The Princess Diaries

[Princess Arabia]

It's easy to see no separation. Without you, nothing exists. Show me something that exists without your knowing of it. If you're looking at a tree and turn away, the tree now still exists as a memory. Look at a tree. Where is this tree without your looking at it. How are you separate from that tree. It's not like you're the tree and the tree is you, it's that there is no you and there is no tree. Tadaah!

[Princess Arabia]

Notice the bum on the street isn't running around all depressed and wanting to go jump off a bridge. Notice the mad man talking to himself isn't talking about how much he's suffering and wants to end his suffering. He's just talking a bunch of jibberish for years and years, still trucking on. The man in his penthouse is the one suffering and wanting to end it and is miserable.....or not. See all those bodies on fentanyl stumped over on the street and then tomorrow they'll do it all over again and again and again. You drink some sour juice you hated the taste and never touch that shit again.

You'll say, the fentanyl is addictive but why is someone addicted to stumping over in the street. You'll say because the substance is addictive to the brain and they can't help it. It's a fucking story. Someone else could do it once and never do it again. It all depends on the body. All depends on what life wants to do. Why are you addicted to your phone. It's a fucking story. Whatever reason you give. Life wants to look at the phone. The one that thinks it's a person and hates looking at the phone and wants to control the looking at the phone, will come up with stories as to why life is looking at the phone so much and write a post about it asking for help. That's life too doing that. Can't escape. Without the story, it's just looking at the phone.

We want enlightenment so we can stop telling stories. Without you and your stories, there's no continuation; it's just whatever is happening. This forum depends on your stories for it's continuation. Without stories, there is no forum. The world is thriving upon our stories. Jesus Christ!!! Can't you see through this shit. Hehe. Of course you do. This is why this post will be ridiculed, laughed at and thought of as crazy. If not, and you resonate, it's not you doing that either. It's that "thing" that's everywhere and nowhere resonating. 

All I had to do was stop asking questions, stop seeing myself as a person doing anything, stop seeing humans anywhere, stop jumping to conclusions, keep an open mind, listen to everyone, be curious, don't just single anyone particular out who you think is smart, watch the dumb too, see what they have to say, notice the smart contradict themselves, notice the inconsistencies in everything, observe yourself and others, be genuinely curious, notice how you couldn't stay grounded without actively trying to, notice the crutches (meditation, mantras, practices, all that, they are crutches), notice how you need to feel a certain way. NOTICE THE NEED TO FEEL A CERTAIN WAY. It's different depending on the circumstances. THE FEELING IS THE SECRET ALRIGHT. How? You're who you are because of how you feel. Separate energy doesn't feel good. The energy that makes up a human doesn't feel good. The energy wants to reconnect back to it's source. Feeling is everything. It's what differentiate the human from a nobody. Without it, you die.

I'm tired. Going to bed. I just automatic write and sometimes the brain shuts down. It's shutting down now, been up all day. I don't want to start thinking, then I'll just get in the way.

Edited May 17 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

Thought I was going to sleep, but I'm back again. See, perfect example of life will do as it pleases. 

People keep insisting that they have a life and a past. Even though it's the Absolute appearing as such. It's lost in it's own dream. A dream that's not happening. It's sad. Even here, It happens here too. Don't think when I write like this is means I'm an awakened being or think I'm enlightened or anything. If It didn't happen with me too, I wouldn't be able to recognize it. I'm actually crying right now because I've recognized the dilemma. There's no helping it. No amount of enlightenment can stop the Absolute/Life/God.....whatever..... from doing what it wants. 

There is no controlling it. I can meditate till kingdom come, life will do what it wants, when it wants. Your gf can still leave you, you can lose your job, house, car, your house can burn down, you can get hit by a car, get sick, doesn't matter. Anything is possible. 

