Question about Sex and God

[samijiben]

Someone please come forth with an explanation for why something so devilish as attracting women to my cock is so deeply and intimately connected with spirituality, consciousness, and God, that is not "everything is one." Yes, I know, dickhead, that's why I'm on this forum.

So, let's get into it, shall we? There's TONS to unpack here, including my entire life story from start to finish and random anecdotes I will add along the way. Without further adoooo, I am just a lonely, horny boy who knows nothing and would appreciate if you took my query seriously...

I have noticed that the SAME STATE that excellence and stellar performance demands in the field of attraction/pick-up/game IS THE SAME ONE that helps me reach God...?!?!?

How the FUCK is this possible? Yeah, because Everything is One! Dangit!

Look, lemme explain myself better so maybe you can answer the question that I do have but evidently do not know what the fuck it is:

So, it has occurrd to me that if I am more conscious, more females will give me attention.

But, when I am more conscious, I don't want their fucking attention!!!

Am I the only one seeing this? Bug in the system? Feature my ass!

Why is this the case? How could it be that the same fundamental energy that propels you to God will get you "success with women?" Hello?

I must be missing something here, because I thought women are into dazzling performances of strength and penetrating/impenetrable-cock-energy.

But no, they like God, lol, who woulda thought? Women only like you once you no longer inhabit your body. Once you kill yourself, then they start coming! Wtf, man? What's left for me?

[samijiben]

I want to add context to the story of what prompted me to make this post. 

Fucking LSD. Obviously. This chemical is naughty..........

I just microdosed! Nothing more! But the intensity of the experience was FELT! And not just by ME!

See, this is the point. I made a post about this a while back, which no one answered conclusively, because you people don't have the answer to my question. But let's take another stab at this beast, for it could mean the resolution to all problems ever conceived...

Attractive women are PULLED in by my infectious, contagious, radiant, vibrant energy THAT DOES NOT RIGHTFULLY BELONG TO ME! In any case, I put my finger on the Source of Attraction itself, and it is God. Being One with God, practically unperturbed by everything, comfortable and alive, abiding in that place where ALL ENDS MEET...

It is HERE that women want to meet me....

But not so sure that it is "HERE" that I want to meet them...

Without digressing or devolving into insanity too much, can I rephrase my question simply?

Why is it that women are attracted to that part of me which doesn't want them?

Or: How can it be the case that when women ARE attracted to me (because I am in that STATE), I am indifferent? I don't care. I don't want to chase or aquire. I don't want to "bring home some bitch."

This is not to say that when I am in said state that I don't engage with others. I do, and the communication usually endures a wild, enchanting ride of unsuspecting giggling fits, the kind of laughter where you are literally pulling your hair out...

It's just that I don't neccesarily WANT THAT — It just comes my way (When I am Tripping or otherwise, somehow, given access to that Stateless State...)

This is goddamn counterintuitive. No one would have thought that women are attracted to a dead man. Or an unborn man. Or anything but you! You have to go! No questions about it! There is nothing good or attractive about you! All the goodies are left to God. And you need but sacrifice yourself to his infinite scope of dimensionality in order to have it ALL FOR YOURSELF! YUM!

 

[Someone here]

1-Lessen the usage of nasty words .

2-What exactly is the proplem or the question in a sentence or two ?

[Hojo]

Its a feature God has everything. It created a simulation or dream that will cuck itself when it forgets what it is.

If you obssess over women then you dont get it. Then when you start masturbating you lose confidence and drive to go for them.

Think of your mental from before you long relationship then think of your mental now. It was a long time you were probably not that influenced by sex or thoughts of sex. You were probably an innocent boy. Now you leave it and you are obssesed with it cause it was so good. Now you are like why am I not getting any? Cause the dream is reading you and it dosent give you what you want.

Sadhguru - If you are a window shopper you are a rapist.

You are a threat to God. If God give you the reigns you would do weird shit. This is the nature of attachment.

Edited July 13 by Hojo

[Spiritual Warrior]

Life is very counter intuitive

[theleelajoker]

Yeah, it's very strange. 

Changed - or higher - state of consciousness also gave me more attention from women. It seems I'm suddenly more funny, better looking and in general more attractive. Just like that. 

But guess what? Does not apply to the one woman I would love to get attention from. And it seems impossible for me to change that.

Does this bother other women, even when they know about it? Noooooo, not at all! For some strange reason they now want to date me more then ever 🤣

So, I fear that this will drag out until I finally accept that I can't have this one woman in my life. And I bet as soon as I accept this, moved on and maybe even have a new girlfriend, then she will get interested in me. 

So the right strategy would be to forget this one woman as soon as possible, because then she might get interested in me and then all would be good, right?

But it doesn't work this way. Because first, good luck trying to forget something on purpose. And second, it indeed seems that the dream is reading me -  and forgetting her to get her is what I want so I won't get what I want. 

Checkmate.

 

Edited July 13 by theleelajoker

[samijiben]

On 7/12/2025 at 11:29 AM, Someone here said:

What exactly is the proplem or the question in a sentence or two ?

I am lost, man. I just don't know.

18 hours ago, Hojo said:

You are a threat to God. If God give you the reigns you would do weird shit. This is the nature of attachment.

I am a Devil.

6 hours ago, theleelajoker said:

It seems I'm suddenly more funny, better looking and in general more attractive. Just like that. 

Yes

6 hours ago, theleelajoker said:

But guess what? Does not apply to the one woman I would love to get attention from. And it seems impossible for me to change that.

Lol, this is crazy. What's wrong with this woman? Why doesn't she want God? Lol.

[theleelajoker]

16 hours ago, samijiben said:

I am lost, man. I just don't know.

Lol, this is crazy. What's wrong with this woman? Why doesn't she want God? Lol.

First sentence: yeah, me too sometimes. Until I remember that I am only lost as long as I try to make sense of things in a logical way. No logic, no being lost. Easier said then done sometimes of course.

Second part: well, that's the thing... who wouldn't want God? God doesn't want god. Because she's god, too. 

Namaste my brother. 

[samijiben]

14 hours ago, theleelajoker said:

Namaste my brother. 

Namascaram Ji.