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Understand that hes where hes at in his development the more you do the less you hate and more you come to peace with it.If you cant see it then you lack the understanding

First one was 5 hours felt like 1:30 h this will feel like 2 :30 h ?

Dont try 5-meo as a first psychadelic go with something less powerful..and if you are neurotic you should go with really low doses to avoid bad trips ...someone looking over you is good but if they are experienced... Edit: i see you have panic attack then i would postpone psychadelics and work on basic psychology only if you are working with someone in professional setting go with psychadelics Taking 5meo (i assume never taken) would be a horrible experience in your state(i had panic attacks)

Wheres actualized.org university ?

@blackchair thats like opposite of strong ?

Why didnt you think to be happy for her? it seems that this relationship is like competition or something... Why are you friends with her? Isnt that a terrible position to be? You have your own journey and pace of development mybe shes at 100% already and you are at 10%... Edit:can you point me to detox sources im interested ?

Yeah in my vocabulariy i replaced temperature with energy and would add that you should give yourself temperature thats when you cant have bad night out, knowing what triggers it inside you...

At some point we all have to do this better sooner than later...

I feel you man... you just need one great experience with some people to destroy this belief that there are no people for you...it gets better from there...there are literally millions people for you but you hold yourself to meet them while you think you dont...start seeking people in new places...

@Javfly33 but he said that you have to be real selfish to burn through it to become selfless worst thing you can do is being selfless when you are not up for it...its like selfish /self love then selfless/love for all....

@Javfly33 No.. being bad is also sometimes good its all about timing and right situations its about being integrated being good,bad and all grey in between....

@Javfly33 yeah comes from belief being good will make me the good life, wothout problems...which is further from the truth being good only, wont make you come to your full potential...contemplate whys that the case when you got that and when you see in yourself switch it and push through the resistence...be intentionaly a jerk sometimes...

You give yourself a premission to be it basically...your body will do what necessary to stop you and you dont let it...many problems would just dissapear of people go through those negative resistences...

What do you want from this thread? Any construct criticism ?

Exposing yourself to social gatherings or looking for people online for your area of interest...going through the fear you will find friends more easily than you think now...

Yeah probably good idea to not take substances before you get more centered mind...

Putting too much effort and wanting it to work badly end up hurting you... thats why many guys are detached from catching feelings...it wil take 6 months to completely forget about her peace...

Just a part of the journey... stuff are working its sometimes a brutal process it comes with phases of nihilism and depressiom etc.

Start living your authentic life, work on your social skills and you will meet people on the way...if your energy sucks and you dont go on activities you love then idk ?...

@aurum Just be confident bro ?

I noticed that in spirituality there is a phase where you dont enjoy anything, because its meaningless, then when you come closer to awareness you can enjoy the most mundane things in life...its not like you now wanna live in some cave and only enjoy being you can enjoy anything or just be...

@Vzdoh You are acting in masculie frame and got it all mixed up ?

@Loba Oh maann i thought a girl wrote that one...your masculine is so wounded... @Vzdoh this will work only on guys that dont have options also lol this is a massive red flag for me...if thats a balance im going to die ? See guys women will only tell you what benefits them and then they will friendzone you ?

@OneIntoOne i had panic attacks where you feel like you are going to die and i surrendered to experience and it went away while someone i know couldnt surrender to experience and had panic attack for hours to the point they got grey hair in some areas..

Just allow it to happen without judgment what bad could happen?