OBEler

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  1. @KatiesKarma this is cruital to understand what happend to you. I need exact description what happend before during and after this strange Event where you saw impossible videos@KatiesKarma
  2. What Do you mean by that, can you elaborate?
  3. @John Iverson you can do that but it will be a full time job. I had obe s. It is very time consuming to produce one and not really rewarding at all. Not as a beginner
  4. @Leo Gura @Fluran I dont know how I would handle solipsism, no self, no others. Thats what I will discover when I go higher. I try it to understand these intellectually and I contemplate what that would mean for my life and how I would live after discovering this truth. I have too many attachments in my life. Could I still see my girlfriend the same way? Is her experience not there? I dont know..solipsism sounds for me like the worst nightmare comes true. Thats what hinders me to go further.
  5. @Fluran Thats good advice, thank you! I plugged yesterday (28 hours passed since last trip) 9 mg 5 meo Malt. And I got effects like I expected from 9 mg. I saw no light, no breakthrough but some good insights about importance of friendship and creation of thoughts. 5 meo Malt is like Leo said more softer. I had feeling of controlling this trip but I know in higher doses this will not be possible anymore.
  6. @Leo Gura ok maybe I need to try nasal spray then. Maybe the absorption there is more predictable I dont like it to prepare for a trip with low doses and random chance is 50% that I get effects or not
  7. @Derek White I think you have bias here. You cannot blame leo's teachings not working for you if you dont even do the practice. He said over and over again that you cannot understand his work then when he has deeper topics. "What they do and what Leo does is experience some insight in the psychedelic state and then make conclusions from that and speak about it after from memory." Nope. Truth can stay. It might not stick with one or two insights but after many awakenings you will experience reality from truth. You need to embody and integrate the insights on psychedelics then it will happen. No one here said just take psychedelics and thats it. Contemplation and Integration work after are cruitial. You have a very shallow perspective on psychedelics, but thats not a surprise for someone who never took one.
  8. @Fluran it cannot be measurement. Dosage is very accurate. I use 1,5 mg scopes and weight always the same. With my eyes I also can see that 3 mg is not 6 mg. Mood was always the same. I am stable. Only difference is, that I tripped together with someone else vs alone. When I did 6 mg alone two times I felt nothing.
  9. @Leo Gura hmmm Peter Ralston says the same I think. You and Peter Ralston are then on a same level when it comes to this specific Issue. Got to read his book again
  10. @Leo Gura Yeah I think here lies the misunderstanding. You talk about awakening which is 100% direct, but sometimes you talk about abstract perspectives. Peter Ralston switches also between these two. So if someone has a spiritual question, it can be answered from the perspective of awakening or with abstract perspectives. Abstract perspectives are fantasys, but might be true (some of them never can be validated) . Awakening perspective is 100% true always. I hope I got it
  11. @Yimpa as a function in my ego-mind or as "real" people with their thoughts, experiences etc even if I as little ego cannot see them right now?
  12. @Leo Gura ok I see the misunderstanding here I think, you wont talk here about an abstract meta perspective. I can see from an abstract meta point of view that all this is possible. You dont want to choose the meta perspective
  13. @Leo Gura ok your claim is, that your little human perspective is all there is. So if you as Leo in his bubble doesnt perceive Ralston, Ralston doesnt exist at all. For no one. Not even in Gods infinite mind. Your limited perspective is all there is.there is no trick that in your subconscious mind or somewhere else in reality Ralston is existing. But you also said in infinity of gods, that there exist other infinite sovereign gods. So Ralston could co-exist as one of them. So could it not be that you as God split yourself into infinite gods and they all coexist in God and they all syncronize. So if God 1 with avatar Leo pretends not to perceive God 2 with Avatar Peter, Peter still exists, even when Leo cannot perceive him. But God 1 can, which is syncronized with all other Gods. It's just that God 1 tricks his Avatar Leo not to perceive Peter. But he is there, the whole time in God 1 and also in God 2. As an analogy: Why not like a multiplayer online game where everyone is a programmer (God) and has a self developed game. This game could be anything. But this self developed game can be played with others if they all have a similar game with similar graphic and level Design developed by themselves alone and are syncronized and up to date with each other. they then coexist together in a virtual game on a meta level but each programmer is still complete sovereign. He can create everything He wants. He just decided not to do so. So this example shows that it is possible to be sovereign (you developed your game yourself) but still on a meta level coexist with others (they build similar game like your and they all mirror each other). I think on your infinity of gods video you gave this analogy too.
