Finished the LP course

[Yimpa]

13 minutes ago, Jannes said:

And now I feel good for whatever reason I cant explain. 

As if I got my hormones. Adhd perhaps. 

 

[Jannes]

On 5.1.2026 at 2:31 AM, Yimpa said:

 

Oh yeah, thats the spirit. 

Its also just the night that boosts my mind. 

[Jannes]

My one friend seems to break up with his gf in the near future. 

I am not sure how much of a role I played in that. It puts the whole dynamic in my old theatre club into question again, I see them both as relatively mature adults ...

[Jannes]

Having with a discussion with another person on WhatsApp about a lecture in university. 

I put some own thoughts into it and get some (in my opinion) unreflected and shallow pushback.

My blood is boiling. There were so many times in my life when I had thoughts about something and people called me something that wasnt true. 

[Jannes]

14 hours ago, Yimpa said:

Keep on peddling the Truth you Silly Little Devil you

 

[Jannes]

I was at my social spot again after about two weeks. Was pretty nervous about it. It was better then before though because I was refreshed. Usually hugging lots of people feels to much for me but now it was super okay. And that was kind of key to my socializing success or that socializing felt easy. I was very little internally as well, much more extroverted feeling.

[Jannes]

I hate getting into body doubling. You meet a complete stranger, its always such a jump into the cold water. Found a Discord channel though with a big lobby that I can just join. That feels more managable. 

[Jannes]

And everyone is just muted as well. 

[Jannes]

Its working perfectly. Pretty much just as good as 1 on 1 it feels like. Holy shit this is fantastic, its so much more comfortable to do this way.