The Princess Diaries

[Princess Arabia]

Nothing wrong with any teaching. Nothing Absolutely wrong OR RIGHT (let's make that clear) with anything.

This is freedom. Freedom doesn't feel good. Freedom isn't for anyone. It isn't limited to human conditioning. Freedom means all is welcome, nothing is off limits. Freedom is freedom trying to get enlightened to end suffering. Trying to awaken to it's non-existing true nature, congratulating someone in some trip report it had thinking it's God. That's also freedom being that. Can't go wrong and I won't say on the Absolute level but relatively speaking.....no...it's all on the absolute level because relativity is an illusion. 

[Princess Arabia]

We're not seeking enlightenment, we're seeking an end to our suffering. Sad to see how we use reality so much for our selfish endeavors. All these awakening stories and enlightenment stories of how it impacts me and what I've gained and referring to it as "my awakening", really is funny. Everything is about my this and my that for the individual. Isn't it obvious how it's unbalanced and doesn't have any grounds to stand on but it's own illusory world of me and mine but uses other to get to where it wants to go. 

Edited September 27 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

The body will seem to attack itself if an outside threat is felt, illusory or not. It's energetic tension. 

[Princess Arabia]

There is no process to something that's not actually happening, 

[Princess Arabia]

It seems like one is actively hearing but that sense s just going on it's own. Experiment. When nodding off, dosing off to sleep and listening to say a podcast, one can still hear the podcast in the background. Or a movie. Fall asleep on a movie and you can hear the movie in the background while you sleep. Let me see you do free will to shut that down. I can be in my room sleeping and hear the neighbor's music while sleeping. How's that me doing any listening. How's that a choice. 

[Princess Arabia]

We don't claim the mountains to be ours, we don't claim the ocean, the clouds, the rain the volcano to be ours. We don't claim the neighbor's dog to be ours, we don't claim that other person's body to be ours, we don't claim......and I can list to infinity, but why not, we claim passing happiness to be ours, passing suffering and impersonal joy and pain to be ours. We practice neti neti and self inquiry that says we are not the body/mind/thoughts but all of a sudden we want to own happiness, suffering, sadness, joy, bliss, even competence, confidence and every other impersonal adjective and emotion that's just minding it's business and being itself. 

It's my happiness, my suffering, my anger, my depression, my joy, my love, my hate, my this and my that but that's your dog. 

[Princess Arabia]

Start to see (without the eyes) how you're creating your story. It varies but I'll name some examples. If you're suicidal, you'll start to see more stories of suicidals.

This one is a classic - think of someone and they appear/call/text/show up in some form way or fashion. Even here on the forum, start to notice people absent for a while and they cross your mind and they show back up soon there after. 

Notice how you don't have to lift a finger sometimes for some mental problem to be solved, it just gets solved automatically or by itself in due course.

Notice how what you thought about a particular someone was because of a past experience with someone else. What does the current person have to do with the person of the past - nothing, but only in the story you're imagining and creating. It's everywhere and I'll keep adding to this list when I think of it, i'm at a block right now.

Notice life will show up differently than you imagined and having to say to yourself oh I thought that was so and so or that person fooled you into thinking this about her or him. Thats because your story is different from what's actually appearing and it's being constructed. The dream does that. It's it's own world/reality.

If someone comments the exact words you were going to comment but you changed your mind and said nothing. Meaning, you saw something you were going to comment on but you didn't and someone else commented saying the exact thing you were going to say. 

 

Edited September 28 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

Everyone talks about an Awakening. That's lovely, wonderful, beautiful and magnificent because deep sleep is all there is and cannot be talked about or experienced. You have awakened to nothing because nothing is being an awakening. 

[Princess Arabia]

We are trying so desperately to dissolve something that we never intentionally started to begin with. I am going to have an ego that I will construct and maintain it with stories, ideas and concepts; and then I will annihilate it when the times comes for me to awaken to my true nature. I will do all sorts of practices and processes to get rid of this thing so I can become one with everything and maybe become enlightened and end all of this egoic suffering or, at best, learn how to live with this suffering as that's the more mindful thing to do, feel into this goddamn suffering since I can't get rid of it but I'll still try. Did you put it there to begin with, no it just appeared. Everything just appears. Nothing can be stopped. It's either it is or it isn't. 

[Princess Arabia]

Of course you are the only conscious being. There's no one conscious of anything but only in the dream. All these psychedelic trips are revealing there's no you but the you cannot see that because it's not there. You do a trip and it reveals you are the only conscious being because you are imagining yourself as a conscious being when you're not tripping. There are no other conscious beings already not even you.

[Princess Arabia]

No matter how much one tries to override life and claim to live in the relative world of duality and claim to be human that has bills to pay and how spirituality and it's woo wooing mumbo jumbo is for when not trying to survive and tries to separate themselves from what's inseparable, life will always come back to bite you in the ass and show you who is boss and reveal the illusory nature of the 3D world. 

