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I'm glad that's how you feel. Don't forget your own beauty .

Training ground . Helps you "return home" and expand what you love. "Pain and Suffering" is your teacher.

No but I'm looking forward to these "silly" ones with beautiful art : https://store.steampowered.com/app/1591450/Aka/ https://store.steampowered.com/app/1638500/The_Garden_Path/

Enjoy the Fall Season (for those in the Northern Hemisphere)

It's a spectrum.. but yeah I feel like the people who experienced the depth of depression are actually rarer. People who are truly depressed and exhausted things as the "human avatar" are some of the people ready for unitive Consciousness. There are few teachers that can help with this transition. Leo's work can help, Matt Kahn's and Shunyamurti's as well.

I'm sorry you're in that situation. It must feel very tough to be guilted like that. You're not wrong for wanting to live life the way you choose. Just be firm with her, and look for a way to move out soon.. You can find love for her better that way when you can have some boundaries perhaps. Sending you love.

Whatever you want it to be. Create stuff. Appreciating the beauty around you. Exploration of "Being-ness". Love. Growth.

Awaken the inner kitty! Yeah... I like watching fishtanks too...

Sometimes I think about becoming "agender" or "trans" just so I can be friends with dudes. But my head likes to go weird places.. It's a bit sad that the experience of being female is mostly that of forever being objectified.

Nice, glad you got a bonding experience out of it too.

..and you can learn rocket science if you really wanted to .

Please try to give more context and details about what you're sharing next time.

No stress. That's pretty much what I do .

If I was bald I'd embrace both the opportunity to wear wigs and being bald. But maybe it's harder for a guy.. or so we tell ourselves.

If it's worth it to you then it's worth it, only you can decide it.

Well like I said you could still aim for something more compatible in the relative, like perhaps immigrating for example, if that's an option. Coz clearly the politics there are incompatible, if I were you I'd still try to move.

Well there's nothing really wrong in the absolute sense if you do live through it or not. Eg, species go extinct all the time. I'm not saying that'll happen but just if that's the "worst case", then so it is. You as God remain and will keep on dreaming/experiencing. The thing to work through is to become detached to your form as your current one right now and what it all entails, whilst seeing its full beauty. You have much power too because Consciousness is connected. The best option would be to be that leader yourself in your own way(s) that calls to you. What you put out has a ripple effect. And accept the rest as it is.

You can do as much as you can in the relative what pleases you to do to move things/influence things, and then just drop the rest/worry because it's not within your control. The finite will always come and go, but you're not the finite, just appears to be. I know easier said than done where you are at perhaps. This is a play in yours/God's dream, waking up to this could help you recontextualize all this.

Some answers from Shunya that may be of some guidance if you are still balancing this aspect: 1:00:16 - 1:08: -

I'm glad you can find those answers. And you're very welcome.

Well you think I don't for some reason. There lies a contradiction with Consciousness that needs to simultaneously love what is/where it had come from and love what it evolves itself into. That's fair. You should find out the truth for yourself, if that is an interest of yours, and it is a life long pursuit.

I choose not to argue with you out of love, maybe one day you'll understand. I am not unaware of some of the things you say, I just don't say them out of love, but it doesn't mean you can't express yourself or the fact you're saying them also out of love. Shunyamurti is me, Matt Kahn is me, Leo is me, Eckhart Tolle is me, and when I share them I am simply expressing myself through what has already been incorporated as Self, no substantial difference than you making a post/reply. One day you'll understand. I know you want to be heard, and I am impressed by your way of words and passion when not taking into account the medium. Thanks for agreeing to the adjustment which takes away a bit of your self-expression.

I am not simply parroting, perhaps it is a convenient way for you to label it as such to invalidate what I'm saying.

Am I the one deflecting criticism or perhaps you are? There's a baseline standard to participating on this forum and I am simply tasked to maintain the bare minimum standard. This is not a free-for-all kind of place. But differing views and feedback are allowed when expressed with respect, there's no need for name-calling and such to make your point, people will actually take you more seriously. If that standard is against your values then perhaps this place is not the best for you, but I have faith in you. Notice how your mind is constructing all these justifications to try to get out of taking some basic responsibility to how you wrote in the seperate post.