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  2. Posted · Edited by puporing

    9 hours ago, StarStruck said:

    What were they saying?

    I just felt a state of confusion and sadness, and their divinity and consciousness that are like mine, so I was trying to comfort them and gave them thanks.. it's not with words or anything like that but thanks for asking. idk if it's because of them being crabs or what but they felt like highly conscious beings. and I think I was more bothered overall by how they were killed too and how my mom was very out of touch with this and even "happy" that it was a live crab before she cooked them... anyway not guilting am just sharing. 

  3. Posted · Edited by puporing

    @Thought Art education is an area where many still too easily fall into the trap of, but is also the design of the system currently. there are some programs that is more or less guaranteed work placement after but most are not like that. lot of this education stuff should just be reduced a ton (time and money wise) and replaced with mainly on the job training (which can also be shared cost like apprenticeship), everything else you can learn on your own these days except in highly specialized fields. overall it's like... too much barriers just to get a specific job that aren't even that highly skilled in most cases. for example you do not need a 4 year degree to work at a chemical lab which is mainly procedure following. and most biologist because they tend to be "very nice people" and there are too many of them, most of them can only find near minimum wage jobs when they graduate. the issue is also when you're just out of high school there's still a lot of naïveté about how the world actually works, and this makes you vulnerable to making a decision (eg getting a loan for a program that won't get you anywhere) that isn't necessarily good for you financially.

    and if the goal isn't to "get a specific job" but simply to train/expand your mind, then it's also pretty bad at this, because it teaches nothing about Truth and Consciousness and what you are.

    anyway all that is to say, you just gotta be really intelligent about making that kind of investment, but most of us had to learn the hard way..

  4. Posted · Edited by puporing

    I am/was not vegan but lately due to the consciousness increase I've been more and more reducetarian.

    Not long ago with a visit to my parents who overeats seafood, made me feel sick due to the mindless consumption. At one meal there were two crabs that died the morning of the meal and I could "see" their spirit dwelling by their bodies still and I was "mourning and communing with them". Needless to say I had even more trouble continuing the meal and supporting mindless consumption after that event...

     

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    Sounds tough. I'm probably not much help but try thinking outside the box. I mean as in things like how much savings you actually need to do x, and are there other ways you could help fund them? Are there jobs that pay a lot more per hour that I can do/transition into? also you probably already know it, business wise you do not have to cough up all the upfront cost necessarily depending on what it is. 

    I'm sure if you just did your best to show love to your kids they would know and it need not be a materialistic thing (beyond basics).

  7. Posted · Edited by puporing

    if you have no choice but to be around people who have very different levels of consciousness/values/way of being/life than you do and you are coerced to be similar/punching bag for them (or reduce yourself too much than you can bear), and you have little to no control of getting away from them then yeah it makes sense. of course chronic toxicity/coercion to participate in it can cause anger.

    if you're asking the cause of your parents anger, it may be their upbringing, relationship with each other (perhaps it is not loving and/or abusive), unexamined pain.

  13. Posted · Edited by puporing

    judging by your writing it could be that you are actually more spiritually gifted.. you actually can be a very awake person and suffer deeply - and those two things are tied to the fact that you quite easily discern Truth from illusion which is what this world is mainly based in, and that you are probably forced to participate in illusion to some degree to survive or to have any human contact.

    you can remind yourself that this is a temporary experience.. align the way you live your life the best you can with Truth, find people that align with your core values, etc. 

    anti-depressants wise, I've taken them at the worst of it, it helped, but I didn't do it the doctor's way, I just used it whenever I felt the need to but use your best judgment on that.

    also... even if you fully awaken it may not take away all the depression, it can help you know exactly why you are suffering at any given moment, have faith that God's plan with you will work out, that your true self is invulnerable. but yes to survive in this world depression still depends much on your basic life circumstances, coping strategies/supports, what you manage to cultivate (eg relationships, friendships..etc).

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    26 minutes ago, Jwayne said:

    psychadelic trance

    that's an assumption.

    26 minutes ago, Jwayne said:

    It's also feeding people, building hospitals and teaching foundational literacy skills.

    which is why I said if your consciousness isn't too high (aka survival-based), China is not a bad place to be.

