OBEler

nice post, welcome to this forum. But dont start seeing leo as a guru, What exactly is the point of this thread? There is already another post discussing the blog post

@Leo it sounds like you are dismissing duality. Are you really dismissing duality or do you just want us to be more open minded, more curious about this non duality stuff? It sounds to me you start a war against duality, like alle these people who are living in dualistic world are delusional,. My brother lived the first 15 years of his life in non duality, then his perspective shifted and he was living in duality since then. He was totally shocked as this happened. When I switch to non duality, maybe I will be shocked, too? How do I know if I like non duality? What I know is, that I love to live in duality. I have the perfect life. Should I still pursue non duality?

Hello there, I have already some experience on AL-LAD and my plan is to trip 10 times on AL-LAD, each aroud 150-200 microgram. My goals with this plan is mainly spiritual: to grow a lot, to get insight, to purify me, to help me being more conscious even during the day. To come closer to god On the day offs I meditate for 30 minutes and do some pranama exercises. My question is, should I open or close my eyes during the trip? Personally I like more eyes closed during meditation. I feel save here. But I ask me if I get more out of a trip if I open my eyes. Can I experience all the spiritual stuff like non dualty also with eyes closed? What is better in your opinion? Are there some dangers?

@outlandish Thanks for your answer. I plan to lie on my bed with closed eyes and just be. But I agree with you that AL-LAD is more open eyed type of a drug Maybe I plan different settings. I never tripped alone on the beach, would this work with AL-LAD? Or could this be too much of visual experience? like the whole ocean is breathing, this would be scary just thinking about

Why nobody named ALLAD already? it is maybe the most easiest psychedelic to handle(on normal dosis)

another one who doesnt talk from experience, just repeat what his guru says. lol. What value has your post? This topic was already discussed in other early topics, so no need to open an extra one

@Matt8800 how did you met your inner guru? How can you differentiate which is your ego and which is your inner guru? Back to topic: Osho said it is up to you, meditate or take drugs.Both leads to results. just drugs have side effects so osho concluded meditation is better. But Osho further elaborates that if in future there would be drugs without side effect, it could help some people. Some people go to church, every weekend, some people take lsd on weekend, he said.

@FractalFlux Wooah...I have tears in my eyes, did not trip one year after my last lsd trip. Took 200 microgram , Setting was not good I was not in nature but in house just want your experience...what do you do regulary for spiritual practices?

THANK YOU!!!! Must be a lot of work Latex looks also nice

@Joker_Theory naaah ...your logic is too simple.

google sleep paralysis. The body sleeps, the mind is awake.

@Leo Gura You said one time, every people in this world should experience 5 meo dmt. Would you also say this for DPT? Assuming you prepared yourself for this through spiritual exercises high enough. Or is this substance just for people who really want to understand reality very deep

I dont understand right now what is meant by this? God-Perspective: Consciousness/God/Nithingness/Whatever created reality. So there is a reality. If this reality is material, non material, nothing, everything, consciousness, energy, light, love should not matter right now. There is a reality. Human Perspective: We humans live in Gods reality he created. We are not capable of experience reality fully, just with our 5 senses and our limited human mind. We add our imaginations/projections on top of it. So what we experience is reality in some distorted way. But it is not pure fantasy. The map is not the territory but the map somehow has connections to the territory, otherwise it would be useless. So what you experience is not just what you imagine with your ego mind. If a human being puts his hands on a hot plate in this 3d reality, it burns his skin. What there happend to this human being is not fully imagined by the ego from human perspective (even though the mind plays a big role on how strong it burns). Or does it just mean following: What you (God) experience (as a human being) is what you (God) imagine ? I am totally confused by some of leos and other spiritual guru sentences because I cannot grasp in which context and from which perspective they speaks right now. Please clarify

You mean: one cant eat the cake and have it

Please elaborate, what do you think Jesus could be if he was not a human being? Do you think he was a evolution step ahead, a new species of human being, like from ape to human -> from human to superhuman through mutation? After all he had a human birth

DPT is legal in germany until july. Then it will be sceduled

ask your mate tom, he went through astral surgery and it really helped him. he said this in a comment so he doesnt talk about it in his videos https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXSF1F_RFRUVNXX4QmB6vmw/videos

I think the black magic your brother is talking about could be real. I heard of astral surgery and it helped someone who had a bad trip with ibo and lost his soul or whatever. Now he is total fine Let your brother speak here, even if he sounds deluded it could be a real part in it.

