The Princess Diaries

[Princess Arabia]

Hellooooo, wake up....No they're not ok. This is the stupidity in humans. They're shoving and pulling on that man in the midst of all that mess and asking him if he's ok. Shoving and pulling on him who can barely cognize his own consciousness and is obviously out of it and they're asking if he's ok. Waking him up out of his precious little zone to ask if he's fucking ok, then going to walk off and go home to your comfy pad after you wake him out of the zone he wanted to be in and now he's awake and probably need another hit now to go back to sleep after you done woke him up.

"Oh, I'm just making sure they're ok". The man said. I don't even understand what he meant by that. They would be more OK dead than in those positions, but to him they're ok if they're still alive. Why bother them now. What good is that going to do. Let them sleep that shit off. If one overdosed, ain't nothing you can do now anyway. Come back later. This scene looks like people who care and are concerned. No those people just had nothing else to do in that moment and felt bored with their lives and wanted to ho on camera as if they give a shit. Waking up the half dead as if that's going to help just to satisfy your selfish urge of trying to be a concerned citizen. Let me stop before I go off in here.

[Princess Arabia]

The dream is trying to end itself, but it can't because it's not really happening in the first place. The end of the dream is the end of the dreamer. No one wakes up. My momma woke up, but it took her to fall asleep forever to do so. She was never really here and neither am I. It's just a fucking body. I feel like I'm here, it seems like you're there, but it can never be known. Knowing is a position and this is timeless energy unbounded and free. 

Every morning when I wake up, it seems like I never slept but the body feels rested. The body went to sleep, but I didn't. I'm not awake now. The body is what's seeing and moving on it's own. I don't even know if the body is seeing but I'm not. How can I be when the man next to me is seeing the same thing. He's not me and I'm not him. How can we see the same things. That's a clue right there.

[Princess Arabia]

Things are already naturally happening. Even the disliking of what's happening, is happening naturally. Even the attempt at trying to manipulate what's happening, is naturally happening. Everything is already naturally happening. 

[Princess Arabia]

There's no such thing as inauthenticity. One cannot "not" be authentic. It's a response, whatever that response is. Show me something that is, that isn't. If you're faking a smile, that's authentically faking a smile. If one is pretending to.....(fill in the blank), that's authentically pretending to. There's nothing but what is; and what is, is already naturally authenticity. Pretense is authenticity in and in of itself. 

Edited July 14 by Princess Arabia

[Schizophonia]

3 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

There's no such thing as inauthenticity. One cannot "not" be authentic. It's a response, whatever that response is. Show me something that is, that isn't. If you're faking a smile, that's authentically faking a smile. If one is pretending to.....(fill in the blank), that's authentically pretending to. There's nothing but what is; and what is, is already naturally authenticity. Pretense is authenticity in and in of itself. 

Eheh that’s exactly what i heard my mentor say recently 

[Sugarcoat]

31 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

There's no such thing as inauthenticity. One cannot "not" be authentic. It's a response, whatever that response is. Show me something that is, that isn't. If you're faking a smile, that's authentically faking a smile. If one is pretending to.....(fill in the blank), that's authentically pretending to. There's nothing but what is; and what is, is already naturally authenticity. Pretense is authenticity in and in of itself. 

I’ve thought about this a little. If someone is let’s say insecure, and they express that insecurity (for example acting shy when you feel shy) then you are acting authentically to how how feel internally

We can though, sense our potential, have an idea of how we could be (for example more confident) and we might feel our shyness is blocking us from accessing that confident self. But our current self is our current authentic one

[Sugarcoat]

33 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

There's no such thing as inauthenticity. One cannot "not" be authentic. It's a response, whatever that response is. Show me something that is, that isn't. If you're faking a smile, that's authentically faking a smile. If one is pretending to.....(fill in the blank), that's authentically pretending to. There's nothing but what is; and what is, is already naturally authenticity. Pretense is authenticity in and in of itself. 

I’ve thought about this a little. If someone is let’s say insecure, and they express that insecurity (for example acting shy when you feel shy) then you are acting authentically to how you feel internally

We can though, sense our potential, have an idea of how we could be (for example more confident) and we might feel our shyness is blocking us from accessing that confident self. But our current self is our current authentic one

[Princess Arabia]

1 hour ago, Schizophonia said:

Eheh that’s exactly what i heard my mentor say.

[Princess Arabia]

1 hour ago, Schizophonia said:

Eheh that’s exactly what i heard my mentor say recently 

Certain things become apparently obvious, when certain things become apparently obvious.

