Finished the LP course

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My grandma just died. Was planning to visit her before her death today .. 

I feel relatively little yet

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Just had a late night RV session today and it was pretty good. I just felt so peaceful and could actually stand the present moment which made it workable. 

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When I talked with a girl a few days ago I noticed the one time she kind of got close physically with me which was when I was in a super careless fun state. Its almost selfish to want to be in that state, at least I feel like its very much about me in that state. I can remember very well though that this specific state is the key, its only a question of how to access it. 

Well it has to do with daring. Doing something I am scared to do.

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I am kind of passionate about creating trainings spaces. 

 

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I like these. I just couldnt do them which isnt fun