Thank you for sharing your experience. Interesting that you think it could be dangerous to other spiritual techniques. Could yoz elaborate? I am from Germany and also interested in Reiki but dont know where to find a good one

What exercise did you do when it happend? How long do you yoga already? Thanks for sharing your experiences!

@Paul Almost everybody says this, sadghuru for example, leo also. I have my own personal experience also. Another example from an interesting interview lately posted in this forum: So reality is a paradox, not logical.I think your logical conclusons limit you. Your little human brain cannot grasp reality with logic. Furthermore you hold on false beliefes which seems so true for you right now, It will pass. Because truth will at the end destroy false beliefs. So count on that there is truth out there which is too good to be true, you just did not realized it yet Your kundalini may be activated. I highly recommend the kundalini book I told you. The process is well defined, after dark nights there is bliss. but then some dark nights come again, but I think you went really through the hardest part so it will be better. Many tips are there how to endure dark nights Welcome the dark nights, you will grow A LOT when you go out of it and you will be rewarded so keep going, So much change right now in your life, that is a good sign

@Paul92 I read all your latest posts and I see a lot of growth in you lately. Everyone knows that they live as individual souls. So some nasty zen masters concentrate only on the message "You dont exist". Because the other thing is total clear. Should a zen master teach other people: " Hey did you know, you are an individual being and you exist?" You exist as God and you exist as individual soul (yes a part WITH God, not AS God. As a real human being) at the same time. This is paradox, but it is the most perfect solution to this whole universe. You are immortal (God) and mortal (Paul). So as Paul, take life serious and dont throw it away.

@Paul92 how was the talk with the girl from the church about god? Right now I think you are a little bit trapped in ideologies called solipsism and nihilism, your mind tries to contextualize your experience. Have faith that you can get out of it,. Then slowly come back to spirituality when you are grounded. It will be better and better. @Leo Gura lately some people here in this forum go a bit nihilistic and solipsistic. Even though you adressed this problem already in many videos like that video about ideology, maybe it could help here or in one another video to clarify whats going on

3 steps to enlightenment: 1. The mountain is a mountain 2. The mountain is not a mountain 3. The mountain is a mountain again Give yourself time to find out. Everyone goes through this process. There is delusion, confusion and craziness on the way. Illusion will be reality again and when it comes back you will love reality 1000 times more. Take deep breaths and have faith

@Paul92 I feel you! Evn when I did not experienced your situation exactly I can understand you, because of same thoughts. I think you are in dark night of the soul. I researched a lot after grounding mysellf and intellectually (not from experience) I understand we are one and also separated individual human beings. both is real! From the very recommended book of Jana dixon biology of kundalini: "The Die-offs/dark nights are a “biochemical process” which secondarily brings about the dissolution of the operational personality structure for “a period of time”. The brain is undergoing such a catastrophic neurological meltdown and renewal, that the ego personality and functionality is temporarily completely non operational. Depending on ones inner resources at the time and whether one is essentially imbued with a biological faith or has a tendency to fear, depression and self-hatred—this will determine whether the incapacitation is navigated positively or simply adds to the burden of an already diffcult life. The psychologicalemotional story one gives to interpret this autogenic “biological” event, is secondary to the chemistry, and yet is absolutely key to whether one can use the down cycles to further ones spiritual growth, or simply cause an escalation of our primary suffering." "The Die-off’s in particular should be regarded with awe and gratitude as very good news. They don’t last long and we do not transform without them. The old must die for the new to be reborn. So the highs and lows of the kundalini cycle should be celebrated equally" Hope you will recover, take care of your body and mind. eat clean and do sport, take supplements like fishoil, magnesium, vitamin d3 to ground yourself first. No spiritual stuff so that it will not confuse u more. Then when u feel ok slowly get back to spirituality. let me know how u feel after month.