puporing

Yes but you know you're dreaming now. So you can laugh at hardships and not take it so seriously. Doesn't mean you stop caring obviously.

@Someone here Ok I get you now. Yeah that's a fair critique I would say. Especially if you didn't see it coming. Next time when you make a post just anticipate it getting locked with a nasty comment, that will help you grow. No biggie.

@Someone here He has warned in a post and the blog video recently that if you're fundamentally not pursuing the work that he teaches he is not going to tolerate that. Because that kind of post on AI consciousness would be considered derailing from the work he is teaching. That's why the off topic section exists and is not considered part of the work. If people kept pushing a materialist narrative or one that shifts the focus away from their own growth and awakenings it will get shut down because that is at odds with the work here. When a thread gets locked it's usually for derailing from the work; low effort; against forum guidelines; and/or getting out of hand with argumentations

@Someone here You are hurt. I get that. This should make you realize you're more or less on your own with this work. Whatever you do get from this forum is to be treated like a bonus, if you start to see it that way the hurt should start to fade. Before I became active on this forum the only resource I really had were therapists, and there were lots of problems with it, mostly the fact that it could never lead to any real connection. Maybe because of that I feel like this space gave much more freedom for self-expression and reaching out to like-minded people that I could never get from therapy. Try to focus more on your own growth and journey, it does not need to be validated or invalidated by anyone else here. Any camaraderie that arises is a gift. ?

This is not true for all women but I get why you say this. Personally I find that an indication of no sexual interest and move on usually rofl. (Can still be friends or just something more platonic) @Vrubel I know the struggle, guys do it too sometimes (the flirting and stuff and then act like nothing happened lawl) . I have also taken on Leo's advice of just not being too invested before anything tangible. I think it's a balance of investment and being aware that it may not lead to what you want out of it. Whatever is happening right infront of me right now is all that I can "count on" but even that can change. So the ability to be in the now more so than an imaginary future helps. Maybe cut down the courting time to where you feel is emotionally acceptable to you, where you can still enjoy the process of courtship but not get too attached until you see clear indication of it reflected back to you. ?

That'd be the more loving thing to do. No lady blue balls.

It was a learning opportunity, don't be too hard on yourself about "how it shoulda went". Next time figure out the attraction thing first, move a bit slower if you have to, give yourself some time and distance before you figure out if you're even attracted to this person.

Yes in his latest video he did mention that he is not that perfect list he gave and is growing in that aspect. This is an exercise in and of itself. That we should work to accept someone where they're at, not needing something from them.

Why should you expect that in the first place? Are you consistently doing the work. Because I can promise you you don't need him to reply for like 99% of the work. It's already out there. Not only his videos. The booklist. How many people read books on his booklist? Wisdom from other "teachers", have you dug into them? If you did all that and contemplation, heal any remaining wounds, deconstruct everything and take a psychedelic the awakenings will happen. At the least, you'd be able to ask the kinds of questions that will get his attention and his help and I've seen it.

@Someone here You're kinda putting him on a pedestal. This forum is free to access for one and there's not even a limit to how many posts you can make or questions you can ask. Therefore we cannot dictate how he chooses to be on this forum. Maybe he wants to show a side of himself that he normally can't and not make everything about "work". Careful what you wish for and turning this place in to "work" for him. There are enough people who respond to posts with more than one liners that you don't really need more. There's already enough complacency where people don't even watch his videos and come with very obvious questions if they have. And then there're ones who get plenty of suggestions and advice like seeing a therapist or work on moving out of their abusive situations, and they simply don't want to. I don't think that would change even if Leo was being super nice. If anything it would probably cause even more procrastination.

I don't know all the answers but one problem with your proposal is that he might get swarmed by messages from people which would be a huge undertaking of his time. Just think about it, someone acting in a way that indicates availability and acting compassionately all the time is going to get swarmed.

Anything in too high of an amount can backfire. If you drink too much water it can kill you too. But yes could also be an allergy, exacerbation of an existing condition, or something else. Chest pain in my own experience is usually my body working extra hard on something, or dealing with psychological stress (not the case here sounds like). If your body weren't used to eating that much honey it's a shock to the system. There could be more than one answer. You could find out by testing things with your body or with the help of a professional.

Maybe I'm stating the obvious... but that also seems like a misapplication of trademark striking. Literally the fact that Beck only did it to the video where it diverged the most from his model was the one that got taken down says that it was not a 'trademark strike'. Otherwise he should've taken down the whole damn series.

But then you'll miss out on another perspective which might be more helpful to some than the original. People don't realize that nothing comes from nothing. Like creative works, they are generally inspired by what has been done in the past. To think that one can create something from nothing is absolutist thinking and just not true. Language had to be created for me to write these words.

That seems like a lot of honey. It's still alot of sugar I would seriously cut back on it if you're having a reaction.

Why not just buy whole dried mushrooms?

A local band I can't seem to get enough of...

Is it possible that she meant a biological woman who identifies as a man? That is an option. And if not. Using her as an example is still twisting and skirting around the issue.

@Someone here Maybe you should consider immigration.

Ah didn't know that was why it was taken down. Bummer! Can it be put up now that he's passed? I'm guessing no...

That's interesting, I've never had trouble going to the toilet even on intense trips (maybe a bit wobbly to walk), it was just always funny whenever I did go during trips.. toilet & toilet paper were part of the dream I am in and I just laugh so hard at the thought of having to use the toilet, and them being this 'real thing'.

That sounds like a pretty intense trip lmfao.

Like all of them? lol.

Which aspects are you currently not accepting or feel are unlovable? Where did you get the "message" that they are not acceptable or unlovable? If they're from your environment, and not intrinsic to reality, they are just a belief to be seen through as a belief, a concept, an idea, or a projection from your environment.

It’s the difference between what someone might consider their “soulmate” vs someone they find “attractive”.