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@cetus56 surely not a coincidence, the day I learned, a band I’ve loved for years, named themselves after some of the first recorded sighting of ufo’s. Weird af but surely not a coincidence.

@cetus56 aren’t we all! ?

@Weltschmerz you are afraid of the dark. try to realize that you are the light.

It’s so easy to adopt the belief that we are all in one reality. we are not

@faith try to realize you are creating your own suffering. No perspective is true. Not mine. Not yours. Write what you want to feel you are on a piece of paper, hang it on the wall, read it as many times a day as you can. A week from now, let me know how sweet the momentum is. spoiler; it’s very sweet. ❤️

@BobbyLowell because we are all the absolute experiencing relativity. A very wise man once said “And I wonder, when I sing along with you, if anything could ever feel this real forever, if anything could ever be this good again.” I’m never, ever, ever, going to say when. Ever.

@phoenix666

When I realized that all of the western religion I grew up in was not spirituality. It very opposite. When I saw that I am indeed at the root of any suffering. When I realized that not one person (me too) in the world has ever known anything. The first time I witnessed another person walking and talking but yet completely asleep at the same time. literally asleep. Like they had zero memory of this. wtf? When I realized our thoughts change our genes and dna. When I learned that amount of visual muscle does not equal amount of physical strength. When I learned the statistics of the healthiest weight per one’s height. When I learned what false flags are, and that they happened large scale. When I learned of the men’s rights movement. First I laughed at it. Then got mindfucked. When I learned that I was in a paradigm. Still am of course. Thank you for that little nugget Leo. Mind blown. When I learned the earth is giving off a measurable MHz frequency, and I am too. WHen I realized what the lyrics to Fucking Hostile were actually saying, after having listened to that song a hundred times already. When I realized all there is is what I’m aware of. When I realized I am alone. Gripping. When I realized Nihilism is part of a process. When I realized I had been pointing to nothing at all in terms of evidence that I was my body / brain. When I realized that all sound and communication is based on an agreement of meaning by me & the ‘hearer’, and also as me as the sayer and me as the hearer. That meaning is as real as unicorns and fairies. The first time I saw all the light coming from all ‘living’ things. Total mindfuck. The first time I saw someone’s aura. The first time I wrote a song, and I as a person, did not write it. Previously, I thought people said that to show humbleness. Solid mindfuckery. Side note, spell check offers nothing for mindfuckery. (Appropriately) When I first witnessed how I am experiencing the matching ‘frequency’ of me in all things, all the time. That baseline relativity or whatever we’d like to call it. Our ‘vibrational point of attraction’. The first time I saw a ufo. Wtf? “There’s really ufo’s?” Wtf? The first time I saw one with someone else. That was like a double triple mindfuck. We just kept looking at each other saying what the actual fuck. We were speechless otherwise. It just sat there above us. I felt like all three of us where what the fucking really hard. My current most cherished mindfuck is when Leo pointed out that I was conflating. I had never heard that word before. I paused my entire life and looked into it for a couple weeks. Psychics, Reiki, solo retreat, shroomed on it, contemplated. Holy. Fucking. Mindfuck. When I saw that my wife and kids (and everyone for that matter) are the same entity. That mindfuck lasted for almost a week. When I spent a regular Friday night with my friends and experienced how they are all facets of me / the one. Tears of joy and whatthefuckness nonstop. I had to walk down the street cause I couldn’t stop laughing and crying. The first time, in that same respect, a total stranger just checked out and started talking as the one, and then their person ‘came back’ like nothing happened. I’m used to it now, but that first one was a solid two day mindfuck. In my current paradigm, the king of all my mindfucks, is that I have not yet experienced another human, face to face, who is aware they are me, though I am aware I am them.

@Ryan_047 something to consider....Siddhartha could not prove a single thing to you. Jesus could stand in front of you, give you are personal sermon, and convince you of nothing. The miracle is that you actually are the one. It would be impossible for anything to be forced into you. Are you getting a sense of what you’ve got to work with? Of how powerful you are? You can not be convinced. Like Leo said, that’s freedom. Pure freedom. Do with it what you will. It’s a gift of unimaginable magnitude. I suggest letting go of focus on relativity to self, and venturing into giving and experiencing love as deeply as possible with every breathe. If it’s about you, then there is nothing worthwhile. If it’s about what you can experience, that is infinite. I trust you will not believe me. I am of course, like everyone, only speaking from my own experience. I also am the one.

