Finished the LP course

[Jannes]

I have seen such depraved behaviour from girls in the last couple of years. Maybe I wrote about this already, not sure. There is nothing spiritual, holy and romantic about human connection, everybody is trying to maximize their value. At first when I saw a girl wanting to cheat or leave her bf for another guy I was like 'how dare you', but now that I have seen so much of it with basically no case of a holy bond, I feel like I am playing a different game entirely. I am considering lowering my moral standards. Like if I really want somebody and built a connection with this person and later find out that they are in a relationship but they are willing to take me instead then I am not sure if holding back is the right thing to do. 

Yeah this is trading sex, fame, power for truth. 

[Jannes]

Talked to a girl yesterday at my social spot. It was werid, I already talked to her another time, this time I was so cold in terms of small talk and we had such an akward small talk but somehow it just kept going on and she didnt seem to mind that much, as if this akwardness was normal. She waved to me when leaving as well. 

 

But people at the social spot seem to look at me differently, at least a few individuals distance themselves from me. I dont know why, maybe because I express to much Fuckboy energy. Well I just talk to every attractive women there is.

 

But its interesting flirting is easier for me then socializing at a normal paste because the latter isnt as stimulating for my mind so I suck at it. Which is why I cant really get love from friends because building friendships is so hard for me. But of course they think if I can go up and talk to attractive women then he could have easily been friends with me but chose to ignore me instead. But my mind is just wired differently. I still feel like an outcast while at the same time being able to flirt. 

 

I have to dig deeper into finding adhd people, the self help group brought me together with maybe one handfull of people my age over all this timeframe, I need to find more people with adhd.

[Jannes]

Just took a look into this.

Disorganized attatchment style kinda fits me. I actually remember one of the moments in my childhood when I was like "oh yeah the way I survive is to hold connections very loosely, I have to be able to go all in fast but be prepared to let it go in an instant when I get betrayed."  

 

[Jannes]

I do feel emotionally more grounded and healthy and I actually find more motivation for the things I previously could tell intellectually would connect to my values but somehow I didnt feel motivated towards them. 

Now I feel a bit more motivated towards them. Like working at Rick&Morty studio. Maybe I could create a portfolio with a shitton of ideas and they hire me. 

[Jannes]

I am in an online body doubling group again which seems to help. I think I need like at least a week to tell if it works or doesnt work. 

[Jannes]

My mind isnt quite sorted, which eats away from my productivity. 

I am researching ergotheraphy but when remote viewing, how unlikely it may be, could be an option to earn money with, there is no way I am going for ergotheraphy. Same with acting. Although I dont know if acting is good for me, in a sense I am healing quite now being away from acting. As long as you do acting there is always a part of you ready to bullshit. When you are out of that zone and people relate to you in a certain way, you know they are more authentic. But quite honestly acting produced some of my happiest times. But when you act you always act in the human domain, even when acting as an alien, as the alien is not really an alien but humans imagination of an alien. But I know that for sure, remote viewing is high on the mood list. So I make it a high priority: 

 

Researching remote viewing > researching acting? > researching ergotheraphy > researching what can be done with my study progress so far

[Jannes]

So there is the option for a short talk session for remote viewing where you learn about the field and so on.

This is my chance to ask questions and put on the bullshit detector, I need to get a good check before I buy any courses. 

 

The great thing about remote viewing would be that it implies that the old physical paradigm is outdated and it would open the door for integrating more spirituality. 

So that would be quite something, being a Yedi-trainer lol. IF it works (AAAAh).

 

Questions I want to ask:

Can you earn money with remote viewing?

How many clients do you have?

Can I work as a remote viewing teacher and earn money doing that? 

How can I test if remote viewing works before I buy any courses?

-> can you locate x-thing for me? (to check wether or not it works)

 

hmm what would I want to hide, thats the golden question.

[Jannes]

The body doubling thing really works wonders. Two and a half hour of work and I feel exhausted. Not used to working. 

[Jannes]

So on the remote viewing website there is lot to read. I really want to book the first session to get the foot in, I think it makes a lot of sense to read through all the other stuff, to make more detailed questions which bring me forward. 

[Jannes]

I felt a lot more relaxed and emotionally well rounded from archieving something today. I also noticed that I lack confidence because I dont get much done which I want to compensate for with a particularly attractive gf for example. 

[Jannes]

Even though I cant flirt and built vibe, I dont know how to turn things into sex. I am not whole because of that weakness and my confidence will be diminished because of it in some way. 

[Jannes]

When I am in touch with myself these two strenghts seem to stick out:

I am incredibly calm, its insane. 

I am very interested in intuitively figuring out where inauthenticity lies, so where inner conflict is and trying to understand people in that. 

 

I am made to be some kind of psychologist with these traits basically. 

 

 

Also in the self help group yesterday something interested happened. I suddenly had a shift in my awareness and found two 29 year old women there pretty attractive. I suffered quite a lot the last weeks because I realized how much opportunities I lost. I am in my mid twenties, so all in all still young and attractive but I still wasted years and opportunities with other people in their early twenties. So I knew that I needed to find older people attractive at some point and somehow that just clicked and the two girls became much more attractive to me then before. Not sure what happened there but its pretty cool. 

[Jannes]

Researching more on remote viewing.

