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@EmptyVase Hell of a Jesus spotting there sir. And thanks, but the 4g’s of shrooms probably had some influence. Not that I recommend taking shrooms and mini biking through the woods as that would be a very dumb & irresponsible thing to do out of the vortex. Also noticed… there’s absolutely no time to look behind. No point in it either.

@SamC Seen 9 Perfect Strangers yet? On Hulu I think.

Time is like calories. Ample clarity arises of the accounting.

Gotta do what you want for you so to speak. It’s not like there’s a limited source of creating, or a limited number of insights. Sometimes we get thinkin that way though, as if there’s limited x, y or z. It’s really the you factor that matters. Nothing is said in any videos which wasn’t already said by countless teachers / speakers already. It’s really the experience of it for you, and from you, which is the sweetness.

Make a dreamboard.

@Gianna Oneness is not quite the same as not-two, or nonduality. And yet it’s also the same. It’s (possibly) spiritual ego, or, a new identity based on experience as compared to the previous identity based on bodymind & thoughts (past, etc). And also it’s not. Sometimes too it’s just spiritual shorthand or laymen’s terms. And yet also it’s not. And then there’s believing you’re God.

@free123 Brother, do yourself a favor and drop all of those sources of influence. They are steering you very wrong. I wish you the absolute best.

It’s not hard to swallow, these are theories one lets go of in meditation. The “others are exceptional, talented, gifted, etc” theory is likewise false & misleading (just thoughts).

@levani What was previously believed to be “a body “ is infinite intelligence (actual wisdom). You could say this is fully realized when you let go of the ‘inner bodies’ to the most subtle (love-bliss).

It’s a false notion. Stop doubting yourself. Paradox is when two seemingly conflicting things are actually true. You actually got it. Again, stop doubting yourself. You’re on fire brother. Gotta stop doubting your own insights.

Values just a thought, like nonexistence.

I understand, really. Find it though. Get literal. Point to it. What if… you’re wrong? Not you’re wrong per se, but you got something wrong. What if, you actually love craving?

@SQAAD Point to where this good feeling is coming from. Not the stuff… the feeling itself. Point to it.

@roopepa ?? “spirituality”. A lot like “science”. If you’ve yet to… dreamboard. This place is magic af.

How profound? Profound enough that there isn’t anyone looking for or experiencing truth?

I’d look more into realestate if you’re interested, leaving preconceived notions behind. Borrowing money to invest in the market is not only not a mathematically viable idea, regulation actuality prohibits brokers from doing it for you. (Reference is to credit, not all loans). I mentioned before that you didn’t really know what you want. You are now more knowing what you want. It’s money. You are yet to connect the dots on doing what you love, making content, and how to hook people in to ‘establish & grow your base’. No one who has done so is being honest with you in how they did it, and you’re too honest & innocent to notice or realize this. You gotta learn to relax the bodymind so you keep probing without tensing, rather than ‘throwing your hands up’ so to speak. <- that is how you’re ending up going down these whacky desperate idea roads (investing credit). When you have more questions, unanswered concerns in your strategizing… keep asking questions! Don’t stop until you’re crystal clear and understand everything on your mind, every arising question.

This can be aligned, cleared up to the tune of liberation right now. You didn’t feel any fear. You’re labeling feeling fear & believing it. Notice the conflict: the realization all thoughts are… just thoughts. But… the thought “fear” is held apart as unique, special, or as an exception. Right there… you and fear. That’s a thought. Only in believing that first thought “fear”, then there is the following thought… “This is all fucking unreal”. That thought feels off, because it is off. But, you are missing this guidance of feeling, because you are believing the thought, “fear”. You are compounding this with the indirect thought that you are a ‘separate self’ which ‘get’s the fear here’, and ‘maybe should stop’. When this occurs point to the ‘fear’, point to the ‘I who should stop’. When you realize you can’t, it helps realize clearly it’s because you’re thinking there are these things, but upon actually checking there is not. The prior two thoughts (I get the fear & this is all unreal) feel off but weren’t scrutinized or let go. So that thought narrative, being believed, continues… and it is believed there is this one who is scared. Then there is the plan to ‘overcome it’. ‘It’, is actually, thoughts about an it, and not, an it. If you are the one focusing, who or what is ‘the one who is scared’ which could be ‘overcome’? (It’s just thoughts). Likewise, there is no ‘one who’s mental health hasn’t been the best over the years’. That’s a thought which can only ever arise ‘in the now’. The thought is about a you & a past, which feels off, because there is not a you & a past. These thoughts feel off… don’t justify them with self referential stories (more mental activity). Just listen to the feeling and be humbled by it. Then you’re adding another thought to the thought story of ‘you’ in time, with the past, etc, ‘who has DP/DR’ now, and you’re looking for someone else to support & validate what you believe you’ve defined. But nothing was defined, nothing happened, nothing is wrong at all. Open up to the possibility you’ve got it perfectly backwards. There is absolutely no problem whatsoever with “the black abyss”. It’s the thought….”I felt fear” which is way, way off. I can only imagine how this sounds but for the sake of your well being… you’ve gotta stop listening to these people man. You’ve gotta stop listening to & believing anyone & everyone’s “fear theories”. Let other people believe whatever they want to. Allow them their space. That’s their business, as Byron Katie says. It’s like you stub your toe and want to realize the truth of this pain, so you go find confirmation of it & strategies on what to do from everyone. But the fear is a thought in the first place. Incredibly humbling that the mind can be so off, but, it is. When those thoughts are let go (attention brought back to feeling breathing from the stomach), then the mind has the opportunity & possibility of realizing what it ‘itself’ is made of. This does not and can not occur while the mind is focusing on content which has not truth whatsoever. (Fear, me which has it, & unreal).

If infinite is infinite, there isn’t any thing to be had. No ways, no perspectives, etc.

@Rilles Yep, 1g’s a good start. Enjoy!

@Manusia Riding a motorbike down a lot of skinny paths lately and like to go as fast as possible. Noticing the pinnacle thrill is when the bike is full throttle, giving it every bit it’s got, and there is quite literally no time to focus on tree’s I want to avoid, only on openings. Even thinking about turning, even the turning in & of itself is delayed. Realizing it’s really all in the leaning. The hands, etc, the whole body and the bike follow the lean. This particular bike has smaller fatter wider tires than most. Takes the sting out of a lot of bumps, but they don’t do so well in sand. In the sand, the tires have a tendency to slide side to side slipping in & out of tracks that were already there. I notice though, when I make a new tire track, no slipping & sliding at all.

You don’t know that.

The question what is alchemy is the ultimate testimonial of your alchemy.

@caelanb From a spiritual lens there was always the option to eat like everyone else, and even meditatively. The hurried eating wasn’t caused by them but by choosing not to eat. Again, spiritually speaking, spiritual smell is related to truth & vibration, similar to the stomach issues and identity beliefs or attachments. There’s no need to reverse it, as in the experiential symptoms. Reverse your perspective in terms of role. Imagine how heartbreaking it would be to have to resort to taking things away from your kid to get them to eat. Feel the love behind that and your nose will clear up. Use a neti pot in the shower every morning to help it along. And neurology didn’t change, nothing got ‘messed up’. Neurology is only change. Really getting to the root… nothing happened ‘years ago’ which causes this stress. A repeating perspective is arising now which feels discordant. Change it such that it feels aligned with truth.

@Rubywoo He isn’t blind and does want to open his eyes.

@Rubywoo Material / survival / game / parts…?