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  1. @Leo Gura How do you personally deal with demons? I have a friend who is interested in the spiritual path and she also wants to try psychedelics, specially lsd. But im scared she might go crazy since she says demons have spooked them in dreams and recently at her house. She is paranoid and is scared of getting stuck in a serious bad trip, specially with some demonic entity who might trick her into comitting suicide.
  2. You have some hidden belief/thought filtering your view of God as alone, lol. Too much fears or social traumas. Awakening does not feel alone, that is a human idea. When I experienced my awakenings I felt amazing and free. No words to describe it. No God, nor alone. Just. BLISSFUL SUPREME BEING (Silent Truth) in pure ecstatic freedom. In fact I didnt wanted to go back into the dream. I was mad that I kinda had to in order to survive. I suggest you heal and awaken meditating first. Quit the forum to cleanse those filters and then after being a clear blank, maybe take psychedelics again without expectations. This tends to happen to the majority of people who awaken on psychedelics while magnifying their inner false beliefs and have not awakened first by the natural way through meditation and removing all lenses. Dont try to fly without learning how to walk properly. Reading osho can also help you get a proper context of truth. Remember truth is the natural way. Ego ways are the unnatural way for survival. Its your ego trying to trick you back into its false ways. You are in reverse but not used to it. It takes some time to adapt.
  3. Hey guys, Is there any difference in smoking natural vs synthetic dmt? My dealer just got this and I was thinking on trying it with a pipe. Dont know about the quality. By the way, what are the risks involved with getting into dmt first time? How much would you suggest trying? I dont wanna get so high I blow my ego. I got stuff to do.
  4. Its all on the framing. You literally need to practice framing interactions as you will. Start framing interactions with average people where you dont feel its risky. The essence for having success when approaching is embodying a good vibe. You need to communicate chillness like its completely normal to talk to stranger. You have to talk to them like they are family. Then they can accept that frame and meet you there. You need to be chill and light. No need to do a long conversation. Just say some stuff, chit chat and go. Parks with dogs and stores is where you can practice that first. By the way man, can you pm me? I would like to ask you something @Chives99
  5. Why do my eyes color and size change when high? And my face too?
  6. @Schizophonia xD Thats probably similar to how you would look being enligthened. The crestfallen face might be a sign of suppressed sadness.
  7. @ZenSwift Store them all in glass, including weed and mushrooms. Lsd should stay in your wallet.
  8. @JosephKnecht Yeah, but my face changes drastically. I guess its because of all the egoic tensions in the face/head. It kinda makes sense that tapping into the life force should make you look brigther/shinier and more alive than the egoic zombie state. @Fluran Yes What also makes you look different on psychedelics is the release of suppressed divine feminine and sexuality, which changes your auric look. Lips and cheeks turn rose. And hair becomes thinner/straight.
  9. @Thought Art ?
  10. Guys, Do you know any good sources or books for truly discovering your past lives?
  11. @Someone here Thats what I want to know. If thats even real. If its real, it would give me alot of overall clarity. Im asking because theres too much about it to waste ur time on what would work. lol. @IDressMyDog Okay. What would you recommend me to read?
  12. @eggopm3 Tusi is a colombian/venezuelan drug. Rich kids from there are the ones who use it. I just wanna try it once. Here its own song
  13. Has anyone here tried Tusi? Not 2CB. I know its a mixture of stuff but i got many people and friends telling me its awesome. I got a high quality package and im curious on trying it. More for the erotic sense and having sex with great music. I might see if I can get something spiritual out of it too.
  14. @Leo Gura Lmaoo @Girzo Yeah, Its dmt in changa for pipe. I might try micro smoking it. What did you personally experienced on your first dmt trip?
  15. I mean to the point that you can get chopped and remain unreactive. Jesus or Rama level. Krishna supposedly killed vasudeva just for telling him he is not God. And claimed he is the supreme personality. Seems to me like krishna low key had some ego complexes too. How did you get to mastered it and what has been your hardest trial?
  16. Have you guys tried this type of LSD? Any difference?
  17. The best cope for fomo and jelousy is purification of inner crap. The only down side of purification is that then you are going to get envied and hated more by big negative egos. For example that bully. If you purify yourself, and he sees your innocent non reaction, he will envy you even if you dont beat him. He will realize, why tf this guy is so untouched, happy and ignores me even after loosing. My teasing also doesnt works on him. He will get insecure and hate you till death. And if you beat him in a humble non caring way, rip for him.
  18. @thepixelmonk @Pudgey Thanks. Just bought a cube to try. 300 ug. Its more expensive btw.
  19. The split is starting to get serious and will affect everyone on a collective level without exception next year. I can already feel my ego changing inside. Im loosing my ability to manipulate as I used to. Ego is becoming more solid with the new solar flashes. Purity(Love) will be your last key. Get ready to reorganize your life before it gets insane from the inside out. And before nations (putin) loose their head with nukes. "12 Because of the increase of wickedness, the love of most will grow cold, 13 but the one who stands firm to the end will be saved. 14 And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all nations, and then the end will come. Mathew 24:12-14
  20. @Bojan V Right now you are either descending or ascending! The 3D and 5D is getting drastically opposite. If you are extremely sensitive you will see this increasing drastic opening between the two going on. Huge difference of perception. There will be no more in between, you will have to choose at the last moment.
  21. If your desire for truth is so big that you are willing to die in all the sense of the word, no karma can stop you.
  22. Can someone explain to me what is he trying to say here about reality through this insight? He is trying to share it, but its too deep https://open.spotify.com/track/4t7PSKQggaDtEPCCCEUFC0?si=xR2JrGqERwesWZ80o6jciQ&utm_source=copy-link
  23. How do you deal with intimidating women? Its not only the men who are insecure, women want to be pampered aswell. I actually want to know how tf do you deal with girls that are attracted to you and talk to you confidently, but then get shy, super insecure and just make it more of a big deal than it has to be. Im not referring to looks in this case, but my personality. I used to lower my value and act more normal (adequate) but that just works to a certain point. Im getting tired and just wanna be fully me which is kinda intimidating because of how much freedom, passion, intelligence, peace, vitality (potential), love, sensuality, charisma, and self-intimacy I express. If I try to be kind and lovely with them they misinterpret it as weak nice guy...which is my natural way of being, very friendly. For which I have then to show what they can understand. Im getting tired of closing my self up for others. Is it possible to be born with such a unique personality that my only option might be fall in love with an alien? ?
  24. If you want to experience enligthenment from meditation you have to be all in. Meaning, the experiences I had came when I decided I was going to live for consciousness. All day aware of awareness, cutting all shit out and basically meditating all day long when in home. Repeat that for a month everyday. Be willing to die psychologicaly and physically even if you dont, only be willing. Thats how intense your love and desire for God should be. Only then he will naturally reveal itself to you. He is very subtle and is not for the arrogant. You need to humble that ego down. Psychedelics will show you God but wont let you stay there with him. Nothing feels better than having God consciousness flowing through you all day. But that only comes when your cup is empty.
  25. Archangel of love. My real name means "my secret is God" . God=Love.