The Princess Diaries

[Princess Arabia]

The need to know is what's hurting the individual. It needs to know because it's that knowing energy. Everything in life screams what I'm talking about. Notice how you feel the need to know. Even the need to not know is a need to know that you don't need to know. Can't escape yourself. Knowing energy at play.

Edited Monday at 01:30 PM by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

We're attracted to things because we can't generate attraction on our own. There's nothing there to be attracted to because there's no separation. Something doesn't seem to attract itself, but that's exactly what attraction is. We imagine an object, we get attracted to it for whatever reason and now the relation with that object begins. Whether it's a person or a car or a sport or whatever. We're not attracted to anything, attraction is what's happening all on it's own but, you know, we own and claim everything and I might say it as such, but it's really not the case of "i'm attracted to, but attraction is happening". 

"I like that female, I'm attracted to that female", he says, now the body begins the work of feeling other things, lust, love, jealousy, anxiety, admiration, whatever emotions that weren't there before that object (the female) and now the individual feels as if it attracted something that it's relating to and now continuity progresses. A personal life is believed in as a doer is being believed to be responsible for the attraction and this is just one aspect of how we've been duped into this illusory world of the cat chasing it's own tail. We like to be with people we're attracted to because it enables the self. Helps it to feel alive. If it's not physically, it's something else we're attracted to. A beautiful woman with a man in a wheelchair, for example, may be attracted to safety and she feels safe with him for never running off, or likes control and feels in control when she's with him. Control and safety is the energy at play here (or whatever the motivation for her was), she's not doing it. Those energies are what's playing around disguised as a human being.

Edited Monday at 02:51 PM by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

How I formulate my thought patterns.

I might hear something interesting then I think about it, question it, be curious about it and let it be. Then I might hear or see something else that fits into the puzzle of a previous thing I heard or saw. Then I let that be. Then something else arises to fit in the puzzle, figuratively speaking as there is no puzzle. Then it all clicks in and cements itself into form (still thoughts and ideas and insights). Then I may see the connection with something prior to something now and I nay hold that thought till something else appears and so on and so forth. This is how I'm able to write as I do and cone up with all these scenarios and write in my own words so explicitly and smoothly. 

I'm not saying they are true or anything like that, what I'm saying is I'm a developer. You know, those big cooperate company contractors and developers. I formulate and mix and match the cement and come up with exquisite stories about the self, life and reality. I'm always on the lookout for interesting pieces of art to add to the collection and use experience, other's experiences, memory, stored data, queries, observations and curiosity to help with the brand. I'm a company that develops insights and tells stories that seem to be real and thoughts love me for it. They seem to like to camp out and wait for their turn to be used as a piece of art and a developer's storyline. 

 

[Princess Arabia]

There is no real "being present" or "not being present". There is no presence. It's timelessness. One cannot be more present or less present from what is. All of that is illusory and only matters to the observer which isn't real and not even there. Without an observer everything just is and presence is not a thing to be or not be. That's just a concept. Presence implies a before and after and now I'll be present. There's no real before and after so, therefore, there is no presence. There is no now either. There is just simply timeless energy appearing to be present. That's the delusion of the separate energy that seeks to unite with itself.

[Princess Arabia]

The goal of the individual is trying to have a better experience. It uses whatever it can and can grab a hold of to achieve this endeavor. Anyone and anything that gets in the way of this goal is considered the enemy and, at best, avoided. Disappointments are a surety as a by-product of this goal and why some individuals hate being around humans.

Some say they prefer animals to humans; but if that was the case, the zoos would be overflowing every single day of the year with people and social media wouldn't be so lucrative. We love people, we love to have others confirm our identities and pat us on the shoulder saying how wonderful we are and how much right we're doing in life. Animals don't do that. We use animals for our own agendas. We want to feel appreciated and loved unconditionally and we get that from animals. Social media is lucrative and popular because we can just shut it off whenever we feel a threat or ignore, block, or delete. In real life that's harder to do and we like the simple way, so we use social media to get our confirmation fixes and animals to project that unto.

We don't prefer animals to humans for animals' sake; we love how animals and pets make us feel. We hate on the other hand, when a human makes us feel rejected, unwanted, unloved and unappreciated. Animals don't have that capacity, so we deceive ourselves into believing we prefer animals to humans but if a pen were to give us the same feelings the animals and pets give us and animals all of a sudden were to change their essence, we would abandon animals in a heartbeat and gravitate towards pens. What do you think is happening with the AI hysteria. They don't talk back, they don't make us feel the above-mentioned and they certainly don't normally disappoint. It's not the AI, it's how we feel using the AI.

