Finished the LP course

[Jannes]

9 hours ago, Jannes said:

I am too deep into that shit that I cant see clearly anymore, I need distance, I need vacation.

To test this hypothesis I did a tour today by myself. I cant believe how much better it made me feel. So much processed. So much more peaceful. And this evening I felt so much closer to myself even confident in a way which I had forgetten about myself in a small talk this evening. All my problems are bloated like crazy because of it. My emotions can change so rapidly.

Generally right now I CANT process or feel better when I just sit around by myself I will just sink deeper. I need to find routines/ things that force me to go out more.

[Jannes]

I am thinking of two things which could be very interesting to me as potential career paths:

1) Visioneering post AGI societies.

Vision and leadership what our potential in the future could be. Drawings, philosophy, ...

2) Youtube channel where I post ideas

I have all kinds of different ideas. I could make a channel where I just introduce an idea which then could be talked about. I have got fitness ideas, thoughts about society, ...

I already did youtube videos and it was kind of fun. I was gaming though which was kind of stressful to commentate on, maybe these different videos could be more interesting.

Edited Thursday at 09:56 PM by Jannes

[Jannes]

I felt like a changed men today. wtf - I am SHOCKED by how fast my mind can change.

19 hours ago, Jannes said:

To test this hypothesis I did a tour today by myself. I cant believe how much better it made me feel. So much processed. So much more peaceful. And this evening I felt so much closer to myself even confident in a way which I had forgetten about myself in a small talk this evening. All my problems are bloated like crazy because of it. My emotions can change so rapidly.

Generally right now I CANT process or feel better when I just sit around by myself I will just sink deeper. I need to find routines/ things that force me to go out more.