Finished the LP course

[Jannes]

I worked with a co-student of mine just now and its exhausting, she is constantly chatting on her phone and I havent slept well.

Couldnt think at all.

Need a break. 

[Jannes]

I cant think straight. Its a weird mix of tiredness and something else. 

I would love to indulge in easy dopamin activities really hard now. 

[Jannes]

1 hour ago, Jannes said:

I cant think straight. Its a weird mix of tiredness and something else. 

I would love to indulge in easy dopamin activities really hard now. 

A nap with chilling music did it for me. 

In so many cases I am simply tired and need rest and some distraction from that reality. 

[Jannes]

2 hours ago, Jannes said:

A new insight just hit me. I am a nobody -- in the least self depriving way possible. 

Or even if I were someone I wouldnt be. 

Ah okay now it doesnt feel as healthy anymore, was wondering if that was valid. 

...

It was kind of psychological terror in a way, she kind of ghosted me and then when we worked together loudly called everybody on her phone. And then in her body language she was somestimes super sexual when expressing herself. 

[Jannes]

One thing that made remote viewing uncomfortable wasnt remote viewing at all, it was just the fact that I needed to be conscious in a low stimulation environement.

I am much more comfortable doing remote viewing now.

Holy shit how could I live like this all this time .. 

[Jannes]