puporing

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  1. That almost sounds like a riddle to me.. basically if you deny the existence of HS (which is a pointer to God and Kingdom) or attack the idea of it in your mind then there's not even a chance for you to be forgiven and enter the Kingdom.. so it's really a self-denial. Though I can't be sure exactly if that was the intention.. just a hunch lol.
  2. Most people don't at this time.. but that was by design too. There are many layers to this "jail breaking". I guess I'm trying to say you can get caught anywhere in that process. Fear of being alone is prob an underrated factor.. They can be helped though, with much patience usually, as you prob have learned through teaching.
  3. Of course, like anything really though. Ultimately you can only really count on yourself right? I mean I had to go off on my own entirely tbh. Well I guess you can't entirely, unless you were born already with knowledge like some prophets.
  4. I mean you're already in hell, if you reach enough consciousness that becomes very obvious. But it's relative to your consciousness, that's the key. Most people will not experience this world as hell like. Most religious people don't understand what they're saying most of the time, they're kind of repeating a script sadly. And while some of that script was maybe originally from a truth teller, it gets twisted over and over, mostly due to lack of consciousness.
  5. Depression is often a catalyst/precursor for awakening.. it's just not well understood. I would recommend taking mushrooms over anti-depressants though I've had both.
  6. Well you might just not fit in most places.. like me lawl.. It's okay there is something for that too. Yeah depression can actually be a catalyst for more awakening too you know. That's how I got started really.. and you recognizing darkness for what it is is also a sign you're on the path to awakening.
  7. In the back of your mind recognize that you are their teacher.. means your consciousness is most likely higher (not always), and then you won't get triggered as much. But if it's really toxic you gotta put some boundaries in place.
  8. So.. I have been involved in cracking down on theft in one of the condo style Airbnb's I run and have learned some things along the way. This is what could happen if your apartment is seized by a corrupt President sitting on the Board of Directors (that is supposed to represent owners), apathetic and illiterate owners, and basically a criminal business disguised as a Condo Management Company. Since most people do not want to read things like Budgets or sort out Balance sheets, understand Condo Laws and Owner Rights, nor have reference information on what their budgets should look like, there are clever companies out there who operate based on fudging numbers on the balance sheets, enabled by another corrupt President/person in power. Along with uninformed/absentee owners/landlords, this is the perfect recipe. Since I happen to have had some experience with Condo Management companies, there were many red flags that had popped up for me since I purchased the unit in this one particular building. And as I dug more and more into it the more I found. It was sort of sheer luck that I also have another Airbnb of a very similar age and sized building that I could compare the Budget with. By fudging numbers on balance sheets with things like power and gas cost going up, "vandalism", undocumented "losses", gaslighting them that these numbers are legitimate, and intimidating owners with "they own the place" or high interest rate on overdue charges; who are mostly immigrants in this case, these guys have been getting away with theft for about a decade. The theft had come in many forms such as punitive unjustified charges on small incidents an owner may have, higher monthly condo fees than normal, Special Assessments without consultation and almost no work being done afterwards. This is just my warning to you guys who may own or one day own a condo unit. This seems to be more possible with lower end condos that is made up of mostly less informed demographics and absentee landlords. Most older owners rather than trying to organize and chase out the bad management, have simply sold their unit for dirt cheap than what they would be worth on the market otherwise. Attachment: the case study. 2024-03-19_ComparisonofCandemavsMagnumYork.pdf
  9. This is an understanding based on your current level of consciousness projected onto me, but that's okay it's bound to happen. Almost everything I do is not about "me" the avatar anymore, I would say since a few years ago but especially the last year or so. And whether I lean more into the masculine or feminine depends entirely on the environment/situation at hand, I actually lean feminine more often when interacting with most people who are not in a spiritual community. Though I guess when I'm alone I lean more masculine.. because it's a more complete state. well you can transcend a lot of this. Ofc there'll always be some survival so long as you're in the body due to the way this environment is. I have almost no interest in things like dating these days because I am a teacher with just about everyone, I mean I just don't feel that way about 99.99999% of the population sadly.. if I'm lucky maybe find some platonic kind of connection. And most people only choose to see my more feminine aspect and much of my actual consciousness is totally invisible. Not to be mean but I see how people's mind works very quickly and generally it's not attractive to me in that way other than being a teacher/healer/friend of some sort. So yeah.. that's just what happens and you accept it. The thing is "Christ consciousness" is antithetical to ego consciousness which is what most people are in. So even a guy who is maybe more spiritual but has a big ego, is not gonna like my consciousness and vice versa. You'll just end up in a situation where you're constantly trying to "fix" each other. It can be dangerous too.