Life is perfect only because it's ONE. Get that. One is perfection. In this case, that includes EVERY AND ANYTHING, NO EXCLUSIONS. If it ain't, it ain't, if it is it is. There's no such thing as IF. IF this and IF that isn't Reality. I just read Thought Art's comment to Leo and it inspired me to write this post. I decided to come here and write about it instead of intervening with the discussion. I felt bad reading it. Absolute is lost in it's dream world. Thinking it's separate and has a life filled with a past with distressing circumstances. I do too, but I've resonated with what's inside of me saying it ain't so. I refuse to believe it too, but it's only a stupid belief. It's fucking sad that life has to be this way. It has to be this way to have a life. There is no life, no world, no other, no nothing. It's a fucking tradegy that it feels so real. My momma's death made me see through this shit. There isn't even a Thought Art saying those things and believing it. It's life replicating itself in a different way, using his avatar to do it and having me feel this way to feel like a person having feelings to write about that tucking shit thatls not even happening. I can't help it though. In 2secs, I'll forget that it's a fucking dream and go right back to feeling again. It's so deeply engrained. I guess that's what people think enlightenment does, it keeps you remembering forever, it doesn't, not if that's not what's happening and there's no one to control what happens.

Alright signing off for real this time. Goodnight.

[Princess Arabia]

The ego/self/separation didn't start by you. Therefore, it can't end by you. No one said. Oh shit, I feel a sense of separate self coming on. My, my, here comes the ego, darn it I'm developing a sense of separation. Now I must kill it, I must get rid of it, I feel separate and I must feel a sense of oneness. How silly. 

This neurotic energy drives humans to the asylum. It's not crazy, it's just lost and is looking for home. The good news is that it's not really happening and everyone is already home. It's just not a personal home like our comfy little or big houses we've constructed to feel safe away from others we've also constructed. 

[Princess Arabia]

Why is this Love and how is this perfection:

Perfection is easy. How can ONE be anything other than perfection. There's nothing outside of it to compare it to. So, it has to be perfection by default. Humans have their own meaning of perfection that's why it's so hard to see this as perfection. Anyhow, anyway, any(whatever) way one wants to describe this is also perfection. Anything that happens, appears, arises, thought of, remembered, consume, created, says, anything and everything is perfection. How can it not be if that's what's arising or appearing. It's perfection appearing and arising as limited and imperfect. It's only limited and seems imperfect to an observer. That observer isn't really observing anything, only appears that way, seems that way, and now the observer has thoughts and ideas about what's appearing. Whatever it says about what's appearing isn't true or false because how can anything be true or false in ONE. It just is. Those thoughts and ideas are also perfection. It's only within the dream of separation where things become unreal, tainted, biased, perceived, believed....and now a whole new world is formed. That energy is filled with resistance and constraints and therefore becomes contracted and a sense of self emerges. That's the so-called observer that is conscious and aware but only in the dream. This now is where humans come in into thinking they live in a world and have a life and lo and behold everything is imperfect and needs fixing. The rest is history.

How is it love.

How can it not be. Whole and complete =Love. Not the Love that we're used to calling love but metaphysically. There can only be anything else if there's an observer. If there is only ONE, what's outside of it to judge, hate, condemn, envy, etcetc. We could also call this hate if we wanted to. These are just words we use but we say love because it's definition has the closest meaning to what's being said here. We could even call it air-bag. What's being suggested here is that it's all the same, no attributes, no meaning, no purpose, no substance, no anything, it's empty and void of anything. How can that not be LOVE. Like I said, it's the closest word we have to explain this and it's not that it's LOVE because that's still a definition and this is indescribable, but to explain using words and language it's what we have and everyone can relate to the word love. If we take away all words, descriptions, labels and meaning what's left is this purity and in the end it doesn't matter what you call it, call it French fries if you may. So, it's not that it's LOVE perse it's just pure, whole, complete and has no qualities, untainted. The same way we use other words for God, it's the same thing. It's not the word but the use of the word to understand.

*These are my writings, my thoughts my explanations. None of it is a claim, it's just what I've come up with on my own based on the knowledge I've acquired and my understandings. Matter of fact, everything I write here is such.*

[Princess Arabia]

Direct Experience Is Not King/Key:

How can direct experience be that. Humans are confused and delusional. If we're going off of our senses which are not reliable because we can lose any of them at anytime. Sense of smell, taste, touch, sight and hearing..,,,people lose them all the time. So now, what is that person who cannot hear, see, taste or smell going off of. When you taste an apple you know what an apple tastes like and it cannot be described. One has to directly taste the apple. What happens then to that someone that cannot taste. What is their direct experience of that apple. How can they say they have direct experience of what an apple taste like. Apply this to anything. It's not the apple you're tasting, it's the sense of taste that's being applied to the apple. Taste a banana and that tastes differently using the same sense. If everything is one and distinctions are being created by the mind, how can one say that their direct experience of tasting an apple and a banana is king when someone else doesn't and cannot use the same sense because they don't have it,

It's only king to you within your experience. Can't deny that, but it's not king in general. Going through something in life has to be interpreted for it to be processed and understood, and we all process things differently. One cannot even have an experience of God, because God is everything. How can we truly be experiencing anything if there's no real time, no real space, everything is one and there's no separation. We would have to debunk all of that first to then say there's true experiencing. 