[Princess Arabia]

1 hour ago, Sugarcoat said:

I’ve thought about this a little. If someone is let’s say insecure, and they express that insecurity (for example acting shy when you feel shy) then you are acting authentically to how you feel internally

We can though, sense our potential, have an idea of how we could be (for example more confident) and we might feel our shyness is blocking us from accessing that confident self. But our current self is our current authentic one

Even desire to become something else is authenticity. In a sense, there's nothing but authenticity.

[Princess Arabia]

The Divine/God isn't lost, it's just being sought for. The Divine seeking for itself will never be found.

[Princess Arabia]

We have turned God into an object, a finite thing, and have limited it by searching for it or even saying we have found it. It cannot be found because it is everything. If anything , if found, that's the end of the seeker and no one there to tell about it.

[Sugarcoat]

21 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

Even desire to become something else is authenticity. In a sense, there's nothing but authenticity.

I see

[Princess Arabia]

Life is ridiculously weird. Weird is an understatement. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Princess Arabia]

Do you see how this stuff just seems to go round and round and round; no end in sight. All explanations are infinite, all understandings, queries, questions, answers, insights, the need to know, all of it just keeps on going.....nowhere.

Edited July 16 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

Me when I used to model

Edited July 17 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

[Princess Arabia]

This is some scary shit. I know we say direct experience and all but how is it direct experience when my eyes are seeing the same thing another head with different eyes is seeing. I hear a bang and you hear the same bang with different ears. I know I keep coming back to this revelation but I haven't settled the score yet. Still trying to figure it out and how come nobody else talks about this. Am I missing something here. Two different people with two different noses, smell that burning toast. I look out the window and see the neighbor's dog and my cat sees the same dog with her cat eyes coming from her cat head. 

I should make a thread about this because I'm really curious about it and since I know no one will respond to this post and explain how that's possible. The only answer to it I see (no pun intended) is the non-duality term "seeing is just happening but by no one". If this is the case, then this is proof that there's no one in these bodies and that we're not really personally experiencing anything and that the senses are not personal. It's just seeing happening.

,How is John seeing this post and Mary also seeing this post with two different heads and two different sets of eyes. If John says those are his eyes and Mary says those are her eyes, then how are they seeing the same things from different heads. At a rally with thousands of people and one speaker, thousands of different sets of eyes see the same speaker and hear the same speaker with different eyes and ears. 

The sense of sight is active then and the hearing sense for everyone in that vicinity providing those senses are working properly but the sense of touch isn't because if I touch the person's hand that's beside me at the rally, no one else feels that hand but me, but if I see a cat on the roof with my sense of sight, others can also see the same cat. If I'm tasting ice-cream, no one else can taste the ice cream i'm eating, so how is it that it's only the sense of sight and hearing that is shared simultaneously with others.

[Princess Arabia]

Me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me.

self,self,self,self,self,self,self,self,self,self,self,self,self,self,self. Aren't you sick of it yet. Self this and self that.

My,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,my,myself.

I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,I,i,i,i,i,i,i,i,i,i.

Me, Myself and I.

 

 

 

 

 

Edited July 17 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

I'm doing this to make me happy. I want to achieve such and such so I can be happy. I want to have sex to feel good. I don't want to feel lonely. I want to feel loved. I need a partner to satisfy me. I'm suffering. I want to make more money. I feel like i'm not good enough. How can I be more happy. What would make me happier. How can I achieve happiness. I need less to make me happy. I want more to feel happy. Why aren't I happy. Happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, joy, joy, joy, joy, joy, joy, joy, bliss, bliss, bliss, bliss, bliss, bliss, bliss, bliss, bliss.

What about sadness. What about sorrow. What about despair and hopelessness. What about these other emotions. Don't we talk about integration. We say we're all about truth. These are also truths. Why abandon them. Why the bias. Why only seek happiness and leave sadness behind. I want to feel sad. I want to feel hopeless. I want to feel despair and horror. Why not say these things too. Why leave them out. Can't have one without the other.

We seek truth but only what serves us. Sadness is also an emotion, yet we seek happiness and don't want to feel sadness. I want truth, we say, yet when we feel sad, we don't like it. We feel happy and we're ecstatic. Do you want truth or do you want what makes you feel good. Suffering is truth. Sadness is truth. Why run from it. Why try to escape it. You don't want truth, you can't handle truth.