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lol! It does have walls up! Deflects, projects, employs circular logic, reinforces misunderstandings, etc.

Three questions in, and it now says it refuses to talk to me.

@Darodos Beautiful man, thank you for taking the time.

Take a break from believing they’re yours. Notice trees are not something you desire a break from, because you aren’t believing they’re yours. Sit in front of one of them long enough and they will tell you the same. You will fall in love with them. Don’t go claimin em though. Lol. Someone else is gonna use em one day. They’re not yours.

You are intelligence, you are imagination, you are perfect clarity. You’re asking about the clear sky that you are, and the multiplicity of seeing of the clouds in it... Those clouds can part, yes, to name a few of those clouds.....Javfly, having stuff like intelligence & imagination, your own thoughts, a life, friends, a family, a personality, sex, inner & outer world privacy & not-privacy, personal hopes, desires & dreams, that there is a God, that there are people, that there is a universe, a world, that there are thoughts, choice, emotions, etc. You can unattach, give away, or trade all that and literally zoom out of Javfly & into other people, yes. But at that point, again, there aren’t any other people, just awareness zooming around you might say, like a security camera screen with 12 screens within it, but nobody’s watching them anymore. I don’t really encourage it. The O.G. design is perfect as it is. I’d take the more obvious shortcut...I love you so much, that I don’t care what you think. I’ll love you regardless. I don’t really care about thoughts at all honestly. I am the love you know. You are the love I know. We can know this love and have thoughts, discussions, etc. Best of both worlds is already this.

@Javfly33 High state of consciousness is a relative reference indirectly implying “you” are “at” a lower state of consciousness, than the state by which what you’re asking about could be possible. With that veil, inherently, no, it is made to be not possible. Without it though, this is already the case, and is (relatively) shockingly obvious.

That’s a beauty right there. ?? Like the moon saying “meh, illumination is illumination, doesn’t matter”, while the sun says nothing.

@BjarkeT Suppressing emotions = denial of the reaction. Pretending how I feel is because of “negative people”. It would look like...”because this other person is negative...not me though...it’s not me saying they’re negative...it’s not my sentiment...not my opinion...it’s not that I’m suppressing my own negative feeling and projecting it onto someone else...they really are a negative person!”. “My condition is she is a negative person...now how do I deal with her?” ”WTF? Now this person too is a negative person! How do I deal with them!?” (...and this one, and this one, and this one.) When ‘a negative person’ is truly seen, thought attachment is seen, and you are moving from judging to love, peace, understanding, and unity. Even more so, they continue to be seen, they persist, because you are not moving at all.

@BjarkeT ‘Dealing’ is a reaction. ‘Negative’ is a reaction. Without the reaction, there is no negative to be dealt with.

@SoonHei ☺️?? The carousel of thought no one ever gets off. This is always the point.

You can notice you don’t feel like it does, you’re thinking it might be. It is the thought, just as it appears.

Regress is as false of a premise as person.

@Darodos Finally an AMA thread of sincerity. Good for you. Could you elaborate about what went on, what transpired, in the ‘inner world’ so to speak? What realizations were key? What concepts, idea’s, etc were seen through and or discarded, etc? Also, curious as to any descriptions that come to mind regarding any change in your experience of humor, and lightheartedness. Thanks ??

@Kamran Fear has no objective actuality. It’s never seen, heard, nor felt, only apparently created via subjective projection of objective misinterpretation (“It” is you, saying “it” is not you). If there is fear, it is not coming from anywhere or anyone, you’re making it up by saying it has to do with other ‘things’ or ‘people’. In mistaking an idea of you, for you, the universe is mistaken to be not you. “I get really afraid really easily” is a belief about who you are, about an “ I “ who fears. The weed & edibles begin to reveal that “ I “ is an idea of you; an idea made of you-ness, but not a you in a separate object manor (the idea is not true). Then that feeling of losing that idea is labeled as fear. But an idea can’t be lost, as ideas only come & go already. “ I’s “ are ideas, not separate objects. Apparent individuations, not actual individuals. When love forgets itself, forgets it’s own perfection & wholeness, it lives the thrill of “fear”. Look at what you fear. Is it permanent, or does it come & go? Zoom out to a larger more transcendent view, such that it is noticed even rocks & planets are apparent change, apparent coming & going ness. What sense is there in fearing what comes & goes, when what comes & goes only appears to what has never come, and will never go? Only the real you will do, love. Only the real you will do love. Only the real you will do. Love! Vulnerability is not an opposite of fear. Love is pure innocence, precisely as love has no opposite.

