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connect SD card into your brain SD reader and allow your brain to access information ... then save the trojan virus into SD card and give it to couple of friends to share the knowledge ... well, hack their brains in order to create multi level neural network etc. There is no need that everybody is happy, just the top level, as always

Well, I can tell it is hard to stay in the job you are doing Try to concentrate on breath few times per day and try to be aware of everything around you, good luck.

get all of them ... how do you value your enlightenment ?!

chanting om (internally) helps you to diminish thoughts

it depends on development but I see that 14+ is ok but 12- is not enough yet

I would be interested how are you guys coping with psychological dependence ...

@Ali123 Journaling helps a lot in shadow work, I ended up surprised how effective it is.

@winterknight I feel it is difficult to surrender during practice. I feel like I'm in meditative state and I just need to surrender. Any tool or advice how to drop it? I think it is related to the fear of unknown/death.

When I processed existence I become a photon that traveled zero length and appeared and disappeared at the same time .

Maybe from mathematical sense as a number. However, take ruler but you get yourself up to plank length so not infinite yet.

It is un-explainable and un-describable and it is the same as you look at it.

@TheAvatarState Great to hear, , your IN ACTUALITY resonates with my THIS

I like him in certain sense. However, he looks like "healed drug addict that kept his involuntary movements and he has strange artificial ignorant smile". This is at first glance and I do not understand shit what he is talking about in some of his videos. The same can be said about me .

Anybody of you has experience with retreat in the darkness? How many day (optimal)? - I've researched that full blown experience is 14 days. Stages and Experience? https://www.lyfjabergt.es/files/2914/3481/2253/effects_of_dark_retreat.pdf

@PsiloPutty Sure, I wanted to hear some experiences of guys from forum. @okulele I agree with it and I plan to do it. However, I did recently 7day fast and it was tough 6th/7th night so one may end up in similar situation. @Charlotte Mushy queen ! I share my first flush view (harvest a bit late but they grow like mushrooms):

From my perspective: Yellow can play any role in relationship (once he/she is willing to accept it) but turquoise would require much more freedom and full blown detached attachment. I wonder where to find such people .

I understand how tough it is . First, you have to realize that you please just your ego with these thoughts and potentially it is or may lead to addiction. She has to understand that she has to give you the freedom (detached attachment) otherwise it is also her ego. (I did not say that you have to talk to her about it and explain it to her. Don't force it.) And to be honest, go to her house and fuck yours (both) brains out and pay extraordinary attention to her and what you are doing, you are going to remove tension and input experiences and images of her in your mind and this way you upload a bit of new software . Enjoy!

@Odysseus excellent advice! I cheated and I'm sure honesty releases you. As a consequence, your bond may get stronger but it also depends on the development stage of your partner. Ultimately, there is no cheating per se but it is for longer discussion.

@Arkandeus I relate to this but I do not do it that often (at least once per day) and maybe in a different way, I just get into position in various moments of the day that I'm going to die right now and I observe what is going in my body and awareness.

@natebunger As you know there is reason to contact her or not to contact her. What I would do: Give her few days. Then put into letter(or email or other mean of communication that she is certainly reading) what you want to tell her and that you want her return, create a vision, :). Once you do it, do not contact her anymore, it is her choice. From my perspective there is no need for your relationship as you are her and she is you, relationships are just ego games.

@winterknight Thanks for pointers in the path to enlightenment? I have few dream questions: 1. If you are not in relationship are you capable of relationship? 2. If you were you in relationship before enlightenment and how did it change after? 3. Have you got children? (Why or why nor?) 4. If yes, how do/would you approach parenting? 5. I expect you still engaged in work, why do you do what you do? 6. Do you have to pretend in our world?

@okulele thanks for sharing and the idea to use substance. It would be interesting to repeat it with 5-Meo or Shrooms(5g) rather than LSD.

Thanks for sharing. All roads go to Rome. My dualistic advice: continue with degree, take online courses that you like, go with the flow and enjoy pain for a while, start enlightenment work, speak about your feelings with your father, you have enough time there is no hurry.

@How to be wise There is no need to put death on pedestal, it is also just a dream of the dreamer. You must face it and try to let it touch you. Be aware of death when you wake up, few times during the day and before going to be. Meditate on death. Contemplate: What if I die just now? What if today my last day? etc. It is one of my main drivers in the development.