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@Shakazulu I would suggest making a list of what you want in life, and looking at it every day. Then going to the wedding and experiencing how the opportunity to sync up keeps presenting itself. Universe is weird that way. Or don't go. It's just a wedding.

@cavedraw1 Ime, anonymous or onymous aren't descriptive of the experience of oneness. The twoness is it's fantasy, that's nonduality. (God would be the second thing from your perspective in your post.) Rather than a God which assesses and judges and sees separation, I can only affirm to experiences of all is love to the question about spirituality. To experience the oneness, there is the giving up of the idea I am something else. The physiological realization of this is my connotation of what is referred to as the experience of ego death, synonymous with love. Godspeed on your journey! Great question.

Do nothing else. It's waiting as we speak.

@Samra Peru has been on my compass for years. I appreciate your taking the time to share this. ❤️

Contact, is all it takes. -Sammy Hagar

It might help to go back and assess where the idea of God started for you. Maybe someone told you about God, and you can realize it's a thought / belief that there is something seperate from you.

@Emre All is love. You have no idea what I've experienced. None. If you see someone without pain, you assume they have not had painful experiences like you. Allow the possibility that they have, and have transcended it. When you're in the movie (relativity) , it's real and sometimes it's unfair and hurtful. When you step outside the movie (absolute) , you gain the experience / perspective that it is a movie (only relative). Have you ever watched a scary movie? You get a little scared. You go outside that night, and you have the 'it's scary' filter on. The next day, the "it was just a scary movie" is on. Lives are no different. The difficulty is in accepting that the truth is so mind blowingly amazingly awesome, because the illusion, the movie you're in, is so unbelievably convincing. It is just a movie and I am not actually the actor. All is well.

@Achilles My only psych experience is shrooms. (Make tea don't eat them) If someone asked me your question out of the blue, I'd suggest they meditate and eat well and be able to hold their focus on all is well by default, and then they are ready. I feel that insulates a foundation for a 'good trip', which to me, means the love will fill them and all of their knowledge will clarify and become insights, epiphanies, and revelations allowing a physical experience of the not physical that they really are. Research starting small and building the does over monthly increments. Have the right atmosphere, for me that's outdoors / nature. Have the right trip sitter or somewhat experienced trip partner, or at least a partner who is not battling any self issues. That person should also have their foundation in place. Prep the trip too. Have happy silly songs ready. Etc. Eat raw that day, and don't eat for a couple hours beforehand. Prime yourself for a few days before the trip with some Leo infinity vid's, some Abraham, some Matt Kahn, some Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, etc. I could be wrong, but I don't think your family had problems with using psychedelics responsibly to accelerate allowance / connection of love - to experience reality directly. It's likely they were using drugs in the complete opposite direction, to reinforce superiority of self / fill a love hole with physical highs. If I'm accurate here, it would probably serve you well to contemplate the distinction for a bit. Good luck man. Try to enjoy the uncertainty. It's an adventure.

@Emre you are absolute love. All physical is relative to all physical, and relative to the absolute because there is no physical. It's all love. Without you, there is no relativity.

Thank you

@ansimuz thoughts, emotions, personality, atoms, quantum physics, all part of an illusion.

it's a repeated thought, for some.

@Amit I meant if you say it's impossible, then it's impossible. It took me 20 years and psych's. Good luck man. Don't stop.

@Amit then it's impossible

@Akshay I mean this in the nice way, but, it's ok, nobody cares. I wasn't asking what you said and did. I asked who was in your dream and what are you. I will go fuck off now. Peace bro.

@Arkandeus thanks! -1/0

@Akshay who was in your dreams and what are you?

@Akshay they're showing you that you're thinking so hard you can't answer two simple questions.

Great post. I am delusional as well. High five.

@Akshay who was in your dream and what are you?

Enlightenment is nothing. It comes from nowhere. There is no such thing as nothing and nowhere. It's hard to admit, but you have no experience being born, or dying, or being anything other than One. Anything to the contrary is just a thought. People who don't know refer to the Big Bang, the universe, matter, etc. One day, those will be revealed to you as punchlines, and it's very, very funny.

I understand where you're coming from and why you ask that, but my story is not relative really. Just committ to your story. Meditate every day when you wake up. Then again in the afternoon. When you notice thoughts, just return your focus to your breathing. Practice breathe awareness 24/7. Eat healthy. Get in shape. Transcend thinking, to awareness. You are a student of letting go now. It's a life long art. You're an artist now.

@zenjen ??

@zenjen the first thing you do is get the guns out of your house. Get them back later when you're stable. Then start focusing on what you want. Don't focus on fear or you'll experience more of it. Congrats on the breakthrough!!! Write on a piece of paper right now. Write down how you feel. Describe it as much as you can. Write down how you feel about the future, etc. Look at that piece of paper every morning. It will help you keep that state of mind going. Good luck man!!! Please talk to the forum, or message me, or anyone, in the future, instead of the gun thing. Also, call them, they are highly trained. It's highly likely they lost someone and that is what led them to that job. They are there because they want to help you.