Nahm

Satisfied is dualistic, still in the matrix.

It’s like you’re saying you want to look at the situation, but stop at a point, and employ mechanisms to stop looking without realizing why, or, what habit / conditioning is at play. Awareness of this is the way, resistance has been built up in anticipation of how it will feel to look. But you have to look all the way to realize the falsity behind the resistence / anticipation. Fine by me if you just project it on me instead. I hope you feel better whatever way works for you.

I wish you the best, and of course get all the help you can. Why is asking you if you can see a perspective in addition to the one you are expressing narscasistic? Why do you see it as opposition? Are you considering that this is not spiritual kundalini related at all, but that the past you referred to, your “karma” and “it” all “flooding back” is having an influence? In addition to energy / body / spiritual perspective, have you tried a good therapist, for at least a few months or so? What exactly is the karma you say is hitting you in the face? What is “it”, specifically, which all flooded back? https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ninOz5ValUM What are your thoughts on this...? https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wpqVezKradg

What does “being out of alignment” mean for you? Can you name 2 or 3 things / habits / perspectives / life situations, etc which are what you are referring to? What is fragmentation to you? I’ve heard of it but what does it mean to you, how is there fragmentation in your life now? Try becoming aware of what’s going on, without any perspective, without beating up on yourself. What would the ideal “quantum leap” look like, in terms of body, in terms of mind, changes in actions, changes to your life, your directions, etc?

@JayG84 Don’t stop half way.

@Serotoninluv I’ll read it, but I hope it’s really convincing.

@Serotoninluv Wait...what’s the first one?

@Serotoninluv Thank nonduality for popcorn though.

When only Mu will do.

Same thing going on, both convo’s here. @corndjorn

Thanks. I have to say though, that is a weird definition. If you inquire into the meaning behind it, you’ll arrive back at nonduality.

Research & try different meditation techniques, and try therapy. Correct meditation practice reveals spaciousness around thoughts, and you / awareness will be less attached / convinced / reactional to the perspectives you’ve been repeating. When you see the ‘problem’ differently, proceeding is easier and easier. Carried out full circle, the entirety of perspective will change. Make one small change each day with the habits. It’s enough to be aware of what you’re doing as you’re doing it. Don’t beat up on yourself. Change things just for the experience of changing things.

That’s it.

@outlandish Nice post. Wife, kids, Self discovery, living & disappearing.

Nice!

@clouffy what are known things one can do to realign?

@Matt8800 ? ? ?

@corndjorn Can you define the foundation of the op....’spiritual progress’?

@Rilles ?

@Just the mage I’m honestly not saying that what you are experiencing and the perspectives are not true or real. In addition to these perspectives, can you realize everything you’re talking about is bullshit? Every last bit? Again, I am asking if you can see both perspectives. A lessor known but highly effective practice is to close your eyes and have someone wind up, and give you a solid slap accross the face. Have you tried this?

@Gog Hi Gog. Spamming via name and meaningless posts is not what the forum is for. Thanks for your understanding.

@clouffy What is depression?

@bmcnicho Why would one do that do you suppose?

@bmcnicho Do you mean silly like someone crusading against self improvement on a self improvement forum kind of silly? The complete spiritual bypassing of life level of silly?

@pluto8 Yep. You are Truman Burbank. Just haven’t realized it yet.