The Princess Diaries

[Princess Arabia]

Energy seems to respond in like ways that's why there seems to be actual cause and effect and continuity. Thoughts seem to correspond to our personal lives because of this response mechanism. If you had a different life you would seem to have different thoughts arising. Vibrate on a different energetic level and thoughts starts to correspond to that frequency. It is the felt sense in the body that I am a person with these things happening to me and now everything around that, including thoughts, beliefs and ideas will be energetically aligned with that. 

[Princess Arabia]

If this wasn't already freedom and liberation there would not even be a desire for it. It wouldn't even be a thing saught after. Where do you think the desire for freedom and liberation comes from - freedom and liberation itself. The desire to want to feel loved and to be loved and to love comes from love being what is already. We're running around seeking what is already but it just doesn't FEEL like it. Something feels missing. We're trying to fill that void. 

There's no one that can even say 'well, i won't search for these things since it's already the case' because no one is actually doing the search to begin with, it's happening all by itself. The separate illusory self can't fathom it never started anything in the first place but it seeks to end everything. 

[Princess Arabia]

All spiritual teachers and gurus feels a sense of a separate self. If they're giving out a call to action to do this or that, there's a sense of a separate individual there. All of them, not some, not a few, not maybe, but all and it is the case. Energy cannot not be energy and it will respond in like ways. There's no one there to even act as if there's not a sense of self there as there isn't a self already but energy can appear to have a sense of a self and tries to tell 'others' how to be in this sense. It only does that because it feels separate itself. It cannot not do that. The Sadghuru's and the Ruperts and the Moojiis and the Alan's and the rest of them that tells one how to be, how to act, what do to to achieve and gives out instructions on how to in the spiritual sense are all delusional energies that is tensed and feels a sense of separation. No one needs to be told what to do because there's actually no one there. This sense that might fall away and relieve the  tension of a separate self wouldn't even have a need to teach this stuff only send a message and talk about it if that's what's happening. 

[Princess Arabia]

Only fools chase happiness. Not suggesting the wise doesn't either. 

[Princess Arabia]

We all have a story. Stories are what makes us into who we believe ourselves to be. Without those stories we are nothing. Those stories are built upon shaky grounds. They can crumble at any time. They don't have any reality apart from the storyteller. We are all surviving those stories. Nothing else. We need those stories for motivation, encouragement, feelings of worthiness, confidence, meaning and purpose. Anything that doesn't align with these stories is the enemy and vice versa. 

We don't love; we are in love with what makes our stories build, what makes us feel good about our constructions. Investigate that. Dig deep. If such and such wasn't a certain way we wouldn't give too shits - fill in the blank. If that girl wasn't beautiful, you wouldn't be attracted; if that guy wasn't rich, you wouldn't pay him any attention. If that person didn't enhance your life, you wouldn't care to enhance theirs, and so on and so forth. It's all about what keeps our stories in tact.

 We are sensing our way throughout the world. What makes sense is relevant to our survival strategies. If it doesn't make sense to us, we tend to want to discard it. The same thing will make sense to someone else but not to us because it doesn't align with the building blocks of our stories. That's all that's happening here with each and every individual. 

We try to be confident, we contemplate, we strategize, we manipulate and maneuver our way through life. All to fit into the construct we have built for ourselves. When something starts to crumble, we get sad, we feel a sense of loss, we hate and we envy and feel disconnected from our constructs. All of this gets tiring. All of this breeds anger and hate and jealousy. Nothing is wrong. Nothing needs to change. This is what infinity is being. It's all that is and nothing needs to be any different. 

[Princess Arabia]

 Everything is whole and complete in and in of itself. Everything. There's nothing that's incomplete or even limited. It may appear that way but it's not. One might say I can't fly like a bird so I'm limited but who said I was supposed to fly like a bird. A bird is a bird and a human body a human body. Why is a human body limited because it cannot fly. That's not limitation, that's expectation. Expecting something to be what it's not.

[Princess Arabia]

Self-inquiry is the most brilliant spiritual practice ever invented to help put the me at ease. It focuses on what's not there and tells itself that's who it is. I'm not what I can observe. I'm not the body/mind, I observe the body/mind, it suggests. It insists on being and it knows it exists, so if i'm not what I can witness, then I must be what I cannot see. The eyes cannot see itself and the hand cannot touch itself. The same way I cannot be what I can observe. Such hogwash.

There is just simply no you to observe a you and that's why you cannot see yourself. You never change because there's no you to change. Things don't actually change, they appear or they don't. Things seem to be forever changing, but that's the illusion. If there is no illusory observer, everything just is. Without a witness/observer, nothing changes. You go to England one day and Canada the next, so it seems. What actually happened was England appeared and Canada appeared and everything else in between. Nothing moved, nothing changed, only appeared.

Self-inquiry states that you never change, you remain the same. Partially correct, except there's not a you that didn't change, not a you that remained the same, take the you out and nothing actually changes. Take the observer out and no change is observed. This is illustrated in deep sleep, which is what this actually is. You wake up from deep sleep as an observer and the witness but that's a mirage and if one never wakes up nothing remains. 

