Harikrishnan

Ok. But i will like to tell another story. There was a women(Amma) i meet who is a Astrologer, who is said to have got Siddhi from Kali. i meet her after one year from a serious break up and she told exactly things happend and even my Girlfriends name. She also predicted my future wife's name but still havent found the women ?. This people can predict past correctly, nothing about future they say resonates with me. Again i have to do my own shit?

This is how it is as far as i know. They will take ur finger print and d.o.b and name. Then they go and search for some leafs. Come back and read it, when reading they ask is ur parents name this, if no they take another leaf and ask is it this. They will get it if they have or they will say sorry we dont have a leaf of yours. As far as i know the Nadi jyothishi (this is called Nadi jyothisham) are mostly honest people. Once your parents are correct they will go and record the leaf to a C.D and read it aloud to us. How life will be for us and all. My past life was not mentioned. My sisters was mentioned. I now see it as nothing informational, i still have to do my shit ?

Which part of india you are from?

I have done it. And they said my parents name correctly. My sister also did it and came with positive reviews. I dont think they can predict future b/w.

Thank u..

a bunch of Notebooks to reflect on yourself.

I dont think that the case and but people believe along that lines.

Is your picture something like an insight I had on my vipassana retreat and it was like I, marie and clyde are friends and if I die marie and clyde will also die. I always thought like I had a world and both Marie and Clyde had there own world. So now it seems Marie and Clyde dosnet have a world of their own and live in my world and when i die my world will die and Marie and Clyde will also die.

He was meant to be sucessfull ?. If he was born in india he would have been a Govt offical or something and still be sucessfull.

There is a video by leo on no free will.

I am asking all this beacuse my life purpose is Entertaining people and make them better. So i am working on making people better by giving them ideas so they can improve themselves and have a awesome life. Iam giving them lot of hope regarding they can change and be sucessfull. coz i have changed doing work, even though iam not that sucessfull in finances or getting lot of sex. Iam good in emotion and mastering my own psychology but then again i wanted to make sure iam not deluding them.

@Truth Addict @BjarkeT isnt this a factor. Now lets dont get philosophical like free will no free will are all concepts of mind. Most of people here i think agree on life is pre determined.

So if i say the so called sucessfull people are wired that way so they have discipline and are sucessfull.and unsucessfull arent wired that way so they are not sucessfull. Is it that correct. Except mindfulness arent the other things naturally found in sucessfull people without much work. Every sucessfull person story tells it.

Finances,relationships,Sex,Spirituality. So are u saying only few can get it. And in other reality rest may have. Are u sure about other reality or is it just a story by the spiritual teachers to make us not feel bad about ourself.

Is there a measuring stick to find level of commitment. If i take 100% action and i fail then u might say u have other psychological issues to address. Then i go on to address that and then emotional issues and all. Then i might get stuck in those things or i get addicted to those things and i fail to address why i did the work for believing this is my new thing. I watched leo's video to build a sucessfull life then he turned to a monk and i being fascinated to that way of life even before he being a monk, dropped the idea of getting sucessfull in finance and went to slay psychological dragons and now iam living with parents believing one day everything will change.

Are u sure about that. Yeah i also believe that then why arent people doing it? Ok beacuse u may say they are lazy. Then Dosent that also prove that they are not meant to be and sucess for all in all aspects of life is not possible.

I took a modafinil 200 yesterday morning and i havent yawned for 26 hours.

I recently completed my Vipasana retreat. I think you should go for it, i have become more creative after it and i believe my ego has changed from weak to strong. If u are not feeling good about going like i did carry Modafinil with you and consume it on 5th day ownwards it will be awesome then on.

So i really believe in visualization, and i did that to get a job. But now i feel really low in life in terms of finances,career,relationship,abundance etc etc all in all i feel lack of vision and not feeling motivated or cant visualize stuffs. So can u share some of Guided Visualization videos that helped you. All can Contribute and thank you.

So i meet a friend after Vipasana who told me about star signs affecting relationships of people. He told me he was researching on it after his business failed, (last two months) and he found it amazing how people who cheated him in business where all opposite signs. He being a water sign and all cheated persons where Air and fire. He went on explaining it with famous celebrities(actually a lot of celebrities) from Tom cruise, brad pit to donald trump. He is of opinion Air and water never works. This made me wonder about my relationship I being capricon a earth sign and my Girlfriend being Aries a fire sign. It is really hard at times we love each other so much that we began to hurt each other and we broke up. After 2and half years we restarted our thing and it is still hard, even after am doing lot of conciousness work. What do you guys think about it.

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Iam trying my maximum to be genuine i don't lie these days. and i want this to work. other thing i noticed about myself about all my past relationships are all women vanished from my life just like air, and i being grounded never went behind them, or felt like needed them, but iam fed up with these coming and going of women in life, i want this girl or any other girl who comes next to stay, not leave me just like that.

Nice post, gave me hopes for upcoming entrance exams for film studies.

So its close to two years when i accepted i have smart phone addiction. But still i use it for hours. When i sit for meditation i will switch off data usage after completing meditation i put it on. Again switch it off doing kriyas then after completing i put it on and check watsaap, yt etc. So i do like this and i sit infront of it most of time since i dont have job now as iam preparing for my film studies. Smart phone is taking most of time from me. I have a deep thirst for pd and as a escuse for that i watch pd videos of everyone from leo to rsd max videos on YT. And not seeing It feels like some pd information will be missed that will be the magic pill for my problem. I already have knowledge of 80% of things with pd, and havent taken use of 10% still i crave for more knowledge. Yeah so i have a stupid smart phone addiction. So, did u guys had smart phone addiction and how u get rid of it?

Thank you for your response. I always thought like i had a awesome childhood. See i was comparing my childhood with that of those kids who had no food,shelter,clothes etc. But reading this chapter i realised no that is not the case. Many flashes of old days came like how my self expression was supressed, how my desires and needs where supressed and many more. That 24 questions really gave me a hard time. After that i opened up with a close friend of mine all the things without any shyness, it was like i was expressing myself fully, after talking with her i was really exhausted. Have to check that questions once again today.