  14. @Leo Gura @Leo Gura @Leo Gura From the quote it should be clear what the biggest difference is between you and ralston, I highlighted it ("But that is really about your experience, not a universal reality") You think, that if you dont perceive Peter Ralston in your limited human perspective, he doesnt exist at all. Not for you, not for me, not for Peter Ralston and not in the whole universe. He is deleted from shared reality and universally gone. Peter Ralston says something complete different: even if something is not in his experience, then yes it then does not exist for him at all. But it exists from the universal perspective. Here is the link to the post:
  15. @Leo Gura @Leo Gura There was a thread a while ago about a forum member asking Ralston about solipsism. A part of his answer: "Clearly, I am a function of your imagination because you've never even met me and so make up all sorts of things you imagine are me or true of me. But that is really about your experience, not a universal reality, and again it is not relevant, except for knowing that you are making stuff up. Oh, by the way, either Leo is wrong or you misunderstood or misrepresented his communication. In either case, reducing such matters to a conclusion and a mythical story only serves to distract from any reality that might be true. Only direct consciousness makes a difference." He has clearly a complete different standpoint than you, or is here a misinterpretation? How could you see him on same level of awakening like you if you contradic each other so strong?
  16. @tuku747 what Do you think about his sentences, is this oneness: "How hard is it to look at your loved ones and know they're just an illusion, just like the body and flesh you see in the mirror. When I first realized this, I was crying for a good hour."
  17. @integral @Fluran@Fluran 7 days. 5vmeo malt has 24 hours tolerance or even less. I know that because I gave my girlfriend first time 4,5 mg (she had very strong effect) and on next day 6 mg (She had her strongest breakthrough ever on this)
  18. @Fluran what did you experience on 15g malt? And cam you explain why sometimes 6 mg kick as strong as 15 mg and sometimes not at all?
  19. @Leo Gura if you are interested in kechari mudra, look at one of our forum member here who has a great 5 meo dmt/malt youtube channel and claims that he reaches more deeper states with kechari mudra than taking 5 meos. He even operated his tounge for this benefit:
  20. @LSD-Rumi burned out is a heavy thing. You loose energy to do something and you are angry about yourself that you cannot do things as usual anymore , which makes you even more burned out. This happens to people who normally need to perform constantly on high level and have high goals for themselves. But then some events happen (e.g. health/relationship problems) and you fail to be productive but you really want to be productive so you give more and more energy into something but you fail even deeper. This burns you out slowly and at the end you even cannot go out of your house. I have helped someone personality to fully recover from this. But it took over a year (more about 2 to 3 years). This Person could not even go to the Supermarket for months, so it was heavy burnout
  21. @Derek White did you tried psychedelics? Which and how often?
  22. @bensenbiz 5 years of talk therapy is sometimes needed for some people here to cure their victim mentality. A Phone call would be not enough
  23. @Leo Gura can you tell a bit more about your health Issue journey? Is it still this autoimmune disease? Could psychedelics not help here? A lifestyle change is hard in your age. I am same age and recognize how difficult it is. Just major events can push you for change
  24. @Arthur I thank you very much for your Trip reports! Great deep insights although you did not have a breakthrough. Were you meditation with Eyes opened or closed?
  25. @r0ckyreed Yeah but my ego did not invented the iPhone. God did and I can experience gods invention.