[Princess Arabia]

No matter how far the ego goes or how many awakening it has, it's always shooting for more. Why? Because it's trying to get somewhere but will never get there. So it makes up some story about how it will take numerous awakenings and how there's always more somewhere down the line. It will get to a point of "almost", but will never cross it because it doesn't even know itself what it's awakening to.

Life is about more. Without it, there's nothing because what appears and disappears is no longer there and if more doesn't appear then nothing will. 

 

[Princess Arabia]

Reprogramming The Subconscious:

Who would be reprogramming it. This suggests there's a you and there is a subconscious mind that's not you. What is operating this mind. It's programming. How is this programming recognized. Who is it that sees a program that needs to be reprogrammed. You are a person that has a subconscious mind that has been programmed. Now you don't like its programming and want to change it to another program.

The subconscious mind's programming - who is it running. Who is it controlling. You? If the subconscious is running you and controlling you, what is it that's causing the need to reprogram your controller. Is it this same subconscious mind. Is the subconscious mind the one that wants to reprogram itself or is it you. If it's the subconscious mind that wants to reprogram itself, this makes no sense. This is like expecting an apple to reprogram itself to turn into an orange. If it's you that wants to reprogram the subconscious, then if it's the one running you, then it's pretty much the subconscious wanting to reprogram itself. If it's neither, then what is it that thinks the subconscious needs reprogramming.

If there is a you separate from the subconscious, why do you need it. Just distance yourself from it and do whatever the hell you want. You can't? Why not? You are being run by this mind and need it to function? Then how do you know this subconscious mind isn't playing games with you and fooling you that it needs reprogramming. Which one is it. Is there a separate you from this mind, is this mind separate from you but is controlling you and your actions or is the two inseparable. Either way, none of it makes sense. Not saying it can't be done but that it doesn't make sense. Nothing does in the dream. I will expose it all until there is nothing left.

 

 

[Princess Arabia]

I don't care how much one claims to have awakened, have higher consciousness, know about Reality and the likes, etc, if you're a human being and is operating on that level, you are and will not be any different than the average Joe. There's no you and the average person, there's you and other. There is only having more knowledge or understanding better or more familiar with or maybe a higher IQ or EQ.

It's the same as having a bigger house, a more luxurious car, living in a fancier neighborhood, wearing a more expensive watch, fancier clothes, than the average guy. Celebrities, depending on who they are inside, might feel a sense of superiority over their fans or the regular person. They might feel they're better than. Not just celebs but also whites against blacks, rich against poors, pretty VS ugly, all sorts of ways people feel they're better than. 

It's the same thing with highly spiritual people. Now they're too conscious for the next man and categorize them as average or conversations now seem one-sided because their views and knowledge is far superior to the average thinker and they weigh and measure instead of seeing it as just a conversation to be had, to enjoy, to experience, to possibly learn from or about the other.

It's about my need to express myself and you're just too dumb to grasp what I'm saying and because of that, I'm feeling this isn't getting me what I want.

I kinda used to be the same way when I first got into spirituality. I used to think people who didn't think like me in this aspect or people who engaged in 'low conscious' ways of thinking or being were not on my level and average. This only lasted for a short while when life put me in check. Life showed me there is no other that's beneath or above. Only different. It showed me that my judgements of them were my own insecurities and that the moment I felt this way is the moment I went backwards in my quest for relative unification - the reason why I find spirituality interesting and meaningful in the first place. LOVE. I'm limited and unconditional love is something I'm not capable of because everything is and I'm just a sublet of that so it's impossible, but I can at least try to represent that as much as I can. Thinking I'm better than or more than or above only sets me back in this way. 