Everything we do is about having a better experience. We use life for our own benefit, enjoyment, pleasure and happiness. Anything that's not useful for this endeavor is a hindrance and isn't welcomed. Nothing wrong with it, just saying; but when life starts to take from us or disappoint us, we whine and bitch and moan that life is unfair and we throw temper tantrums. Life is now itself the enemy. We want to die or we suffer for it. When I call us neurotic that's an understatement. That's putting it mildly and this is the world that gets created from this dis-ease. As if that's not enough, some now want to save the world so they can save themselves from the neurosis they have projected unto it and uses compassion and care for others as a disguise. There's a difference between helping others, advising others, teaching others as a compassionate way of being and a need to save the world. The world doesn't need saving; it is showing us our own creation and we need to see it for what it is. One big cesspool of a bunch of neurotic, narcissistic, egotistical and self-centered bunch of idiotic individuals that can only be about ourselves and how we feel.

It has to be this way, will always be this way and this is not a judgment or criticism. It is the by-product of feeling human, being human and living as a human. No one is doing this and this is energy being all that I mentioned that spawned from unconditional love that is everything. It cannot be any other way. Unconditional love cannot be itself because it is everything. So all that i've explained is unconditional love being that along with projections, stories and ideas about the world and the people in it. 

Edited yesterday at 02:42 AM by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

It's all stories, experiences and dream stuff all these astral body stuff and leaving the body stuff and escaping the matrix and all those reincarnation and NDE stories. I can be in a dream last night and it all seems real and whatever the experience was in the dream you couldn't tell me it wasn't happening and that I was dreaming. I'm not saying it doesn't seem to happen but it's all illusory. All stories and memory and hallucination and whatever else that requires for there to be real time and space to be real. I'm not saying the person is dreaming any of this stuff or that it never happened, I'm saying there is no person to Astral project it's the Absolute being all that.

There's no person that actually Astral projected, just as there's no person that's actually dreaming. The dream is that there's a person to dream or Astral project. The individual is holding on to it's reality so badly and cannot accept that it doesn't exist and will make up all kinds of stories to keep the dream alive. The dream is the story, the person is the dream, the storyteller is the dream and the dream tells about itself. It tries to hang on for dear life and cannot see that it invented itself and everyone else. 

Edited yesterday at 11:57 AM by Princess Arabia

[kbone]

22 hours ago, Princess Arabia said:

It's funny you say that because I thought about this before. Then I said, no it's not attachment, it's joy, love, excitement, passion. The person will come in and say it's attachment because it's wants to leave room for other attachments. It'll say this is attachment so it eases up a bit to go get attached to other things. I've seen through this too. None of it is attachment, it's just what is. This here ain't getting caught up in the chasing the tail of endless looping. I see things for what they are not what labels I put on it. It's not that I don't engage in other things, this the only place I write about and talk about such things so it might seem like it's all I do, but it's not. I love what you wrote, though.

Glad you could rez with the share. You do seem to have a very congenial spirit about ya: joy, love, excitement, passion...yes, very nice blossoms. No worries.  

Just sharing on a theoretical front, from what I've gathered, even after getting periodically attached to the idea/experience of Nothingness, peeps can also even get periodically attached to the idea/experience of Freedom. I suppose it's a relative thang, but it also happens to be something that newly found freedom can give rise to, I suspect. Sometimes, it could be the mind that is making a 'power grab' of sorts. Such attachments can be noticeable in some convos. Power-driven mind likes to think it won (i.e., defeated another), which kinda snorta seems to miss an important point. That seems to come mostly from the male minds, if I'm being open and honest. Whereas, discerning mind, knowing "it is what it is", may just say what it can (sometimes trying to meet the other mind on its terms), and maybe while smiling or looking emotionless or whatever. I totally dig what you mean in saying it's not "all I do", and that it may still be fun/helpful to do a little jousting on occasion.

Curious, have you by chance noticed/sensed that you have both a feminine side, as well as a masculine side, like maybe you have a tendency to act or 'also' enjoy being around boyishness at times? 

[Princess Arabia]

8 minutes ago, kbone said:

Curious, have you by chance noticed/sensed that you have both a feminine side, as well as a masculine side, like maybe you have a tendency to act or 'also' enjoy being around boyishness at times? 

