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@LaucherJunge Hell ya man. How is it that there is anything at all? What the actual fuck, comes to mind.

@egoless you’re alone right now. The illusion is convincing though. In reality, you are so much infinite love that you’re dreaming this right now just as a means of sharing it.

@Rujan Mehar Bajracha I eat raw meal protein shakes and fruits and vegetables. I don’t know how many calories I eat a day, but it’s nowhere near the recommended 2,400. Probably half that. I run for 15-30 minutes and do a handful of bowflex ‘lifts’ every morning before meditating. I’m 6ft, weigh 155, and bench 310, 10 times. I’m not trying to chest bump here, lol. Just testimony to what you’re inquiring. I rarely even catch a cold. The funny thing about being One, is how ok it is. It’s really ok. There’s a new movie on Netflix about fasting you would dig, I bet. I think it’s called Fasting, not sure. People are routinely going 2-3 weeks on water only and curing incurable diseases. Not something we should do ourselves of course - without experienced people in a proper facility. The whole thing really is you. It actually is. You actually are the One. A change in my practice that led to this...inhale from within (not air from without), exhale goes through me and out. Years ago I ate blindly, was very overweight, unconnected, ignorant, and depressed. Not I’m just ignorant. Happy as shit though. You could not eat for however long. You could die too. Then you’d be without the veil, and you would see you never die. And guess what you’d do next? What you’re doing right now.

Just below all thinking, right under our noses, is the reality that is love. All illusion is relative questions & answers. All love is inspiration. When there is a question, the answer, the truth, is found alone, in silence, in inspiration.

@Dan94 Angry dad. I didn’t know it was contagious. I played through bleeding fingers. I found myself in the space between the notes. Got so callus, I couldn’t feel a thing. Didn’t care. Seeked, seeked, seeked. Lost and found my mind a dozen times. I bled all over everything. The peace is in silence. In Nothing. It’s in you and you alone. So, the practices.

@Preetom @Dan94 ?? I went Brian WIlson for years in a room with my guitar and caprice 24. So my advice is from the value of hindsight. Literally forgot my first name in madness and depression. Now, I play and sing and am legit not there / zoned / bliss. Hope it helps. Remember to stop and love right now. Always.

Suffering.

@Dan94 i find if i am solid and consistent on those things, what I want happens, and is quite enjoyable. The process always aligns me and gives me the clarity, and the questions disappear. Again, just opinion, but I get sucked into sorting the content, and often blow past the work at the root, on me.

@Dan94 merely one opinion.... foundation first! 24/7 focus on breathe enough sleep every night healthy eating daily exercise early morning meditation (2nd daily) afternoon or after work meditation no "drugs" or alchohol this takes as long as it takes then make a vision board of anything u want Only then, when ready, bring psychadelics in. start small. be smart about it. no matter what occurs, keep the foundation / practices going everyday. this is extremely hard when everything is going great.

@Scholar

@Craig F you are seeing through the illusion of self. Then you’re asking what about selfs. There are no other selfs, or a your self. The veil is really a miracle within a miracle.

@Afonso beautiful. Just my two cents. I don’t know a damn thing about anything. But we all do know one thing. We now know we can stop, sit, and shift our focus on our breathe. We don’t know how long it will take to get back to good, but we do know this much. That is something. Something big to me.

@Mathew Pav thank you for posting this. It feels great being able to relate to someone on such a unique experience. Man I love trip reports. The veil is really something man. What. A. Trip. Right? I had almost the word for word same breakthrough just a few months ago. The clarity on the One that I am, and the person / reality through the veil. I used to see the veil as something on the human, now it’s clear (for now lol) the veil is on God, imposed voluntarily by God, allowing / creating the experience of the human, which of course is God, or The One, and not seperate from the human. Last weekend, I went on a trip again, and the veil slipped off like taking off a pair of sunglasses. Like nothing. Effortless. But then I had a new experience. My previous experiences were basically, everything is One, then everything is dual of the One, which is actually me and non-dual. But this new experience was that what is, is, and there are no words or thoughts for it. Nothing to be said. Nothing to be thought upon it. It is. I get something I didn’t get. The ‘why people don’t talk about it’. It’s because there’s nothing to say. It is. It just is. There’s this factor of all this that I want to ask you if you can relate to or have any thoughts on.... It’s been a few days since the last ‘unveil’, which I’ve experienced a good number of times. But the ‘back in normal reality’ right now, is a new experience. I feel that (and who knows if there’s any “accuracy” at all in my experience) the veil isn’t there, yet at the same time, here I am. Maybe I just accepted the veil? I don’t know. It’s like, where did all the little emotions about everything go? Or, as if the micro judgements that I wasn’t so aware of are not there anymore. There is everything and nothing at the same time. Anyways, thanks again for sharing Mathew! Love you brother! Side story, two ufo’s hovered about me last Thursday night (while driving. Completely sober) then the same two hovered above me Saturday night. That could really sound crazy. It is crazy. But, it’s true. Nonduality is a hell of a drug in it’self. ❤️

@Alexo45 just throwin this out there, but, last wknd, super solid trip, for around 2 hours of it, my buddy and I could only utter to each other (in between laughs and glorious insights)......... “what the actual fuck”. Not a typical phrase for either of us. Weird man. Awesome.

a lot of people work at regular jobs selflessly, they're called parents.

where do you find the conflict, specifically? what are running into challenge wise?

nobody stops their thoughts, but some maintain their focus on their breathing consistently enough that they are without any attachment to thoughts. blissful.

@How to be wise and patience. ❤️

@How to be wise daily meditation and patience.

@Serge thanks and ...Amen! that is the ego to shed! ❤️

@Blue is the sea Hell ya it seems that way. I hear you. Consider....why do you think what says words is you? Are you you when you’re not talking? Are you the thinking, the mouth, the sound? The hand that writes? Don’t eyes say more than words? Isn’t silence the loudest sound?

Reality is an illusion of just a very high number of pieces. There is no reason we can’t live forever. It will happen soon. Manipulating the pieces is really the human specialty.

@LaucherJunge who is it that loves the ego?

@Rufus the challenges present themselves to us all. Sometimes we meet the challenge, sometimes we don’t. They keep coming though. They always will. Not one of us will ever be “done”. When we rise to the challenge, we love it. We expand. The trick is, to see your growth and fulfillment IN the challenge, far before the expansion & fruits show themselves. See that the obstacles are where the experiences come from. See that, as such, there are no challenges. No obstacles. Just gifts. When you’ve lost sight of this, you’ve done enough for the day. Sleep. Meditate. See it again.

@Cesar Alba you can pursue and make money doing any one of those interests, and you can enjoy all of them wether they are making money or not. 22 is the roughest age in my opinion because the world says ‘figure your shit out, you’re an adult now’. But biologically speaking, the brain is more fully developed at age 24-25. Success is made from failures. Certainty is made of uncertainty. Sounds to me like you’re soon to realize all of your experience. It’s valuable. You are making you, and you’re not a couch potatoe, or milking off the system. You problem is which passion, good problem to have. I know it’s hard, it does get easier, but you are doing good.