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@Cocolove Seen that new movie The Biggest Little Farm? Great movie. Very moving & inspirational. Beautiful really.

@IndigoGeminiWolf Do what you truly love, for the feeling, and you’ll see it’s about the experience, the feeling, not the things.

@Courtney Well hell yeah Courtney! Really great to hear!

@Strangeloop Well, how open minded are you in terms of self acceptance? Sexuality is within you, so if there is resistance, it is acting as fragmentation of yourself; parts you accept, parts you resist / deny...no? What we resist, does seem to persist. Sounds like you’ve had this resistance for long enough to be talking about your brain shaking, etc. I don’t suppose you’re going to feel at peace in doing this, because, you are not parts, you are a whole. Peace is found, likewise, within you. The resonating of the whole of you. Are you sexual tendencies in disagreement with some beliefs...about “gay people”? Reading between the lines of your post....it seems to me you had a closed minded anti-gay upbringing / environment, with religious dogma “supporting” this closed mindedness. Did you grow up a square peg, constantly trying to be forced into a round hole? Imo, it’s not really actually about wether you are indeed gay or not, but rather, finding what perspectives are causing the discord with your inner being - who loves you unconditionally - exactly the way you are, confusion and all. What do you think about these things I’m saying? How do you feel about this?

@IndigoGeminiWolf For what it’s worth...keep mindful of the self judgements. It’s not really about the meat, masturbation, lust, etc. Inner being is not judging you. This is actually why there is the ‘bad feeling’ associated with those things - because of the discord with the true self / higher self / inner being. It is more subtle, and on a good note - truly effortless. Yes, absolutely, “doing what we love is a path to enlightenment”. This is the movement which brings up the thoughts of self doubt (typically) and the very means by which you can align with the inner being (the enlightened one which is always, always, always, loving you unconditionally). Having death with the capacity issue of this for quite a while, what I learned is that critical difference. Again, it is never about things nor actions, but about the relationship between you & You, about unification, purification, and the ongoing alignment. Consider, truly, there is no past nor future. The perspective clicks in realizing this is always only ever a now ‘thing’. There’s a very easy to miss moment, around the middle of this video, where it is revealed he truly “gets this”. The words are somewhat comical, but see it in his eyes. (Yes, apparently he had other issues of his own)

@electroBeam Keep up the great work. ?? Very interesting share. Got the chills half way through.

@How to be wise Neither will making a post and then busting balls.

@Bill W Stay strong Bill. Imo, you’re doing great. This getting down to our authentic self can be quite a ride. Take a minute, often, to bring to mind what you’ve overcome, what you’ve learned, gained, the expansion & understanding. Sometimes we keep our eyes too forward, and feel like we’re not measuring up. But there’s no stick. Again, I think you’re doing great. I really feel the humility being discovered, and I appreciate what you’ve shared. Thanks.

@Nicachi Great to hear! ♥️

@Tistepiste Makes sense to me. I’ve experienced people’s lives in a flash, like meta-mind, infinite blackness “in the head” with symbols of countless dimensions, which convey the entire lifetime in a second. Sometimes the other person experiences it to, with a large side of love, sometime just me and then I explain it to them. Something I’ve learned...we use words intrinsically, not usually noticing the thought involved...but the ancient sacred symbols go largely overlooked and underused. I know it sounds funny, but, same for crystals. The structure and function of a crystal is unlike other objects. @Synchronicity I am interested, and would love to hear just about anything you have to say about your practices & experiences. I only experienced as someone else while by my self once. The rest were with the person next to me. Sounds like you have transcended the distance factor. Downright fascinating for me. Thanks in advance.

@Schahin You have to pause and recognize you are asking about levels of responsibility and understanding which are outside of your consciousness - which not ironically, you must take responsibility for. You will see that these things are understandable, but not with the the same consciousness that says they are not. This must be let go, so there is ‘room in the cup’ for the expansion of understanding. You’re still lumping the human perspective with a meta / nondual perspective that you don’t have yet. It will not make sense. Also, I would explain, I am happy to, and in person together maybe there is some expansion & communion for relaying understanding - but in type on a screen, I am just inept. There is a collective, or “public” factor for you to consider. The full circle of consciousness & understanding of these things you’re asking about is so big, that often explanations from truth tend to come off (because it is being personified by the dualistic consciousness) as cold, dispassionate, and generally uncaring. * Again - this is hard to “get”, but it is because the full circle is such a many times over mind bender. Ain’t nobody trying to sound like a douche, you know what I mean? Hopefully you do, otherwise I am already sounding that way to you. Take complete responsibility not only for everything in your life, but for a true authentic inner world. Then, approach the collective consciousness from that expanded consciousness. It will make mega sense. (I see, and really hope, this comment is not coming off as “I am higher conscious”. It’s just a where each one is at thing, the nature of the metadventure, the journey, expansion.)