Yes, I've noticed that a long while back. You know, like the Janet Jackson type, pretty, looks beautiful and feminine but with a tom boyish attitude. I'm the type more comfortable around the boys and hanging with the boys. I don't do boyish or masculine type stuff but I'm the girl in the mix that's cool with them all and like the 'sister' of the group. I hate going shopping with women and doing girly stuff with women (different from hanging out and having a good time with them, I do that). I actually hated dresses growing up and was always the Jean type. I just recently around 5yrs ago started getting into dresses and skirt. No one knew this about me as it was just a feeling and I still feel this way....women...ugg..so annoying. Joking.

[kbone]

5 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

Yes, I've noticed that a long while back. You know, like the Janet Jackson type, pretty, looks beautiful and feminine but with a tom boyish attitude. I'm the type more comfortable around the boys and hanging with the boys. I don't do boyish or masculine type stuff but I'm the girl in the mix that's cool with them all and like the 'sister' of the group. I hate going shopping with women and doing girly stuff with women (different from hanging out and having a good time with them, I do that). I actually hated dresses growing up and was always the Jean type. I just recently around 5yrs ago started getting into dresses and skirt. No one knew this about me as it was just a feeling and I still feel this way....women...ugg..so annoying. Joking.

Yeah, I reckon sometimes it is something that just shows up when a person has a balanced kind of mind... or something. Who knows. There are quite a few 'speerchal schools' that convey something along the lines of a well-integrated 'feminine-masculine spirit' as being a goal/emanation of sorts. I sensed that about you in a number of your posts, so I was just curious. You mentioned being a model, but also had this masculine presence in your words.

Hugs, Sista 😍

[Princess Arabia]

57 minutes ago, kbone said:

You mentioned being a model, but also had this masculine presence in your words.

Modeling has very little to do with it. That's about looks even though one's energy emanates through. Plenty of tom-boyish models, in fact, they rule the industry. Plenty of beautiful women have tom-boyish attitudes. I think with me also it represents strength and resilience and in the bloodline and genes from where I grew up and all that jazz. Even as a kid growing up, I hung with the boys in the neighborhood (all platonic) except for one but the point, males usually find me easy to get along with, fun and one of them. The women almost always had a jealousy thing going on and usually gave me looks. 

[Princess Arabia]

R.I.P. Ozzy Osbourne. I used to watch his show The Osbournes love his wife Sharon. Dead at 76 from Parkinson's disease.

[Princess Arabia]

Another death. Loved the Cosby Show. R.I.P. Jamal.

[Princess Arabia]

Consciousness is the illusion that grows out of the sense of separation. 

[Princess Arabia]

Still believe there's a person in this body? This video actually made me cry softly. How marvelously wonderful is whatever this is. I can't stop marveling at the things this woman can do. I think she has like 3 professions if I remember, doesn't matter. Even something small as brushing her teeth marveled me on how she did it. She's grilling and serving up food. No fucking arms and no fucking legs.

I'm not going to say she inspires me, or say I won't complain about anything after watching this or anything like that like I've read in some of the comments under the video; that's making it about me, the me can't help making everything about itself, but what I will say is that I LOVE BECAUSE THIS IS. 

[Princess Arabia]

We're all addicted to ourselves. That's it. End of story.

[Princess Arabia]

How can something timeless, boundless, unlimited and Infinite be found or recognized. Such boldness staring in the face that there's no one because no one could be so bold to think they can recognize, see, or know what has no dimensions or point or bounds. It's not limited to utter foolishness and utter delusion. It's amazing.

[Princess Arabia]

The need to feel safe and secure is what's driving the individual. 

[Princess Arabia]

Boundless, timeless energy is being a person, being meditation, being the results of meditation and being all three to find boundless, timeless energy. Boundless, timeless energy is going to retreats which is also boundless timeless energy to achieve a result which is also boundless timeless energy to feel a certain way which is also boundless, timeless energy. Isn't that awesome. Liberation and freedom at it's finest. 

[Princess Arabia]

Just as how an object needs space to be, it also needs a subject to be. No object no subject and no subject no object.

[Princess Arabia]

The reason why it seems the mind cannot live or stay in the present moment is because there's no such thing as present moment for the mind to reside or stay in. The person doesn't benefit from a mind to be in the past or future so it invents a present moment for its benefit. Now I can be present and reap the benefits. Another apparent delusion of the sense of separation. It's constantly finding ways to maintain itself and to benefit from its illusory existence. Show me the present moment. It can't be located, but that sense seems to want to reside there but only when another person told it about that place. It's like me wanting to live in Bali because i've heard how wonderful it is to live there. It needs others to survive. A baby doesn't know anything about a present moment; infact, a baby doesn't know anything; neither do we but that sense of knowing appears to be associated with the I AM energy.

Edited 4 hours ago by Princess Arabia