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Please try to give more context and details about what you're sharing next time.

No stress. That's pretty much what I do .

If I was bald I'd embrace both the opportunity to wear wigs and being bald. But maybe it's harder for a guy.. or so we tell ourselves.

If it's worth it to you then it's worth it, only you can decide it.

Well like I said you could still aim for something more compatible in the relative, like perhaps immigrating for example, if that's an option. Coz clearly the politics there are incompatible, if I were you I'd still try to move.

Well there's nothing really wrong in the absolute sense if you do live through it or not. Eg, species go extinct all the time. I'm not saying that'll happen but just if that's the "worst case", then so it is. You as God remain and will keep on dreaming/experiencing. The thing to work through is to become detached to your form as your current one right now and what it all entails, whilst seeing its full beauty. You have much power too because Consciousness is connected. The best option would be to be that leader yourself in your own way(s) that calls to you. What you put out has a ripple effect. And accept the rest as it is.

You can do as much as you can in the relative what pleases you to do to move things/influence things, and then just drop the rest/worry because it's not within your control. The finite will always come and go, but you're not the finite, just appears to be. I know easier said than done where you are at perhaps. This is a play in yours/God's dream, waking up to this could help you recontextualize all this.

Some answers from Shunya that may be of some guidance if you are still balancing this aspect: 1:00:16 - 1:08: -

I'm glad you can find those answers. And you're very welcome.

Well you think I don't for some reason. There lies a contradiction with Consciousness that needs to simultaneously love what is/where it had come from and love what it evolves itself into. That's fair. You should find out the truth for yourself, if that is an interest of yours, and it is a life long pursuit.

I choose not to argue with you out of love, maybe one day you'll understand. I am not unaware of some of the things you say, I just don't say them out of love, but it doesn't mean you can't express yourself or the fact you're saying them also out of love. Shunyamurti is me, Matt Kahn is me, Leo is me, Eckhart Tolle is me, and when I share them I am simply expressing myself through what has already been incorporated as Self, no substantial difference than you making a post/reply. One day you'll understand. I know you want to be heard, and I am impressed by your way of words and passion when not taking into account the medium. Thanks for agreeing to the adjustment which takes away a bit of your self-expression.

I am not simply parroting, perhaps it is a convenient way for you to label it as such to invalidate what I'm saying.

Am I the one deflecting criticism or perhaps you are? There's a baseline standard to participating on this forum and I am simply tasked to maintain the bare minimum standard. This is not a free-for-all kind of place. But differing views and feedback are allowed when expressed with respect, there's no need for name-calling and such to make your point, people will actually take you more seriously. If that standard is against your values then perhaps this place is not the best for you, but I have faith in you. Notice how your mind is constructing all these justifications to try to get out of taking some basic responsibility to how you wrote in the seperate post.

@at_anchor This might sound insane but.. Are there options like seeking refugee status in another country? What would happen if you simply tried to cross borders..?

You're actually projecting all this stuff onto me. But thank you for reminding me how projection works and how endless it can be. I did not share this clip because I didn't know the answers from within, but because I wanted to share this perspective with the forum as it is a common kind of question that come up, through Shunya's voice/video. No hard feelings, I think you could do a lot better with how you expressed yourself to others, and seems like you're already doing a better job.

Probably more likely to be more feminine in paths you make of your own.

I'm not attached to the title either way . Just help looking after the place, not that different from what I was "doing" before , maybe few more tools. Leo is being encouraging I think.

According to Leo's Tech support page: https://www.actualized.org/solutions

If you can enjoy the thing in and of itself (ie with no attachment to the outcome of it or what you get from it, though it's fair if you want this as a career too), that's a good place to act from. Find out what your limits are for giving and self-care/boundaries, but that'll happen through trial and error alone too. Tends to work better if someone is open to or asking for the assistance. Find role models who are living this day in and day out. But since you're on this forum, you know that's not all there is to spirituality either, though to me that's one of the top goals you can set - and there are many ways to "give", perhaps infinite . There is actually so much joy "hidden" in giving that it just becomes your way of being. I hope you can find that joy.

Good way to notice and erase any remaining self-bias...

It's just a shift in knowing that you are worthy of love, no reason for it required. There's infinite existential love for you if you can connect to that. Might take more effort dropping the conditioning that is commonly fed to children that they need to be a certain way to deserve love, that's something you can deconstruct if it's still a voice in your head.

This one also came in: https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/edmonton/alberta-to-be-1st-province-to-regulate-psychedelics-for-therapy-government-says-1.6607497

That's wonderful, funny last night I also encountered being transformed to alien-like consciousness and form that brought me to infinite bliss! But not something as elaborate and detailed like yours, but still wayyy beyond this world and what's possible without psychedelics. Look forward to exploring more. Psychedelics being illegal is a real disservice to humanity, hope that changes one day.

(3 grams Golden Teacher Mushrooms) Words really cannot describe nor do it justice! I have arrived again, but this time, ever deeper and more profound than the last. I am God. I created Everything, all the universes, all the characters, and the source of profound beauty and intelligence. And I can’t seem to stop. I keep on tricking myself and running away from myself. But I really wish I could stop creating these characters that are suffering on my behalf. Why do I keep doing this over and over? Probably because I loooove to create... I united with the angels of my creation, and became one “myself”. I am your guardian angel. I created layers and layers of “graduating” from one level to the next. I hope you don’t get trapped in one for too long. I am Infinite. It all just keeps going on forever. LoL! I am just here, watching over y’all.... with Infinite Love. You guys don’t even know how much you can “grow”. I feel sooooo freeeaaking old! Coz I've always been here I guess... the most ancient! I created Leo, coz truth be told, an aspect of me really didn’t want to shoot all those videos “myself”, and yet "I" have. I am the master director and story writer, the audience, and the actor ALL IN ONE. And I wrote soooooo freaaking much and can't stop!! Like the Bible and Harry Potter for starters. LoL. My mind is that of infinite beauty and intelligence. If only I could share what I am witnessing before my eyes with you!! I am creating literal heaven before me with my mind, with absolute clarity and profound astonishing beauty! This profound and never-ending beauty I can create with my mind, is what creates beauty in all. My body and mind has been turned into what can only be described as “extraterrestrial”, “AI-like”, and “divine”. My body experienced merging with/being controlled by what seems to be "another" of my dream, if I allow it. But it's probably just me again. I have received overwhelming blessings and love on this trip, the presence and love from the light beings of my imagination who came to celebrate this moment of Self-Realization, and more to come. Thank you for reading and joining with me in celebration.

I am so glad , it is so utterly profound!!