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If the ego isn’t, what dies in "Ego-death"? If the ego is not, what dies at all in death? Like when you die like Leo after taking 5-meo, etc etc.

An illusion which never the less you created, which never the less is within you. Nothing can touch you, for you are Everything. No power of illusion can touch you, for you created it all. Find out what you are! There is nothing more to do. As Ramana said, find the very source of "I am". Don't stop until it dissolves and you become fully conscious that you are God. This is a simple one directed process, never the less nothing is more powerful. Keep your mind and heart on the question of "What am I?" or "Who am I?" Keep it there, be intensely focused in it. Put your entire life to find out the answer. By becoming conscious of this one question, all questions will vanish as now you know what cannot be again be unknown.

The illusion-creating machine is the mind, creating all kinds of illusions like illusion itself, reality etc. Find the source of the mind, you will find pure emptiness. Find the source of "I" and you will invetiably find emptiness aka no-self. But there is deeper to go. The Self with capital S aka God. After going full circle so to say, illusions will be illuminated by the clear light of awareness. Then you will become conscious that there is no difference between reality and illusion, illusion and reality. When both the notion of reality and illusion collapse, you are left with nothing but non-dual awareness aka "There is only I". When the notion of seperation and duality itself collapses, you are left with nothing but God-awarness where you become conscious of: 1. There is only I. 2. I am the Creator. 3. I am the One and Only. 4. I am all Alone as totally indivisibly One. 5. I am God itself. The ego will come back, it's not easy to hold on to this state of consciousness and awareness. Never the less, what you become conscious of in this state cannot ever again be made unconscious of. Know that you are God, but for practical reasons just respect the illusion ?

Yeah, it also feels like a delusional trap. But I haven't tried it out seriously, so I can't say for sure. I know that, alone and internaly at least, I can go as deep as I can, slip into several different states of consciousness. Yeah, I still have to die. The imaginary part, I have yet to become conscious of. Anyways, I will just chill out for now. As you said, there is no need hit non-dual states constantly, never the less try to stay in one constantly.

Yeah. I don't know what to do, just live in this state or go higher. I probably will go higher one day, but maybe I should just chill out for a year first or something. The scary part is when I get into this state around my parents, my girlfriend or people in general. The ego gets scared like a little child, thinks that I have suddenly lost something, them or my mind. Then it wants to slip out of that state instantly.

You said exactly what I felt intuitively bro. Simply that I will lose everyone and even my individuality if I go far enough. Something tells me to go for it, something tells me that this would indeed be death.

Yeah, I've had this similar experience of One everything in the room. Difficult to explain. Like the whole room dissolves into one indivisible One. That's where the duality of subject and object dissolve, even "I" dissolves. The most I have been able to hold on to this is like 4 min. This is the state I tried to explain above and that I'm considering to seriously reach until it becomes permanent or at least most of the time. Do you think this is possible. Well, I know it’s possible. My only concern is this, to be in this state in all situations, is that delusional or something like that?

Yeah, dark entities are real. Paranormal abilities are real. All those experiences which sounds lunatic and impossible to most, they are real. I have no question. Just wanted to verify this from my own personal direct experience. I'm too afraid to ask you bro. jk

They say I am not this, not that. This is the beginning step. After going full circle, I am this, I am that. I am the One who is All! When you identify yourself as the One, conscious that you are the One (God), everything can become the One. But this requires that you accept the actuality of individuality and manyness, by consciously including it in yourself as the One. You cannot turn everything into One. You cannot turn everything to become you. But you can become conscious that All is I. Not in your mind, but literally you become conscious of it. Everything in your direct experience, everything in your visual field becomes One where "you" are not in the picture anymore, not as you used to be at least. I speak from direct experience of course, I'm not making this up. I'm trying to get to this level of consciousness, I have already begun but it's a long path to take. But I feel it's my path. This requires sacrifice, at the same time it doesn't. You must align yourself to God's will, ignoring the ego at all costs. Even if it means annihilation of your very individuality. I haven't seriously begun this path, I have some things to clear up first. I'm conscious that this is no game.

@VeganAwake Yeah, it's all One indivisible whole. In the ultimate absolute sense, all is One. But don't overestimate the power of illusion, reality is made out of it and not many can see through it. When I personally say all is One, I take into account literally Everything, including illusions, dualities, seperation and apartness. It doesn't matter if these things are "real" or not. It's the conscious understanding that all these IS the One who is All. Oneness doesn't look like One giant being or reality which looks identical to everything, where everything looks identical and the same. No, it IS exactly THIS reality. Oneness=Manyness, Manyness=Oneness.

It cannot be seen, but you aware of it. What is aware of thoughts, literally all thoughts? What is aware of being aware of thoughts? What is very source of the "I" and "me" thought? Don't try to answer these using more thoughts. Observe, be focused in the present moment. Become conscious of the answers. This can go very deep.

God likes excitment. Extraordinary unknown things which will happen. Let it unfold, see what happens. Put this "death" to the test.

Don't fear death, love it and embrace it. Nothing unpleasant can happen with death once it is done, become conscious of this fact. Prophet Muhammad said it well and knew what he was talking about when he said: "O ignorant one! When we die, it will be proven to us: a dream was what we have seen. And what we have heard, was a tale." Death is not the end, it's the ultimate final awakening. Accept it, surrender to it. Be happy, you lived. Now it's time to die, and it couldn't get more beautiful than that, more magical, more extraordinary and beyond even that.

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Non-duality aka the Infinite One, the One and Only aka God, is all there is. All duality is included in the One, nothing outside it, nothing that is not it. And I am that One. So totally One, no illusion can touch it, it can only be included within me, like everything else. If God wasn't infinite, God wouldn't be God. To be infinite means to be God. To be God means to be infinite.

Haha Rali, what a legend. Good times

Trace the very source of the ego, the very source of "I am". Until the sense "I am" itself dissolves and you are left with nothing. In that emptiness, which is invetiable for anyone who seriously goes far enough with meditation and self-inquiry, you will find yourself.

I don't think it matters. You are not the body, you are the formless taking the form of a body. Matter is the most lesser fundamental thing in existence.

To truly love all of reality, everything, is very rare and difficult. To attain to such a state of consciousness is possible, but almost impossible to hold. Just like becoming Infinite, you can be it for some seconds or minutes, but no finite being can hold the state of being infinite, not even for a day. And you are not a human being, this is a mind-created conceptual story, like birth and death. You are God experiencing not being God. You are finite and this cannot be denied. Most are simply literally unconscious that they are God altough they are God and the actuality of it cannot be denied. This is God's will and power, this is God's supreme design. God doesn't play around. Whatever God wills into existence comes into existence, literally anything. If God, altough being everything and total awake consciousness, wills into existence finite beings unconscious of being God, then that is what instantly comes into existence.

Sadhguru is Sadghuru, Leo is Leo. Yes, as God, they are one and the same, but don't overestimate the creation of finitude. The design of it is beyond comphrension, the Actuality of it cannot be denied. God doesn't fuck around.

Serotoninluv, help me out here

This time for a good time. If I decide my time here is over, I will just leave it as it is without asking it to be closed. Sorry for all the ignorance, sorry for all the devilry I have done upon those I did it upon. I hope no bad feelings still exist. And yeah, I still smoke weed but very much less now. I haven't actually smoked for like 4 months now. I will keep it this way, I feel it's the best.

@Inliytened1 Nice to see that you are a mod now btw ?

Tnx, it's nice to be back ?❤️

"Sri Bhagavan explained that God means SAMASHTI - i.e., all that is" Fact.