There will always be issues, always be problems and the individual will always be chasing it's own tail. There's no escaping what is. There's no maneuvering what is, there's no navigating what's natural and organically THIS.

[Princess Arabia]

How many bones are in the body. What is the nervous system. Where is the liver located in the body. What is the function of the kidney. What is the tongue made of. What is the role of the muscles. How many systems are there in the body. Why does the pupil dilate. What is the difference between the inner ear and outer ear. Why do we get goosebumps. What are hair follicles. Can you describe the anatomy of the tongue. Does the tongue have any bones. What is peripheral vision. What is the role of the appendix. How are feelings felt. What are neurons. 

Can you answer all these questions in the blink of an eye and without a Google search. I could ask dozens more. Just basic human body questions. Is this you. Are you human. Why don't you know everything about the body down to it's last minute detail if you are a human being. We like to defend our humanness but cannot answer basic questions about who we say we are. No matter what you say you are, awareness, consciousness, God or whatever, dozens of questions could be asked the same way asked about the human body that would not be so easily answered or has to be taught to you by someone else. 

 

 

 

 

[Princess Arabia]

No one SEES God. The eyes are God. Actually, there is no God. God is also pizza. Everything is God, so God cannot exist. Exist means to stand out and nothing stands out. Call it all God if you like, makes no difference. I'm not denying God, I'm saying there is no existence. Existence is nothing. Existence is what appears to be and what appears is empty. Word semantics. Doesn't matter; it's all Absolute.

[Princess Arabia]

A baby doesn't know anything the same way you don't know anything only appears that way. Knowing is it's own energy. Complete. No one learns anything, only appears that way. Learning is it's own energy. Complete. Everything is already complete; there is no becoming. Becoming is an illusion. This is not a lesson.

[Princess Arabia]

If you don't do psychedelics, you don't do psychedelics. If you do, you do. Nothing more, nothing less will bring anyone closer to what is already and what is already is all there is. Cannot move any closer or away from the Absolute. Psychedelics are also the Absolute. Using psychedelics to see the Absolute is the Absolute using psychedelics to see the Absolute. 

One that doesn't use psychedelics and thinks they can get a better recognition of "Reality" in a sober state is also the Absolute being this. There is no state that can get you a better or take away from the seeing of Reality because that is also the Absolute. Being drunk, high or sober is the Absolute being drunk high or sober. There are no states for anyone to get to for a better grasp of reality because those states are also infinite. Nothing is "never" infinite. Infinity can appear as limited and finite. Those appearances are empty and void of substance. Infinity can also appear as an experience of doing psychedelics, all perfect and complete in it's own regard.

There's nothing wrong or right with anything. The opposition of psychedelics and the agreement of them are both just what is. Trying to grasp reality is complete in it's own right, sober or not. There are no right or wrong ways to see, grasp, understand, comprehend, attempt to get to, move away from what is, as those attempts are empty and void and have no reality on their own. Nothing does. THIS IS FREEDOM'S EXPRESSION. Free as a bird, but for no one. Boundless, timeless energy expressing and appearing to itself as itself and freedom can also appear as opposing these words.

Edited October 4 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

No one gets anywhere in this work. EVER. There will always be seeking more, seeking for bigger and better, seeking for more extravagance, but nothing will ever be found and no one will ever get there. This is it. There is no next, before or after or becoming. This is just not enough for that energy. It tries everything under the sun but never arriving. Problem arises when it gets a taste. Now it keeps going but never arrives. Nothing wrong and nothing needs to change. There's no one to, its all happening on it's own.

[Princess Arabia]

The Absolute cannot be turned into a process or work in progress. 

[Princess Arabia]

We claim everything as our own but try to disown the things that doesn't feel good. We try to "deal with" emotions that doesn't feel good. How do i deal with anger. How can I get rid of suffering; not how do I deal with happiness and how do I get rid of joy. None of these emotions belong to anyone. We own them but then try to get rid of the ones that doesn't feel good. The seeking energy displays so much neurosis it's not even funny and we all have some of it to a point. 

Why seek to be happy when sadness is also. Why try to deal with anger and not joy. Distinctions. This cannot be dealt with, it cannot be gotten rid of. Enlightenment cannot get rid of suffering because it didn't cause suffering to begin with.

Edited October 8 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

What some people don't realize is that when they speak they're speaking from something already known, but if something else was known they'd be speaking something entirely different. IOW, nothing spoken is truth, everything spoken is based from prior knowledge and prior knowledge is also based off of prior knowledge. 

[Princess Arabia]

That's why I say, people cannot handle the truth. They want to hear about things being meaningful and valuable that can help the me feel better about it's fake existence. When someone like me come around and expose things for what they are, It gets met with resistance.

Edited October 8 by Princess Arabia