    26 minutes ago, Jwayne said:

    To even have funding for philosophers, you need a sufficient level of economic development, which means enough production. 

    they're way past that point. there's more than enough development, more than enough technology like the internet. you do not need full-time philosophers necessarily for communication, you simply need a means of communication. the means of communication is mostly blocked/tightly controlled. 

    26 minutes ago, Jwayne said:

    So when you say China is "lagging behind", you need to consider history. China was being plundered by European powers for over a century.

    of course they're just on a different timeline, I just mean to say the current level of consciousness is not sufficient (eg, dangerous and/or not nurturing) for personal development/serious philosophical work if you happen to live there right this moment. things can always change and will. 

  18. Posted · Edited by puporing

    if your consciousness isn't too high you'll do okay or even "well" in a country like China. but good luck if you want to grow your consciousness away from the herd, nevermind teaching anything the CCP doesn't approve of or endorse. that alone is a good indicator for what level of consciousness it's operating at. things could be changing but it's def lagging behind by a long shot if you want to be an individual or pursue Truth.

  19. Posted · Edited by puporing

    because your True Self is not just masculine or just feminine it will feel suffocated for being completely locked into one polarity, it will eventually find a way to realize this, trans is just a lesser version of this realization - an incomplete one. what will be realized ultimately is you contain both polarities. but that is not yet acceptable to planet earth, maybe in another 500 years we will finally have complete, awakened beings walking here and making themselves known. but idk what need is there at that point to be fixed in a particular body part, you prob would not desire to be in a fixed form at that level of consciousness and to be on planet earth (as it exists now). so.. I'm kinda speaking hypotheticals just to shine some light on this. though I am speaking from my own conscious experience. obviously this is irrelevant to you if your desire is to mainly focus on one polarity in this lifetime. 

  20. Posted · Edited by puporing

    2 hours ago, Hardkill said:

    Right, but what about equality including economic equality. That's what socialism was supposed to be about.

    Also, more people in China are becoming bold and angry enough to protest against the CCP.

    there's not much of socialism there right now as far as I know, it's hyper-capitalist with a ruling class, it was better as far as I know about 20-30 years ago but now from the sound of it it's hyper-capital. 

    idk how that'll go, we'll see. anyone with high intelligence and sense of self-direction in China wouldn't wanna stay there if they can help it I think.

  21. Posted · Edited by puporing

    poly relationships take massive consciousness from all parties involved to work imo, and shedding of old beliefs. it can work if it's more about unconditional love over other things, which means you've already burned through the neediness karma to a great extent. and at that point when you're not so needy, it's more based in friendship anyway. you also have to embrace to some extent the gender you are not normally attracted to because that could be your partner's partner at some point, hence the massive amount of consciousness required.

    and that's what makes it hard coz there aren't many very conscious people around to choose from in this particular plane of existence, esp not young people. basically, probably not going to happen so the best you can prob arrive at is opt for some lesser ideal version of poly or stick with mono.

  22. Posted · Edited by puporing

    10 minutes ago, Hardkill said:

    Well, of course there is nothing we can do about it, but I just don't understanding why there aren't any check and balances for the entire government of the CCP in order to hold each branch of government accountable and to limit the amount of corruption in China.

    I think because there's even greater emphasis of "the matrix" there. it's like a hivemind mindset. so..any problems would require the collective to raise enough consciousness to correct since open disagreements are not allowed nor accepted. why is that? maybe related to the long history of being ruled by emperors treated like Gods.

    cracks are forming though. just the sheer number of people who leave China is a sign of the cracks.

  24. Posted · Edited by puporing

    it's a tough job to be the head of a large country, even if not the most conscious one it requires a highly intelligent, wise, and relatively selfless being. yes even the leader of the CCP can channel God at times without knowing it, especially one that succeeds at retaining their position of leadership. 

    actually come to think of it most of the late heads of state of the CCP come off as "wise" individuals to me. I don't think you can survive long in that environment without it, an incredible amount of intelligence seems to be required to hold that position, I don't even wish it on anyone it's like walking on a thread with fire below you.