Life will teach you things if you let it. If one at least try to understand that it's not about us. It's not personal. It's hard because of survival and the egoic structure but we suffer because of it and we're not seeing how it's all about the differences and the similarities. I try to learn everyday, to incorporate unity and love the best I can even though I'm still corrupted and seeking for ways to survive. I've accepted that. I've also accepted that it cannot be any other way. So when I encounter people now, I try to allow them to express themselves, share themselves how they feel the need to or want to or like to and i either share along those levels, if appropriate, if they're listening and allow for a smooth engagement of conversation and see the beauty in that or I cut it short if I feel a sense of irritation because I'm just not resonating, but not on a judgmental level but because I will not resonate with everyone. It could be where they're being disrespectful or maybe too controversial or something on those levels, but not because I feel I'm above them and they're beneath me either intellectually or spiritually. 

If it's one thing I'm very good at and that's holding a conversation. My line of work gave me a lot of practice here and I'm a very good conversationalist. I know how to keep it balanced and I'm fairly knowledgeable in quite a number of fields even if it's just enough to carry and hold a casual conversation, so there's plenty of room there for me to express and allow for the other's expression. I see in everyone the same thing.....Absolute perfection. The only difference is how I relate to them, respond to them and the way they make me feel. That's the difference in being human and how I see the differences. I will not try or attempt to resonate with everyone like everyone, love everyone, accept everyone....that's asinine, but what I can do is not see them as above or beneath me, not even as equal, but simply just see them as how they've presented themselves and respond accordingly.

 

 

 

[Princess Arabia]

Sometimes I wonder:

Sometimes I wonder if anyone ever stop to think, how did two people see each other, decided to mate, one sperm and one egg gets attached and nine months later here you are having to figure out this thing called life all by yourself. Lots of details left out and a trillion different circumstances in between, but that's pretty much generally what seemed to happened. 

A man sticks his penis inside a woman's vagina, ejaculates, and now here you are trying to awaken or get enlightened so you don't have to suffer. A woman pushes you out of her vagina and now you're responsible for making your life worthwhile. A man rapes a woman, she gets pregnant, decides to have the baby and that baby suffers their whole adult life because they made the wrong choices. Two people love each other, gets married, she gets pregnant, he dies, she has the baby, dies in the process and that does happen, and now an orphan is born and sent from foster home to foster home, gets traumatized from not receiving the love it needs and now that child is fucked and that's supposed to be how a life is born and is expected to flourish in the world. Billion other scenarios where the baby had no say in this but is expected to learn, get a degree or a trade, pay bills, raise a family and figure this shit out.

Nobody talks about this. Everyone is just trotting on with life as if they are supposed to figure this shit out all on their own as adults after two people lusted after each other. Two people in a nightclub decide to drug it up, get drunk, he takes her home and fucks the shit outta her, she gets pregnant and now that baby better get it right or it will be poor, suffer or experience a bunch of shit to make it feel depressed or anxious, suicidal or whatever. Those two hippies who got drunk, got old and die and left that hippie baby that grew up and turned an adult all by themselves to figure out the rest of it's hippie life while they rot in the grave and doesn't have to face any more life consequences.

I'll stop here, but that's why I say something very weird is going on here and i can't put my finger on it....or maybe I can but I'm in denial. Not sure but it's very weird.

Oh you must go through suffering and pain for anything worthwhile. One must feel the pain, feel the suffering to awaken or to wake up or to be enlightened because being comfortable in life doesn't cut it. Get the fuck outta here with that hogwash. When those two people were getting it on and that baby becomes the result of a back seat roundevous, now that baby must suffer in order to awaken to their true nature. Oh I forgot, it's God forgetting who it is and pretending to be a fucked up corrupted human, so it can remember itself again. What a God.

 

 

[Princess Arabia]

Everybody's here asking all types of questions about life. What is experience, what are thoughts, what is God, what am I, who am I, what is infinity, what is reality, what is awareness, what is consciousness, what is this and what is that. Why the fuck do we have to rely on another stupid, delusional, neurotic, egotistical, selfish, corrupted, narcissistic, arrogant, biased, prejudice, racist, fool to tell us about somewhere we got dumped.

Why is someone like Eckhart Tolle making millions off of unsuspecting, lost, suffering, miserable bodies that doesn't even know who they are. Why is life allowing this to happen. Why are people making money off of other's ignorance to something they never asked for. Why is Moojii sitting on a throne with people bowing down to him and kissing his feet, with a website and followers worshipping his every word while he basks in his millions or thousands whatever he makes off the Universe. 