@phoenix666 omg so beautiful! Thank you for sharing! Al-Lad is in my vocabulary now and sure to flow right into my experience soon. (Only shrooms so far for me) And thank you Leo for suggesting the worth in trying more than just one psych. Hopefully I’ll have a report as beautiful and humbling as this one. ❤️

@Harvey that could mean anything. Care to elaborate on ‘life energy’?

@Dodo that could mean whatever to whoever. It’s qualia. In my current connotations, there is no such thing. I have only to be mindful of my consciousness. To me, a low consciousness person is ignoring spirituality and stubborn to consider they are creating their own suffering. So, to me, there is no such thing as authentic low consciousness.

@Richard Alpert insurance & financial planning, property rental, venture capitalist. These days I’m playing gigs and writing, and tripping balls on the miracle of ‘living’.

@Charlotte i can really relate. My parents are catholic and their emotional & physical suffering is shocking and perpetual. My brother works all the time, so i end up helping them a lot. They can’t see how they are behind their suffering and that is rough. The brownie is delicious though.

@BobbyLowell references to two different places in the processes and practices. Authentic self is to be mindful and free of low consciousness behavior, no self is an enlightening experience.

The nature of things is clever, tricky, and has a mind bending sense of humor. The illusion includes our thought trees and our seeds, wether we make a distinction between a thought and our experience or not.

there is nothing provable. i suggest those are questions for you. i do love you though. lol ❤️

@How to be wise you can start loving now, or you can procrastinate. I meditate, exercise, eat healthy, and love everything & everyone everyday. When I fall short, it’s because of me, so I learn and expand. Then I get back to it. You will either start with simple small changes towards wanted, or you will make things so hard for yourself that you have no choice but to begin the practices of health & spirituality. It will work out either way. The Path is obviously easier. You’re already making progress. You chose to try something new. Keep doing that. When you’ve had enough, punch out for the day. Be done. Sleep, meditate, focus on wanted life. Allow your meaning of ‘connection’ to develop and change. I love you, and good luck. You walked yourself into this, you can walk yourself out. Sometimes it sucks balls.

@Ryan_047 Some of the phases / processes I’ve been through in my life; everything matters a lot cause I have to make money, take care of my family, feed us, etc. Nothing matters because ultimately nothing matters. There is no ultimate point so why would I give a shit or bother at all. I’m stuck having to work and it blows. Nothing matters because I am eternal infinite love and I am unfathomably lucky to know that nothing matters. All pressure is off. All illusions others try to project onto me are gone. I can do anything I want simply for the enjoyment of doing it, because, ultimately, all is well, I am forever, and none of this means anything. Everything Is. I am a filter of matters / doesn’t matter. Whatever it is, it is.

@Natasha the consistency of your beauty is inspiring & encouraging to me.

You can’t deal with their negativity, it’s too contagious, only they can deal with themselves. To the extent you can, maintain your mindfulness and offer love and compassion, often that is silence. Increasing your consciousness is like getting the only brownie in the world. It’s delicious, but then you have to be careful not to think you can take everyone with you when you start noticing the gap. Just enjoy the brownie.

@faith shroom tea. Start small! Have fun! ❤️ Disclaimer; I’ve only tried the shrooms. Don’t eat em, make tea.

@John Iverson simmer them for 15 minutes, strain them, throw away the flesh. Add a tea bag and honey. START VERY SMALL. You don’t strike me as being ready in the first place, but who am I to even say really. Be careful. The shrooms themselves won’t harm your body, if they are the right ones to begin with, but the dumb shit people do can harm themselves.

@Alenka it’s hard because no one has as much data on this as you. Are you meditating daily? Strikes me like you are too into the illusion / life, and need some retreat / love / clarity. Ultimately, that is the only place you can get your answer. It would be all too easy for me or anyone to give the advice of - do what you want / what makes you happy. Don’t stay in a shitty relationship, don’t live where you are not happy

Do you feel like you’re right in the middle of the infinite love and the illusion of reality? Right where they meet, in the music? This song comes to mind. By referencing it, I know I’m tilting into the illusion, but...I feel like the lyrics are simple, and insubstantial....and then the wordless chorus - the simple sound that comes from the plight we all share, omg, it melts me every time. Just two humans in a room. No audience. And the laugh that come out of her at the end - nothing could have prevented that laugh. So beautiful.