I'm not this and I'm not that so i must be what I cannot see. No, you are not seeing anything to begin with, seeing is what's happening all on it's own and without anyone seeing anything. This goes for every sense except the sense of self which senses everything it observers and witnesses to be real. No sense of self, and everything is just what is. The practice has put separation between itself and objects. There is no such thing as subject/object relationship where there is no separation to begin with. All self-inquiry teachers speak to the dream as the dream from the dream and is all story telling to make the me feel at ease with it's non-existence. It had to be practiced to never-ending come and focused on, and be dedicated to to even have some effect just like working out in the gym. There will be some effect and it can ease the me somewhat into believing it's the invisible being that it is but it's still not the truth. The truth is there is no one and no one can do anything to make no one disappear or appear. It's still all energetic and infinity being all that, so nothing is really wrong and nothing needs to change as it's all empty anyway; meaning, self-inquiry or no self-inquiry, it's all the same nothing being it all. It's lost in it's own beingness.

Edited September 22 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

There's no one in Leo's body either.

[Princess Arabia]

Excellence is celebrated. Winners are cheered on. Courage is admired. Strength is saught after. Bravery is encouraged. Skill is needed, all these expectancies breeds a sense of unworthiness. We create our own demise because not all can and will achieve these things. Then we create institutions and have a place in society that holds all the 'losers' that couldn't meet these expectations. Life surely knows how to eat itself alive and chew itself back out to keep itself going. 

[Princess Arabia]

There's always a problem to be solved. Always a need to be fulfilled. Always a desire that leads to wanting more. Never total satisfaction. Never total fulfillment. That's the nature of infinity personalizing itself. 

[Princess Arabia]

Life feeds on drama. Doesn't matter how evil you are, how controversial, hold anti-human beliefs, hatred for certain sectors of humanity, spew out racism, prejudice and promote war you will get the attention you crave. People don't fight for what they are for but what they are against. People don't focus on things that are doing well, they focus on things that are doing bad.

One example of this is the Charlie Kirk thread. More power to that beast and keeping his name alive and legacy lived on by people who hated what he stood for. This is what humanity does and why people like him will continue to do what they do because they'll always get attention for it and any attention is better than none. That thread has 75,000 views in the space of 11 days. That alone should tell you something and it's still counting and going strong. So many people out there trying to do good for humanity and they go unnoticed and taken over by the ones who couldn't care less, this includes the Donald. Look how popular he is. I lost faith in the system a long time ago. There's nothing to fight for anymore only to realize life is impersonal and can go either way.

Edited September 22 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

Life will show us time and time again that nothing really belongs to us. There is nothing that can prepare us for the losses that we'll encounter. Life gives and takes back. Makes us feel happy then turns around with sadness. Brings us joy and then serves us pain. No one is immune. There are no teachings for this, no coping mechanisms that lasts and telling ourselves to not get attached is not the answer. There are no answers for where there are no problems. Life just sucks for the me. Period.

[Princess Arabia]

Most of you if you ever knew what's actually going on here you would shit your pants. You would have an existential crises. 

[Sucuk Ekmek]

9 hours ago, Princess Arabia said:

Most of you if you ever knew what's actually going on here you would shit your pants. You would have an existential crises. 

Actually I want to know what is going on here, how do I sign up?

[Princess Arabia]

3 hours ago, Sucuk Ekmek said:

Actually I want to know what is going on here, how do I sign up?

It's the same ole shit i talk about all the time that doesn't really register and really doesn't make a difference because life still goes on. I said what I said only to say if it could be known, but it can't be so it's not something you can know. 

[Princess Arabia]

Everyone is a construction of your own mind because you're a construction as well. Both goes hand in hand and I'm not referring to the ego because no one actually has an ego.

Edited September 23 by Princess Arabia

[Sucuk Ekmek]

3 hours ago, Princess Arabia said:

It's the same ole shit i talk about all the time that doesn't really register and really doesn't make a difference because life still goes on. I said what I said only to say if it could be known, but it can't be so it's not something you can know. 

I hear you, even for a brief moment that is -1 from life. 

[Princess Arabia]

No good threads lately, ugg. Just bullshit. 

[Princess Arabia]

You are Awareness. Awareness is never not there. Awareness is all there is. Your true nature is Awareness.....NOT.

What's aware of your lungs, your kidneys, esophagus, the man up the street in his bathroom. I guess he's Awareness to himself.

You're not even Consciousness but I'm a bit tired now to even break that down. Doesn't matter anyway.

There's also no True Nature. No present moment. All your spiritual notions aren't even real. Non-duality is fake, relativity doesn't even happen, its the dream. Experience is only truth in the dream. It's all dream when the I is there. Without the I everything is perfectly wonderfully itself. The I is the only illusion. Its just not even there, AT ALL.

Edited September 24 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

If there is no doer then who can relax. He says there is no doer then proceeds to give a call to action. Relax,.he says. The no-doer is going to relax. He also teaches about being Awareness. Why does awareness have to be told to relax. Who is he talking to then. 

I agree with what he's saying but the thing is he's the dream. There is no witness. That energy sees people,.he's just saying that stuff because he himself was taught that and he follows Ramana and teaches Self -inquiry on his channel.

All that he's saying he's not realizing, which he cannot, that he doesn't exist either not even as the witness. This is the energy that wants to keep its legacy going . You are not the doer,.life.is a dream, you are the witness. Nooooo, there is just no you in no shape or form.

 

Edited September 25 by Princess Arabia