NoSelfSelf

You haven mentioned one of the best"there is nothing outside yourself that will enable you to be smarter faster stronger...."

Are you a doctor or something?

Im done with trying to find whats already here ??

Whats the message from the god? Clickbait ?

Sometimes looking into your personality type can show you your values

Your problem is like mine you want to progress too soon too quickly and you lose focus you should be taking mastery approach that is when you struggle you love it because you can work on it even more tiny details until you perfect it because you want to ne good at it...

@Jed Vassallo You are using black and white thinking here i could write you an essay on this...after enlightment you still experience everything pain pleasure hunger but you dont suffer it you just experience it and everything is a joy so i must say because of language that you will enjoy even better food sex etc...

You can still enjoy everything even better than before

Everything is happening inside the conciousness thats the point

@Raymondo Good point mybe it has something to do with that...

Soon after i watched new video i set the timer for 10 minutes and 5 breaths in i feel big changes but after 2 minutes i start to gag i dont know why and if this is normal for begginers...?

Ive been having lucid dreams lately because i noticed when im dreaming and from foggy dream i enter lucid dream its real like when you are awake..so my queastion is can we create lucid dreaming like memory something like photographic memory where you can see your memory so clear like its happening right now?

@PsiloPutty thanks,with that we could go back and fix our childhood traumas mybe?

@starsofclay ohh now i get what you are saying tnx but no they suck ???

@starsofclay im talking about can we have vivid memory when we are awake

Seeking is a thought inside conciousness that you are watching

You are growing thats the sign of growth

@Dodo Why

I just found this topic: what i experience most of the time is that im lost in the crowd im not interesred in drinking partying anything that most of the people do i dont feel lonely when im alone i feel happy im struggling to express myself best way i can do it threw sports...best i can describe that im trapped inside society i have no interest in,so i dont have purpose....thats my ego hope you got some idea...

Yes its the most biggest part of self actualization but we didnt achieve anything its not a achievement

@Leo Gura why they want to establish a ruling authority(fighting for monopoly)?Does priests know what they are talking about it seems they try to explain metaphors(from bible for ex.)from perspective of the ego?Im also curious about people who listen to some religious leader(from christinity for example) and they start to help everyone in order to be a better person and they talk only about religion in every aspect of life...

This is tough i think try to work on not being too serious and open your body language(be approachable) if you care for people some while care for you back..

Yes i thought im eyes who are watching then i dropped it because it sounded silly

Im planing to start doing serious research(to develope big picture understanding of life) and to start of i want to understand social behaviour,communication,relating,everything around people(interacting etc) what advice would you give me what traps to avoid what experiences to seek?

Hahah tnx @Nahm My own self biases,self deceptions, previous wrong assumption can make this alot difficult if i take your route...the game is how i see it? Then i can say for example im the most humble person i deserve to be treated with respect(how is this not delusion?)i want to know how it is not only how i see it...