YaNanNallari

It is normal what you're going through. Sometimes our instincts surprise us, but it is fine to not feel like telling. You shouldn't hold back your enjoyment too much at all however, but of course holding onto it won't help either

Well generally you will be fine. It seems to me to be very rare for there to be something controlling you in any relevant way unless you deliberately let it. The rule of thumb is to not trust or even talk to anything. They can fake appearance etc, so not even an angel which one might hold good should be trusted. Fearing them gives then power, hating them gives them power, but they are generally very weak. You don't have to really care about them. Keeping up with kriya practice and not being too stubborn about this will absolutely leave you fine 99% of the time.

I wouldn't personally have shitty friends. The more aware you are the easier it is to pick up on all the bad habits you pick from them. Loneliness is something you can learn to be ok with as well, for me it doesn't almost at all, I just don't value the feeling. I think the lady that's 30 is fine, if you like talking to her then sure talk to her. Talk to her and see how you feel about it, being judgemental about it is probably not the way to go. Smoking cigarettes, try to replace it with a healthier coping mechanism sometime. The weed guy seems someone a bit too stubborn to talk to. If you're getting bad vibes you usually should listen to them. So at least don't "take shit" from him at least

Well, you know, worrying about it won't actually help the situation. I understand if you feel like you have no control over this however, that is normal. When it comes to closure or obtaining things, the thing is there wasn't a beginning or anything gained in the first place. Your experience changes and we create the concept of loss as a means for survival

Totally. I do what I do to improve myself in the moment and then I sometimes notice that things I didn't even think about have solved themselves.

If you see a dog you share something with the dog because you're able to see it. You're in the same world. Whatever you interact with, you're in the same world with it so you share something with that thing. That's why we're all one, connected.

I mean people are very mean once you get on their bad side in general. So it might be that they are indeed like that, but it might be something else. People can be cruel though yes

Hard to say whether you seem to actually be interested in the whole thing or just pursuing it because you heard it's cool. For how to deal with it, learn to deal with emotions in general. There's more to you than thoughts and emotions, go deeper and you will have an easier time seeing this.

Yeah, I see them too. Just don't go way too new age on this. Many people like to create too much out of it instead of being practical. Even right now the clock for me turned 22:33 and I noticed it, maybe it's a sign from something or I randomly see it. I take it as a reminder to have hope

@TheSomeBody Improvement in general. I don't know your current energy situation so I can't help with specifics. Start building more positive emotions or something and meditate

I would say that it is good to not have strict order of results for spiritual work. Realizing some things will allow you to realize others. Our emotions and blocks seem to be built that way. How to open it? Just follow what feels good on that area takes you far. Be less skeptical, critical, arrogant, jealous and ideologically defensive overall (by accepting those emotions) and I think you will make progress in that area. There might be techniques for opening it sure, but many people use them should be focusing on simpler things and they waste time focusing solely on third eye and it slows down their progress.

Hard to say. It fluctuates a lot because the less I cover myself, the easier it is to be happy. The deeper I go the more challenges there are. Some moment I'm 150, some moment 350

The identity is within the experience. See beyond thoughts for deeper knowledge, turn inward, not "out there"

It surely can. Someone with high awareness generally doesn't indulge too much with any of the 5 senses and they deal with mental health issues better. Someone good might also know some tricks with the mind for these kinds of things.

Be present with them

Everything can be reduced, but you can't tell the limit of everything

There are always many, I have found the paradox understanding to be very helpful, so full circle video and things like that

Arrogance, a certain kind of it, not as in the aggression type or dealing with problems, but more like overly critical, skeptical or overlookingly arrogant, is what feels off about them.

Don't know any but my friends ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

You can expect to get to the level of the teacher by following his advice. Is Leo a scammer? No. Do you need life purpose course to succeed? No. If you really wonder if "spirituality is true" then just see for yourself. Start meditating or something, you will see eventually that the effects are deep. Leo has some great pointers in his videos, that's why I watch them. It's not like you need to hold him as an absolutely amazing guru to like his stuff.

Why not both

Even if it is so that you need enlightenment to understand, remember that you're not going out there to search it. You're going deeper into yourself and what is right now.

It's not that you're too deep. It's not that you're not going deep enough! Don't be afraid to have some confidence or stand a bit for something in order to meditate and things like that. You just seem to have a moment of feeling low ability to impact things. Breathe into diaphragm to boost the ability as well if you want until it's enough. Having this in check allows you to have that positive kind of discipline.

I'm 20. Uni is ahead next. I try to meditate and study enough for that. For me truth is very very important. I basically would work a meh job as last resort

In case you think you need to be very attached to the idea of enlightenment, you don't have to "Go for enlightenment!" super hard. With law of attraction the idea is to actually assume you have something and it will come to you. Wanting a perfect life therefore would go around to "I have a perfect life, so I don't desire anything more". With enlightenment you're giving up many mental constructs you hang onto and certain kind of desire and attachment is one of them. Personally I've ditched social life for now, for my mind to relax it would right now just go back to whatever nice place of too much comfort and blinding myself. I'm constantly making an effort to meditate, be with whatever feelings and experiences are. Anyway you will get there. You can read books, meditate more or whatever feels right by your intuition. Then you will start understanding more and more.