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I think that a genuine Japanese speaker would say that it's a computer-generated gibberish. It has latin characters in the middle of the sentence.

Even 40 mg plugged is not much. I would do 50 mg and then up by 10 if you are not satisfied.

People experiencing emotional turmoil don't need listening to dry spiritual talks. They need to feel accepted, perfect as they are. That doesn't mean you validate their bullshit stories but just accept the fact that they are there. I am all in for safe spaces. If they lack this element their whole pursuit for change, efforts put into spiritual purification will be just another manifestation of aversion.

This desire for excitement is exactly what makes you feel bland. But don't worry, we all have it. Some people get excited about reading books, it seems you get excited about social interactions. If you really want to get rid of that boredom and confusion then the only solution is picking-up some hardcore spiritual practice. But I doubt you will find this advice useful because you probably already know it.

@Bazooka Jesus thanks, that's cool music. Never really listened intensly to that genre. It reminds me of an anime soundtrack or something like that. I think you might like Kanno Yoko. For LSD I also love Tycho.

https://m.soundcloud.com/user-529742282/kundalini-actualized This is the closest thing I am aware of He also has a song about 5-MeO

Favourite is very vague. Someone's most-liked charity might be doing relatively little good. Dig into Effective Altruism if you want to make sure your money is having the biggest impact possible.

Hmm, I like to dance and have fun during the come up to put myself into a great mood. Kind of a cheesy Tony Robbins-style tactic, but it works. As soon as I enter the well-known psychedelic space, I turn off the music and sit on the couch or lay on the grass. Trying to contemplate from there, organically without forcing a topic. After reading "Conversations with God" by Neale Donald Walsch, I have thought about trying, guess what, talking with God during the trip. And it works, I might even say I like the dialogue format more than just thinking.

I plead guilty to these accusations.

It's right now around 20% of the minimal wage, but it's not correlated with anything, so it will be worth relatively less and less with time. Monthly. Yeah, the current party is a good governor, they know how to reign power, but they also are SD stage Blue, which means: excessive funding of the Church, anti-EU nationalism, ecological deregulations, coal-based energy, using propaganda in national media to cover-up scandals and weird anti-LGBT crusade.

Raising minimum wages reduces inequalities. In Poland in the last 4 years, we had raises of the minimum wage, tax-exempts for students and social program that hands out $125 for every kid in the household. The prices have risen, of course, but the strength of PLN relative to other currencies stays the same, which means everything imported is relatively cheaper.

I don't know, from what you have posted it doesn't seem so. Posting Spotify songs mirroring your mood is not a plan. No one cares about you personally at the moment, maybe they will in the future but not now. You want to have a store, but don't know what you will sell in it. Sorry, but it doesn't seem like a robust plan at all. How are you going to market that website? And don't say YouTube channel, because then the question becomes how you will promote that channel, which is even harder than the website.

@28 cm unbuffed ok you will have a website, and then what? What's your unique proposition? What value are you bringing to the user that they can't get somewhere else? Because as you have described it now, I would have zero incentive to browse that site, probably like 99% of your potential users. If you are all about creative output then gives some creative ideas how you are going to differentiate from the competition and make people care about your content. I believe thinking about technical details related to web development is very inappropiate in your situation right now.

4-HO-MET was first synthesized by Shulgin more than 20 years ago. It's very explored and at least as popular as AL-LAD.

@Leo Gura, I guess that's why they wrote: "she'd had the substance tested". You could only harm yourself if it was NBOMe or some other phenethylamine.

Eban's courses are good, but personally I wouldn't buy them. His advice over-time has become the generic information. Course building niche is one of the hardest to enter unless you are doing something unique, like Mindvalley or Leo.

"The Mind Illuminated" Or "Mastering the Core Teachings of the Buddha" by Daniel Ingram, it's free on his website: https://www.mctb.org/mctb2/table-of-contents/

@Rasheed Whether the numbers hold some valuable information that helps you survive or not, it has nothing to do with it having a meaning. It's still deeply meaningless.

Yeah, mild psychedelics are the best for fixing non-spiritual life problems. Mushrooms or 4-HO-MET are easiest to source relative to how simple they are to use.

He was a good teacher.

@V-8 I have told you that there obviously are levels beyond Coral and you give me an essay on empiricism and science. How is that appropiate? Where have I reffered to science, logic, space or time? Nowhere, because I didn't. There is Absolute Truth and Relative embodiment of it. Spiral Dynamics is a model that operates in a relative domain and there you can always make progress, finer and finer distinctions or gain deeper insight. You may be the most awake being until you aren't, until there comes something bigger that you were not aware of before.

Have you ever taken any psychedelic besides marijuana? I have heard of people taking psychedelics while on lithium without bigger issues. But you know, it's a matter of dose. If you take high dose of magic mushrooms while being on high dose of lithium, that's just asking for trouble. Choosing the lowest dose possible is less risky, but still is not safe and you have to think very carefully whether you are willing to try it. Being bipolar you are not only risking to trigger a seizure but also mania. The one psychedelic you definitively have to STAY AWAY from is LSD.

Personally I have not, but I know that it won't change the trip and you risk having a seizure. Are you currently being treated with lithium? For what reason?

I don't know where you have taken this idea from, but it's not true. The world of Form is constructed as such that there is always a being more capable than you. As you are a god to some bugs or bacteria, there must be beings that are this way to you. So you can evolve in that direction forever. It might be that at some point this model will break and be no longer suitable to map your progress, but that doesn't mean there are no more stages. Some other model would need to be constructed.

That is not my advice. I have said to start meditating for an hour and then only listen to exactly these videos that have "Yoga Meditation" in name if you can't stand meditating for an hour using your current technique. Meditation, even guided, will do you more good than watching non-duality videos. But do whatever you like.