Why do we have to meditate to find peace from some stupid phenomena called the mind and some hating bully called thoughts that brings us so much misery. We didn't invent this shit and called any of these silly things to ourselves, but we have to find ways and means to not let them destroy our sanity and have to put focus on trying to make ourselves happy so we feel good and not fucking want to jump off a cliff. Speaking about jumping off a cliff, why is that taboo and not recommended and will be put in an insane asylum if caught or the feat gets ruined because the cliff wasn't high enough and all that happened was a broken neck. No,no, we will punish you for trying to kill yourself and put you back into the circumstances that got you there in the first place. Better get it right the next time.

This thing called life is a fucking hell hole and we celebrate life and mourn the dead. Most people are suffering but we are afraid to die and try to avoid death. 

Let me say, this is not a rant against life. It's to show how something weird is happening here. I'm not angry or frustrated about anything, I'm writing this because something just isn't right about this. Something's off. When I say that, I don't mean, things need to be different or I don't like it or anything like that. I could write a whole book on things like this and also about the joys and beauty of life. It so happens i'm writing about what sucks about life right now. This journal is about all of it. Not just the sweet and dandy and the Absolute and there's no you and life is all one and unity this and all is nothing that. Anything is on the table. 

There is actually an underlying message or point being shown here. To myself. That these thoughts can go rampant if they choose to or lovey dovey or practical or radical or whatever. They appear randomly like the wind and will be forgotten and discarded just like every other experience, situation, circumstance and everything about life will be gone in a flash and appear in a flash with no warning or planning. Life is that way and it's beautiful and it sucks. 

I don't want to be happy and i don't want to be sad. I don't want to be anything. All I know is there's no escaping what the hell this is so I'd better get used to it and prepare for the unexpected. Even when I write. I never go back to my writings I just write and move on. After this is done, it's done and on to the next. That's my fucking spiritual practice. Never looking back.

[Princess Arabia]

I'll just keep my ass over here where I can freely write out my thoughts as long as it's within guidelines and leave those Spiritualists alone who don't care to want to hear anything that doesn't align with their dream constructs. Nobody cares what you have to say anyway. They're just here to express themselves with hopes that the rest resonates. Even when questions are asked and advice requested, it's still hoping and wishing to hear what they want to hear. I'm staying away now from even giving advice to anyone because it's not needed unless it's specifically asked of me. 

I've had enough of people telling me off about my views on things and I don't care to hear it anymore. I don't want to continue to mess up people's hopes and dreams of what it is they're hoping to see, hear or get from whatever it is they're hoping to see hear or get from life. There's enough spiritualists on here giving their two cents on what reality is about and what they think is happening, the less the better.

Most only pay attention to the big man with the beard on the throne or the known guru who has followers anyway, so my little two cents is just a fly in the wind of nothingness that disappears from their existence the moment it's seen and only brings irritation and confusion to those who are trying to get something from it. It really doesn't matter if I contribute anything to the spirituality section, make a post or comment or respond, it's just talk and concepts and ideas. Won't change a thing. Won't make a difference in people's lives. Won't awaken or enlighten anyone and only brings on dislike, disgust, resentment and arguing. 

I'll just stick to my musings on the topic over here and whoever reads it it's on them. I distinctly note that they're my own writings and are not claims to be the truth or that I know anything to be the case. They are my thoughts on whatever I'm writing about and most of the time, if not all, is automatic, spontaneous and free-flowing. It's better this way because no one takes you seriously anyway and I don't want to be taken seriously because life ain't that serious. It's only serious to those afraid and attached and need to get something from it to cling to. I've been there done that and realize that nothing is forever and that life is to be lived not owned. Not even to be enjoyed because it will come at you with hurtful things all the time. It is to be lived which includes all the hurtful and negative things that will come our way. Why would I take something like that seriously. I don't take my pain seriously so I won't take my joys seriously either. 

[Princess Arabia]

Just thought I'd reminisce about my one and only glimpse of this. I was all excited and filled with awe of what I just experienced. It was actually in real time and as I was writing it it was happening. It was very colorful and i could see the aliveness of it all in real time. Sorry to say, it was only an experience and not any glimpse of anything real. It was only as real as what's happening now and what's happening now is as real as it gets. It was interesting to document, though, and it's probably the only experience I had that I'd like to revisit except to have my attached mother back here with me on planet earth. She's gone and I wish to see her again and laugh with her. If I had one wish, i'd wish for that. Her death woke me up to nothing.

