The Princess Diaries

[Princess Arabia]

Some of these spiritual practices and rituals can help the body in some way shape or form and can be tremendously useful in feelings of peace and serenity and help to overcome certain traumas, etc. Great, but they won't get anyone further towards or away from the Absolute. Nothing will. 

[Princess Arabia]

The person (that energy) is restless. Not at peace. It chases states. Chases highs when it feels low. Always has the tool kit out. Always at the buffet table choosing from the array of assortments laid out for it to feel a particular way. Nothing will ever satisfy it for long. It's always more or more intense. Then it attracts those seeking the same. It's a never-ending cycle.

It will always be awake. Never asleep and at peace. It cannot not want. It cannot not seek. It cannot not want to know. It cannot not want more knowledge. It tries to be silent and remain still. Meditate, attend retreats, does practices and processes it's way into being. Sleep is it's only recluse. Once awaken, it comes back into existence - seemingly. It's not there, but it thinks it is. 

It seeks it's true nature. It listens to gurus and invests in belief systems and ideas about how to feel better about it's existence. How to maneuver it's way around the dis-ease. It tries all sorts of things but is never truly satisfied and never truly feels fulfilled. It curses it's surroundings. It curses the others it imagines. The others aren't fictions. It is. Fiction can only seem to arise when the observer sees realness. It sees itself as real so others are real. 

Happens here too. I'm not exempt. It comes and goes. Sometimes I see energy, sometimes I see a person and sometimes I see a cardboard box. None of that is real. None of that is actually happening. Something here knows. The person doesn't. There is no person. The eyes reveals that. I can tell no one is looking through them. Who is the I that says that. No one. 

Something knows but it's not knowable. Knowing cannot know itself. It just knows. Something knowable needs a subject/object relationship. There's none in wholeness, none where there's no separation. None in Absolute Unconditional Love. Love is no separation. That's what Love is. It cannot be felt. It cannot be known. There's no one to know it. All feelings of love is just that, a feeling. 

This is already. This is home. There's no where to go. It's chasing it's own tail. No one is doing that. It's everything. It's also confused and lost. No one is. That energy is. It's awake and trying to find it's absence. It seeks to not be. It takes drugs to disappear but that's artificially inseminated. It will always cone back because it's not there to begin with so how can it really go away. Cannot get rid of something that ain't happening.

Sob sob!!

[Princess Arabia]

You don't see birth and death needing processes and practices to implement themselves. Nothing is saying oh my I need to birth this baby how do I go about that. I should go on a retreat for 9mths to realize how to birth this baby or you don't see death staring one in the face and them saying oh my I need to meditate to bring this death on or go talk to a guru to help me die. 

This sounds ridiculous but there's a subtle message underlying all that. Everything in nature is all just happening all on it's own. Even the notion that there are drivers in the driving seat with free will and choice is the appearance of that energy. Nobody is doing anything. Nothing is being done. It's all just free-flowing timeless energy boundless and free appearing to happen. 

There is no God that accepts or rejects anything. No God dreaming about anything. No one aware or conscious of anything. No experiences or perceptions happening. No one knowing anything or to even know anything; it's just knowing. There's no one to give orders to itself about anything like I'll just do nothing. No one to stop anything, make anything happen. It's going nowhere, didn't come from anywhere, can't get behind, Infront of, closer to or away from. It's immediate with no space, no in between, no cause and effect, no reason or purpose but can appear as such. 

No one to read this and say this is all crap; that just happens but by no one. No one to deny or accept. This just is and it's all appearing in no time and nowhere and to no one. 

Edited 18 hours ago by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

Everything doesn't make up the Absolute. Everything is the Absolute. Everything is whole and complete in it's own right. They are only appearances anyway.