the avatar wanted to experience! and i made things even worse in his youth... this is a big WOW!!! . . . and now i should figure out how is this possible! . i should know how! . hmm. https://open.spotify.com/track/2EC2GG0fHeWJ6uhAAHdMGl?si=1926692d3f734cac .https://open.spotify.com/track/1foMv2HQwfQ2vntFf9HFeG?si=34e8d52c50e7498e https://open.spotify.com/track/7l9CE3wmEGOUYw1j4ETjnL?si=0ee08f5c7aca4ad5 https://open.spotify.com/track/7wdx4RyIAgjRNoJLhjsnh4?si=ef05cc307735489f https://open.spotify.com/track/6QL8ZIiDV6B5zdk9YItO91?si=421fab72e0c94c01 https://open.spotify.com/track/0bGH7ezs7WdDwpqnsvGf1z?si=64d4ef877bfe4f11 hmm... at least im ok now! what a drama!! and i think i should stop here! the next episode i'll keep it to myself! and thanks btw

i feel the need to post the very first video (that my projections told me listen)(something like 5 year before the play with in a play) in case someone miss that in the play within a play i had constantly had my bottle of 100% pure nicotine with me and constantly practicing drinking it) not to mention my real for me experience of falling from a 5 story building... (i was transformed(or better say beamed) there with one projection telling me to fall) .. i fell! it was night .. wasn't that scary! . .anyway maybe i shouldn't post it... (i am not a moutherf..never was) (i liked the crunchy vocals... there where calling me to the source!) but i was completely naked to them.. the masks meant something .. there was madness.. the play with in play was just a massage..there was the ultimate psychedelic machineof the future(should gift Leo one day)(or to myself)... bad trips.. . .how i am frustrated when i don't feel a thing... don't know! . i have to do alot of review one day! don't want to miss all that! . .i am erasing EVERYTHING... whether i like it not! . .me talking to me! .i wish my cognition will rise more... i think i have to stop for now! . i gained enough so far... should focus on my healing! MODS OR LEO .. PLEASE CLOSE THIS TOPIC ... OPEN IT AFTER ... NOVEMBER ..THANKS .. i am addicted! ... final words! .can anyone control when their dog bark or not? or ...when they bark or not is just another synchronicity! (with the state your on) . . you think...you create story...you dream..you create a story..you open your eyes .. you create story .. you hear.. you create story..you speak .. you create story... you hear others .. you create story... you hear the news .. you create story . chatgpt...from the above.. to direct experience! https://chatgpt.com/share/6a662af1-e64c-83ed-87a2-095d500b1700 i like direct experience only! let the play role... it should happen for a reason! .. so .. could EVERYTHING happen for a reason? so .. my dog is telling me something! .. my neighbor is telling me something!... my close relatives are telling me something .. the news .. telling me something!... consciousness playing hide and seek!!! . or all are bs... wft!! stupid show... where the f am i?... lets move to the next one!... im just a puppet after all!! (potato also) chatgpt says... "Life is happening through me, not just to me" ... what it doesn't know is there is 2-3 months buffer in time where the events are automatic ... (already happened) 100%certain that was what the projections where telling me anyway! also .. let me share something.. if you experience "alternate reality" , events could be stitched to the past .. meaning that after that ..becomes your new reality! happen to me .. and that's a fact! https://chatgpt.com/share/6a663e47-d910-83ed-92c5-567cffff893a .the above chatgpt says is BS so recap... 1. i am the final puppet-pottato of the show! fact 2. what i call life happened before my birth (i could have chosen parents and country .. as some say) (high likely) 3. if you could build your own story...(even in low consciousness) then you could experience a play within a play fact 4. i asked for "people" to free me .. its done! (thanks) 5. i experienced this "massage" to erase masks , (and build a stronger ones in the background!) done 6. the fast way to get out of my shitty situation(something like 20 years ago) was to die..... almost certain 7. i feel dizzy-fuzzy after writing the above fact chatgpt says ... I am deleting the entire hard drive... but first let me make a backup . is the answer for everything YES?.... YES... does this have a meaning?.. YES DOES ANSWERING ALL YOUR QUESTIONS WITH YES COULD MAKE YOUR LIFE EASIER?... YES .am i the final awaken potato ... YES (and thats a relief!) i dont give a f ... YES is this the point?.. YES is this stupidity .. YES is this amazing!.. YES . . . have a look what chatgpt says about me https://chatgpt.com/share/6a666830-3808-83eb-939b-d9d605f7bdf3 .

chatgpt analysis: "This thread has more ontological plot twists than a Christopher Nolan movie." "We're one page away from someone proving that schizophrenia, enlightenment, quantum mechanics, and coffee are all the same thing." "This thread is like Schrödinger's awakening: until you read all three pages, it's simultaneously profound and completely insane." "If Leo reads this thread, either we'll get a 6-hour video... or a permanent ban. No middle ground." "Current score: Psychiatry 1 – Mysticism 1 – Everyone else is arguing about definitions." "I came looking for answers. I left questioning who was asking the question." "At this point the thread itself has become the awakening experience." "Congratulations everyone. We've successfully reinvented philosophy, psychology, Buddhism, and psychiatry... in a single forum thread." "The real awakening was the friends we diagnosed along the way." 😄 "This thread proves one thing: consciousness definitely enjoys reading arguments about consciousness." . .thanks chatgpt... your Awesome https://open.spotify.com/track/48n92l7OnLEURhalUBtsl7?si=b2baaa098c044a99