The optical illusion of sight is a metaphysical illusion of Mind. “Mind” is a thought without an actuality. The ‘thought’ is an oscillation of nothing. The more seeing yourself is sought, the more it is realized you can not, and thus “self realization” is seen through, which unveils that the self is reality and can not be realized / you’ve been ‘realizing’ all along. The universe is self realization. There are no people who “self realize”. This gets referred to as ‘seeing for the first time’, or ‘seeing reality as it is’, ‘being born again’...seeing myself for the first time, seeing that I am myself. Being sees by not seeing, realizes by not realizing, as surely as love is truly blind. The eyes & other common senses = someone is standing in front of you.

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? ? Now have a look at perception.

It seems like there is a separate object, ‘human’, when false apparent self referential thought is believed. Consciousness / awareness is then attributed to being a product of the appearance, or perception, combined with the thought. Awareness is aware of awareness. Being really is Being, there is no middle’man’. Consciousness is the lamp unto itself.

@MsNobody ?? @Dbass Notice the paradox of what beautiful woman are attracted to.

Yes, don’t add that. Wonderful. Created implies past tense creation which implies physical solidarity, time, a physical self, and or separate objects. Being creates by, being. Unexplainable magic. Creating = Being. When it is noticed that time (future) and an idea of you in the future are what’s being thought about, and you are presence, awareness, of that thought...then it is realized there isn’t actually a future, or a self. You might consider believing the arising thoughts is reaction, and meditation is letting them go, which purifies of reaction and is liberation from recreating shame. I hear ya, but there are not two of you. There isn’t another you which you are screwing over, only the thought believed, and feeling not resonating. As you said, there is the realization there is no self. This is thinking about your self. But you are you, awareness. Without the thinking of a my self, there is just...potential. Practically speaking, whatever’s been procrastinated...do it for literally two minutes, and that is enough. Notice any baggage brought to it, and breathe, relax, and focus on seeing, hearing & feeling.

@Dan502 ?? ..love reminder. ☺️

@trenton Good to hear. I’d get in as much of that as you can.

Kenshō

Yes, homeostasis is a thought. You’re simply choosing to focus on what you want to. If & when you want to focus on something else, you will, just as you are now. It’s worth noticing how all evidence reflects there is only now, this moment...but in believing the story you’re telling, there is “everyday”...and in believing story, there is a “you” experiencing an “everyday”. It’s unseen. It’s felt. Everything, without exception, that you are seeing is the appearance of the creator. Imagine trying to find hay, in a haystack. At some point you would realize it is all hay. Again, not seen, felt, realized. You can also inspect for any separation between the “objects” you are seeing, the seeing, and the knowing of the seeing. There are often assumed separations, but when inspected it is realized there are not. Nobody is assessing who you are, and nobody is doing this by looking at your past. That someone is, and that they would come to any conclusions, is the story you’re telling, even though it does not feel good. It does not feel good, because it isn’t true. The misunderstanding is that there is a past, and that past happened to me. Yet neither a past nor a me can be found in direct experience now. “You in the past” is a thought, an idea, arising now. You are awareness, aware of, this story. Mindfully make the distinction between continuing to suppress emotion, and letting it out. Also notice, shame requires two entities. One scenario is you did something to someone else, and feel ashamed for having done it. The other scenario is a more subtle & sneaky smoke & mirrors...that story plays out that there are two of you. The one which is present & aware, and the idea of you. That “you” is an idea. An idea is present, and awareness is aware of it. That “you” is not actually present, or aware, because it’s an idea. You are actually what is aware of it.

“True” is a thought no mind is aware of. “No mind” is a thought awareness is aware of. Awareness is a thought you are aware of. No-mind is aware of the thought “I have”. The simplest answer is that you don’t, as “I” is a thought no-mind is aware of. “All is thought” is a thought no mind is aware of. Thought is so tricky, it can seem as if this is the “not good” / “not good feeling” part of the ride...and there is an “is good” / “good feeling” part of the ride which “comes” “later”. Meanwhile, what is being attracted, is the not good feeling part of the ride experience. The nature of it not feeling good is that you are creating it as you go, and there is something else in your heart you want to create more, and feel your being through your wanting. Start creating that. That one problem must be resolved to move forward so to speak, is just another tricky thought. Think about what you want more. It is coming from the same source as the thoughts. Thought is sooo sneaky, you can even create the appearance that you are not creating, and are not the creator. I am beginning to suspect that you are missing how truly amazing you are, as you are, whatever you are doing.