The Princess Diaries

[Princess Arabia]

People are just going by the waking state and direct experience to tell them or explain away what they think they know. No one investigates death or sleep. Direct experience is king....yeah, well is direct experience of sleep king. Do you know anything during sleep. Oh that doesn't count. Not to mention the conscious bit. Sometimes I am conscious and sometimes I'm not but when I am, that's the experience I go by as king.

[Princess Arabia]

This is my Spiritual Motto......NO MAN LEFT BEHIND. 

There's no separation, already. There are no separate objects, entities, experiences, awakenings, enlightenments, nothing. It's all THIS being - timelessly. It's hard for the seeking energy to grasp this. It cannot understand this. Once it's seen as over here then there's over there which is an illusion. What comes with that are other illusions. So whatever experiences it has are all illusory in nature. It cannot see beyond this. It is the only illusion. Without separation, there is just the natural reality of nothing appearing. There is no separation but the seeking energy is separation itself and doesn't really exist. 

There is no one having any experiences that are any more special, of any meaning or more valuable than anyone else's. THEY ARE ALL EMPTY/VOID of any substance and this is the void. There's nothing here because there is no here. It's all timeless, boundless energy being/appearing as and it's all empty. This cannot be experienced or known. There's no one there, there's no one here, there's just THIS being. This is the same as deep sleep and in deep sleep there's nothing.

None of your awakenings matter, none of your insights matter, none of your experiences matter because they are all empty. This is not nihilism, this is liberation, freedom. NOTHING MATTERS.

 

[Princess Arabia]

It's amazing how this energy can fool itself into thinking it's actually going somewhere or has been somewhere or has fallen away or whatever it fools itself in the dream with. All there is, IS ALREADY. I say this all the time and that is no one is actually dreaming it is the dream itself that's dreaming all this stuff even dreaming being a separate entity that is going anywhere or has achieved anything spiritually. It's all an illusion. It's amazing.

Continuity is an illusion, time and space is an illusion, separation is an illusion, no such thing as a separate entity doing or being anything or even becoming. It's amazing how it can seem that way. It's a fucking miracle.

 

[Princess Arabia]

Most of those people that say they're leaving the forum, after an extravagant life changing so-called awakening usually comes back. Why? Seeking even more extravagance that can never be found. Seeking to up the ante but never actually getting there. They will always get to the brink, the edge, but never ever crossing it to a final destination. The final destination is already. Psychedelic users are the worst because nothing without the drugs, this ordinary, vibrant, natural appearance can never top those effects, yet the effects is also this.

They will want more and more and more just like a drug user that can't quite get to the top and the more it gets, is the more it wants. It will never get there, EVER, because there's no place to get to. It's the dream that tries to travel in space and time and it's on the look out for what more it can experience in this massive extravagant Universe not realizing that it's a dream. Not a person dreaming, but a dream that THIS is seeming to appear as but not really as the dream isn't really happening.

Don't take my word for it, just notice this. 

[Princess Arabia]

Riddle me this, riddle me that, guess me this riddle and perhaps not:-

Is tomorrow happening....No

Is yesterday happening.....No

What makes you think today is happening. 

 

 

[Princess Arabia]

What's amazing to me is that most people find being depressed, addicted, traumatized, having mental disorders and so on, normal. In fact, look how many people have these things going on now or at one time. It's prevalent on this forum alone; seems every other person have or have had some sort of mental issue. We talk about these things and mention them like we're talking about spaghetti. Like the weather, it's so normal. 

Now, as far as what I speak about - the natural 'reality', it's frowned upon, looked at like some foreign language and even hated and i'm called some kind of word when criticized. I've been asked do I ever talk about anything else, have any other interests, been called an advaita drone, advaita nonsense, and how I'm not of any help to anybody and so on and so forth. (I never get any of what I speak about from any advaita speakers BTW, and these words are universal and no one owns any words, meanings and understandings. Maybe it's a part of their philosophy, but I'm not here studying advaita; and if it weren't for others mentioning it I wouldn't know anything about them. It was after being called that that I even knew of that ideology or whatever it is. I would listen to a few non-duality speakers, resonate, intuit a lot, understand and put the pieces together. I would see day-to-day life and put the pieces together. I would notice how what I've heard is the same thing I'm seeing acting out in life and how the energy responds. I've made sense on my own, came to my own understandings and write about them. 

The true, real, organic reality is the one without the me/person/observer/i am/the one that thinks it's a separate entity. Without that mirage, everything is just what is. It is what operates from the illusion of time, space, continuity, and doesn't realize it's totally unreal. This is why it has so many dis-eases and problems and issues and look to what it believes to be other to fix itself. It's reality is normal to have issues and mental disorders and trauma. It tells continuous stories about what it went through and constantly relive those memories. It is institutionalized and all that comes with it is also illusion, without it, everything is just appearing but without anyone owning anything or that anything belongs to anyone. Now it's not 'my trauma' but just trauma. Not my depression, just depression, not my happiness, just happiness. It wants to own everything that appears and relates to it personally because it sees itself as a person and it just can't help it. It didn't cause it so there is no way for it to end itself. Ego death is an illusion. 

[Princess Arabia]

Return to presence.....what does that even mean. How does presence return to itself. If there's a memory of the past showing up and appearing, it's appearing timelessly. If a projection of the future is appearing, it's appearing timelessly; not now, not presently, timelessly. No beginning, no end, so how can there be a present.