  10. If you are still "close" to them, I would recommend more boundaries, maybe a lot more boundaries than you initially thought you needed. Depending on your situation though you might have to do it gradually or something.. I'm not sure what you're dealing with exactly but sounds pretty dark.. There are lots of videos now on malignant narcissism that may offer some healing too.
  11. It's just the way it is, means you're close to being a Saint probably. A Saint suffers and almost compulsively tries to protect the vulnerable. I'm not understanding very well what you were asking here. You are both the masculine and feminine. That's why I don't really care if people call me he or she or they.. it's just that "he" usually implies you could have both fem/masculine traits whereas when someone calls you a "she" it tends to box you in that one aspect.
  12. There's not endless truth seeking, there is an end to it. But yes to arrive at that point requires open-mindedness and an investigative spirit.
  13. Your true self is not of this world. But there's an "end" to it.. meaning everyone will eventually arrive at the same, thankfully.
  14. There's no downside.. it's not a random thing that you ended up here.
  15. Intuition helps a lot too. But ofc you can have fk'ed up intuition..
  16. It's really hard to say depending on where you live..some markets imo are over inflated and very risky. People do actually lose money in this field. And due to the high fees per sale/buy you have to be prepared to hold onto it long term or the transaction fees alone make it a loss. I mostly view it as a savings account more or less and a buffer against inflation..
  17. That's not it. I don't really care about earning more money to begin with. I'm actually happy with what I've got. The other stuff I was talking about is just the sheer injustice that I speak of from first hand experiences both in the business world and personally. My trade is technically priesthood but I don't earn from that lol, since nobody in this world can recognize me let alone "hire me". In terms of paid work I run 2-3 Airbnb's.
  18. Not necessarily, I work for myself and make less than a normal person. But I chose this because I couldn't fit in anywhere else. I know lots of store owners who are in a similar position as me. They're just barely getting by.
  19. It's not so simple. I am literally on his forum. That's a limitation for me that you cannot see currently. You guys are very naive about this. I almost got a 3 day ban (from a mod) just for claiming to be Jesus.
  20. Well there's more detail in there once you reach the kingdom. Your mind is both distinguishable and one with "other minds". But I could only truly be one with the fully enlightened beings that are in heaven. Everyone else I cannot currently connect with due to the separation of the ego mind that most people are still in in this world. So right now everyone here I experience as separated parts of the 1 mind, some closer than others. But if you reach the kingdom, yeah we'll literally feel like we can read each other's mind.
  21. Well.. that's the thing, I have more disagreements than you do, so it's not really safe for me as it would be for you.. relatively speaking. So if I fundamentally disagree on some things, almost all of "Leo's disciples" will outright reject/attack me/what I'm saying. This is the difficulty I'm in with sharing this. Consider that I followed a very narrow path/teachings that only someone with very little to no ego would even be open to, and only someone who has little to no investment in this world would consider it. And from that path I reached a state of "Kingdom of Heaven", this is your original Self. And as well many revelations that went with this. In more literal terms it's more light, more love, more oneness, more beauty, more consciousness. All sober.
  22. I did, I was already ahead of you back then when we talked, but you weren't ready for that possibility so it didn't go anywhere. Right now where you're at I would say was roughly where I was at when I talked to you that time. There's not much point arguing about this though and I prefer not to get into it but just to say you didn't really understand where I was, and now is also a similar situation.. Why is it that when Leo tells you he's ahead you're all for it or okay with him saying that but when I say it you are subtly suggesting I am coming from ego? It's really not from ego. How else am I gonna share it if I don't try to tell you there's more awakening? If I try to be extremely quiet about it then it'll just get buried. But yes I know ultimately you will arrive to the same place. But someone has to point you to it. In this case it happens to be "my turn". No problem. It could've been you too I guess. New material is christ teachings, I shared it with you before I think.
  23. Yeah I knew that since awhile back. And I also knew that was the main reason I was ahead of you guys even tho you don't yet believe me. I don't say everything I know on this forum fyi, not yet anyway, coz I could get booted for saying contrarian things, I'm not naive about that. So if nobody is ready for "new material" I will not say it in the open. Also it's pretty sensitive at times like it gets personal.
  24. No shit.. I don't really tell anyone about how much suffering I went through and it cannot be expressed accurately either with words. I went through a lot of hell and countless heartbreaks in this lifetime.