Anxiety, depression, anger, unresolved; in the sharing of your self, you create it all. The world in which you're blaming, in truth it is your gift, in such bittersweet romancing; a spirit can not lift. This place which is the reason, is said to not exist, then what is said of suffrage, what is it we resist? Blankets of samsara, defile the one who's true, the doing so convincing, this One can not be you. But every river born, flows back into the sea, currents are but stillness; all the you's but me. Projection & deflection, of course "I" would not make; of love and truth profusely, "you" surely are a fake. I find my home in breathing, you say there's more to lose; and I can not surrender, beyond what I can choose. "Here" in jest you tell me, can this true self be found, but surely there's redemption, while I's all look around. Shed convention's reverence, nothing else will do, mourn not of the severance, for it's illusion too. Awaken the attunement; intrinsic you create - dreams born of your misery, contempt - and in your ache. You are a creator, there's little you can’t do, profess the inner being; it is the best of you. As you are of the silence, immovable; so tall, infinity is know, in what appeared so small.

@DMM710 Can you elaborate on this “suppressing a thought”? Like, what / how specifically are you doing there?

@EternalForest It’s because you are not realizing how sneaky you are. You have mastered the ‘whys’ of not meditating ever single morning. Now, master meditating, every single morning. Master yourself & emotions, organically, along the way. This is self discovery.

@mandyjw That is amongst the most honest things I have ever read in my entire life.

@Schahin You are trying to make sense of the dualistic & nondual perspectives, within the one perspective you know, duality. Meditation every single morning.

@Serotoninluv You’re so ‘in the pocket’ it’s sick. Hell of a jazz band.

No. Not at all.

Discover, Corey Heuvel.

I love you. I really do. No judgments. I see you through the smokescreens, the real you, and I love you. You are lucky to have the fire within you. I resonate. What a gift. Thomas Anderson did not fix a thing. He discovered who he really is. Sell your way out of this matrix, out of dependency. Create actual freedom of life, and you’ll naturally self discover & awaken. Meditate, every single morning. Skip a day - and you were duped. Get to know the other half of this story - Nothing. This Everything is half the picture at best. Crush everything. Take solace as needed in Nothing. That is all, cause I’m starting to get jelly.

@mandyjw Touche’.

Bliss of creation/creating/creator, requires no concept of “doing”; utilizes no past as catalyst. Perfection (love) doesn’t plan, doesn’t conceptualize, doesn’t claim, teach, judge, correct, nor lord such ideals. Love has not responsibility or accountability whatsoever, but rather, simply, divinely, inherently is, and is every One. Intrinsic right-to-be anything and everything, nothing and no thing - is without need, without justification, explanation, rationalization, or validation. As such, you are. “Reality” is precisely “the way it is” because it could not be any other way - because you are infinite infinity. The cleverness is astounding - elusive in it’s jaw dropping simplicity, proximity & localization. There truly is no “how-mechanism”, Magic = Love = Consciousness = Bliss = You! The One. There is no voluntary thinking, no calculation involved, that is a human projection onto the source of human, an echo of truth of the “facets” of your own ineffable, unfathomable, unthinkable thinking isness. What is “of” infinite, is exactly, painstakingly simply precisely - what, why, who, and how - of all “finite”. The All That Is does of course entirely resolve all that is, and needs not “do” a thing - all that is is resolved as all that is. “Resolve” itself is yet another notion, an echo, a projection - a yearning of creation. There is physical, material, separation, subject and object, things, experience, me, you, us, them, we - because there are none of these. From the “position” of not-a-thing-at-all, unbreakable, un-tarnishable, immovable, un-shapable; the all that can be, is the all that is.

@mandyjw Devil woman.

This experience is subjective. Life, what will come in it, the quality of it, the happiness, the joy, what you do, what you appreciate, what you value, what you create, - time itself, are all subjective. Essentially, what you make of it, is entirely up to you. The context of your desires in life; of things, experiences, relationships, sites - are derived within experience. The experience of life, of creating, of this-or-that-ing - of choice - is dualistic & whole; a co-creation. This experience therefore, contains all the corresponding counter parts of your desires entirely - every thing you could desire. You, are not separate, from experience. Indeed, all is one. Your sensations, are the sensations. Your love, is the love. You are not separate from experience. You are one with experience. You have never been there, only here. When you go there, still, you are here. Infinite has nowhere, no way, no reason, and no how - of going any where. All that is, is brought to you, through you. You are the center of the universe, and you are the universe. In your own direct experience; Never has a thing been observed - outside of awareness. Never have you known a thing - outside of the knowing of perception. Never have you known perception - outside of knowing. All That Is, is knowing. If you are reading this - you have been loved. No one survives without it. Indeed - You have been given the gift, and you have received it amply. You, are still alive. Just as you can read and understand this language, you can express, real-ize - this gift you were given. It is not possible that you can not, as you yourself are already an expression of this gift. Every bit of you, to be precise. Infinite potentiality, eternal creation, relentless love. All of you. The gift is true; unbendable, and unbreakable. It knows not adversity, doubt, resistance, nor fear. It knows no barrier, no opposition, no force nor effort, no demand nor expectation. The gift is magic - and you can be anything. The gift is foolproof and infallible. The gift is certain. You were born a self evident unique expression, free to express uniquely as you are, and to discover this gift you were given as such. Never has the heart of any thing beat, outside of love. No thing can survive outside of love, without love there is no thing. Love is the gift that gifts all things, and you are not separate. You are the now you are in. You are the creation and creator of this moment. This is your moment, mind-fully of it, and not a thing outside of it. All experience, all life, all context, all comes and goes in you, here, in your direct experience, as this eternal moment. Care-fully, now.