Oh man this brings me back so much. You know I had a phase where I believed a lot of nonsense and couldnt make a difference at all between bullshit and truthful things and recognizing this in this wave I threw away remote viewing with it. 

 

 

 

The person I would book the course from has a youtube channel. This is a real example of how they do remote viewing:

 

 

This might be important as well:

 

 

On the channel are some very long sessions and a few tutorials. I will definitely watch all the smaller videos and some of the longer. 

 

I am a bit tired from research and need to get some air. Read to "Entscheidungsfindung & Optimum" on the website and will continue when I took a break or maybe tommorrow. I also want to research other people offering this. 

Reminder: I am doing researching to find out the validity, how useful and how much money you can make with it and to get the most out of the first session. I dont have a plan yet on which course I actually want to take.

[Jannes]

I love the game Team Fortress 2. I took my whole computer setup down so there was no way I could play this game ever because I was too immersed and addicted to it. For some reason I remember this game again recently. 

What I love about it are the pure mechanical skills and mastery you can develop. There is nothing flashy in this game, everything is pure raw authentic skill. I especially like the soldier class. In a way I always thought about this class as an analogy of how great it could feel to master something truly. There are no gimmicks, you see how everything you put in pays off and you have a clear direction on how to improve. 

 

edit: took out the tf2 videos as I watched them repeatedly on the blog (Youtube is blocked)

 

looking at this though it feels so meaningless even though it was fun from a certain point of view. If it were meaningful it would be a super fun skill to master.  

Edited July 6 by Jannes

[Jannes]

I am not used to giving myself tasks cause I usually never fullfill them, when I archieve something then usually on the side. So making good tasks and leading where my productivity goes to is a whole new skill I need to develop for myself now when online body doubling remains a successful strategy. 

[Jannes]

Went on a walk and sat on a bench to breath. I noticed a strange feeling, for years now guilt was my default mode from never getting shit done. And now I did everything I wanted to do, like not perfect and there is more to be done, but I did a lot and was content with myself so much so that the guilt went away. And it felt so weird, not in a good way. Like there was a certain freeing feeling in that guilt as well. Chatgpt says its my nervous system not trusting the new situation and it needs time to adapt. I also fear that body doubling wont work long term, which is another layer and another reason why my nervous system might be hesitent, there were so so many attempts I made to get me going which mostly all failed. 

So lets see how things change now. 

[Jannes]

I basically read through the whole website of "Signallinie". I was deterred at the beginning, in chroniken Stefan Franke speaks about his interest in pursuing all kinds of unusual stuff, from out of body experience to aliens. So its a big package to swallow, its not just the remote viewing stuff. 

But his whole website seems very professional and his offers reasonable. What I specificially find trustworthy is that he offers small beginner sessions for a small price (two to three hours for 75 Euros). This doesnt seem like a sceeme at all as when you dont find success at all in that you probably wont pursue anymore. 

He also offers to make you a trainer which takes about half a year. 

So what I will do now is look into other sources who offer to teach remote viewing or offer remote viewing jobs to have a general overview. If I stay with "Signallinie" I will watch more of the videos and then I would be informed enough to buy the first beginner session.  

 

[Jannes]

https://www.actualized.org/insights/remote-viewing-archaeology

[Jannes]

On 4.7.2025 at 9:54 PM, Jannes said:

edit: took out the tf2 videos as I watched them repeatedly on the blog (Youtube is blocked)

My mind was so muddy and unsharp yesterday when going out from watching these videos many times. 

In school I had a phase where I didnt watch any sort of content or played any sort of video games. I was very sharp then and was by far the best at table tennis in my class. The day after I played a bit of video games I instantly became mid tier. It was insane. Just goes to show the working of my mind, I have to be careful with what I feed it. 

[Jannes]

On 5.7.2025 at 4:18 PM, Jannes said:

I basically read through the whole website of "Signallinie". I was deterred at the beginning, in chroniken Stefan Franke speaks about his interest in pursuing all kinds of unusual stuff, from out of body experience to aliens. So its a big package to swallow, its not just the remote viewing stuff. 

But his whole website seems very professional and his offers reasonable. What I specificially find trustworthy is that he offers small beginner sessions for a small price (two to three hours for 75 Euros). This doesnt seem like a sceeme at all as when you dont find success at all in that you probably wont pursue anymore. 

He also offers to make you a trainer which takes about half a year. 

So what I will do now is look into other sources who offer to teach remote viewing or offer remote viewing jobs to have a general overview. If I stay with "Signallinie" I will watch more of the videos and then I would be informed enough to buy the first beginner session.  

 

Okay so there are many websites offering remote viewing courses and they are all similiar with their levels from 1 to 6 and many offer "Schnuppersessions" as well. Stefan Franke seems expensive in comparison actually. 

What I havent thought about is that I can use the "Schnuppersession" to proof if Remote viewing works or not. Also its very important for me to connect with other people who do it and ask them if they make money doing it. 

I remember my first "Schnuppersession" more clearly now. It was a bit boring. I feel like its using higher abilities but very strategic through a mathematic model to maximize the RV to be correct. Not sure how much fullfillment it would get me and I have some emotional blockades from teaching in general because I did so horribly as an exchange teacher.. I could see myself doing it as a side hustle though.