[Princess Arabia]

I also remember this whack job of a post. Lol I smoked some weed that night and I'm not really a weed smoker, plus I was drinking red wine. I was a bit buzzed, but not drunk, a little high but not too much, that sweet spot. Either way it was an experience to remember. This post and the one above are my only posts of this nature. 

[Princess Arabia]

An easy way to understand what no time or space 'looks like', is to notice how our nightly dreams appear to us. We are sleeping in one spot, but all of the dream appears in no space and no time. One could say I slept for 8hrs and dreamt in time for 4hrs. What's being said is that you could dream it's daylight you could dream of multiple days in the same dream. One could dream of going to Africa or on a 2day flight when they only took a nap for 30mins.

Thought is time and perception is space. Thought is what brings about the appearance of time and the act of perceiving brings about space. These two are absent in our nightly dreams. Thoughts and perceptions. If they were to be absent in our waking life, one would not be experiencing time or space. Still want to trust your direct experience?

[Princess Arabia]

I was curious from childhood about what makes humans more special than say a butterfly, a bird, a tree or a dog or cat. Why does it seem that we're the ones ruling over the world that God created. Why is it that humans go to hell while animals don't. How come I seem more intelligent than a mouse. Do ants have brains, hearts kidneys, livers and a digestive system in those puny little bodies. I mean as a child I would question the hell out of things with no answers. I wouldn't ask anybody, I would just contemplate within. 

I still do, but most of those questions have fallen away and now a new type of internal questioning has emerged. They aren't questions that I seek answers to but the answers come when I observe and explore. When I try to look from all angles. When I listen to life itself. When I see how most things operate. It's more like the questions keep falling away and the answers reveal themselves just by living, observing, exploring and genuine curiosity. Most important is to try and take myself out the picture. It's hard because it's the self that's doing those exploring and observing. Ironically and paradoxically, when I do this, the self kind of dissolves (it's not really there anyway, but seems to) leaving way for a more raw and direct experience. 

The most interesting thing, though, is when I look through my eyes and not from them. The outside just seem to blend in with them. Like I'm not really seeing anything. It's weird. I love to do this experiment. It's not really an experiment, but I call it that. Just sit and look through my eyes. Sometimes I have to stop in the m7ddle of doing it because it can get scary. Scary in the sense that I don't sense a looker. Like what are these two things between my forehead that's actually looking out. Then I kinda melt in with everything around me. Scary at times so I stop then. I guess I don't want to get lost. Lost in translation. Investigate too much and one might lose themselves and dissolve into thin air. 

[kbone]

Hi-

Don't mean to be nosy or butt in, but how long has it been since the (for want of a better word) 'event' happened? I recognize certain familiar aspects of your dialogues with others and monologues. The realization does not translate well to the consensus paradigm. No biggie; just get used to it. At least they don't (actually) crucify or burn peeps at the stake anymore, hehe. Anyway, just thought I'd ping you.

Peace, Sista.

K

 

[Princess Arabia]

5 hours ago, kbone said:

Hi-

Don't mean to be nosy or butt in, but how long has it been since the (for want of a better word) 'event' happened? I recognize certain familiar aspects of your dialogues with others and monologues. The realization does not translate well to the consensus paradigm. No biggie; just get used to it. At least they don't (actually) crucify or burn peeps at the stake anymore, hehe. Anyway, just thought I'd ping you.

Peace, Sista.

K

 

Hi. You're welcome anytime. Not sure what you're asking. Please be more specific. If you're referring to the post I linked when I had my glimpse the date is on there. If not, I'm not sure what else you could be referring to.

[kbone]

1 hour ago, Princess Arabia said:

Hi. You're welcome anytime. Not sure what you're asking. Please be more specific. If you're referring to the post I linked when I had my glimpse the date is on there. If not, I'm not sure what else you could be referring to.

Yes, the glimpse. Dunno of the linked post you're referring to. I can poke around later. Packing for Mexico!🥳

 

Edited May 23 by kbone

[Princess Arabia]

1 hour ago, kbone said:

Yes, the glimpse. Dunno of the linked post you're referring to. I can poke around later. Packing for Mexico!🥳

 

Last year this time April, 2024.