Finished the LP course

[Jannes]

[Jannes]

I checked out the WhatsApp Group of my old theatre club yesterday, in particular the pictures of the members. I am finally taken out. 

The old theatre club still has such a massive grip on me emotionally though.

I have so much anger. 

I knew I couldnt look at the emotional pain of the loss of the old theatre club straight because I needed to protect myself emotionally. I had so much love for this place, looking at the reality that all my dreams crashed and that I will never have it is just too much to accept. 

Maybe thats why I cant let go off my anger.

 

[Jannes]

Also I partially dont have a Plan B. I am too old to get accepted to an acting school.