pluto

Thanks for the responses, highly appreciate it I may not have the best ways and words to explain what and how i really feel and understand things within but i guess i just wanted to let people know they don't have to be so hardcore(in a sense) on one thing as i see many confusing themselves, instead be simple/gentle and balanced about everything and everything will to flow into place. Trust and Know your Divinity!

Well since you hit rock bottom the only place left to go is rise above. Light shall meet you soon. Change the way you think, feel, act, believe and trick yourself into believing you are much higher than you are now and are actually liiving in the opposite side of the spectrum to all those things you mentioned, eventually with enough belief and desire you will trick yourself and find yourself in a completely different world. Where you are is an illusion, so change it and eventually reality changes with you.

Suicide is pointless, sadly most people never get the experience to realize why until its too late

Gratitude

This is what i see when i am walking around in the city. I would sometimes purposely slow down and dance or sway, skip, smile to the music on my headphones trying to be the light in the situation of rushing madness. I would make them notice me and infect them with wonder, when the train, bus or lights are green, i would randomly turn around and go the opposite direction just for the fun of it while they all rush to their daily routines. The looks i would get

You can create anything with your mind, just look at how many pictures you can manifest in the clouds. Keep up the Creativity!

I remember the guy that actually spoke these words, he was on youtube many years ago and was talking about these spiritual things long before most did back then. Years later i see his voice in psy-music. Awesome!

The best possible way to connect and communicate with your body is doing a good fresh juice or water fast. This will reset everything so when you do eventually introduce solid foods again(one at a time) you will know how the food you consume effects you and you will find out what works and what doesn't cause you have basically rebooted the body. Most people aren't aware of how shit they feel because they grew up eating fast and processed foods but stop for few months then try and see what happens.

If fruits doesn't do it try dried fruit or Introduce Raw Honey into your life, you'll forget candy and refined sugars.

I alternate between many but i usually try get these main ones in at least 3-4 times a week. Supergreens complex: Spirulina/Chlorella/Wheatgrass/Barleygrass about a Teaspoon Medicinal Mushrooms: Chaga, Reishi, Cordyceps or Lions Mane Mushroom (Tea or extracts) Adaptogenic herbs: He Shou Wu, Rhodiola, Ashwagandha, Tulsi, Ginseng, Shizandra ect... Mostly made into Teas or Extract drops in daily waters. Iodine (Lugols or Nascent) - Anti Radiation and removes heavy metals from the body and many other benefits Vitamin D3/K2 Complex - With foods Vitamin C + MSM - Very good for Detoxing - Keep 2 hours away from Iodine and others Shilajit - Sprinkle with waters or food (Destroyer of Weakness) Fermented Cod Liver OIl - When i don't have hemp, chia or flaxseeds on the day. Superberries: Maqui, Acai, Goji ect.. - With smoothies or sprinkled on deserts Bee or Pine pollen CBD-Rich Hemp oil - Paired with Turmeric/Pepper or Shilajit = Neurogenesis+Anti-Cancer Pycnogenol Royal Jelly Cacao I also have a B12 spray i use occasionally in the fridge but I think the supergreen complex does the job. Also when i have organic produce i don't mind a little dirt loaded with B-12 and good for the immune system. Ever heard of babies that played in the mud and exposed themselves to nature daily? Healthiest Adults Today I rarely take them all in a day but i try to keep everything in moderation. Introducing these substances in my life has significantly changed and helped my life for the better. The key is to not feel high but to feel ALIVE! Although i must mention with these not to get carried away as some can be too stimulative and overdo the system so simplicity is key and try one thing at a time and take notes. At one point i was taking Cacao and too many superfoods/herbs every day for years and i realize without them i sometimes would crash and burn. Supplements/Superfoods/Herbs are great but they are more medicinal and much more powerful than regular foods so less is better in the long run. Getting most nutrients from whole foods is Key.

Hmm.. from understanding by Universal Laws you simply would not experience something you are not ready for. It simply would not present itself unless you are already aligned with the vibrational frequency required to do so? I guess it was a lesson within a lesson for a greater purpose. I know belief systems play a big role but who knows

I came across this video today, it is very well spoken and explained on meditation.

Just from what i have observed overtime. There were times when i haven't in a while and was more in a balanced-mind state, i did more meditation and spiritual work and i was living more in the moment i could last as long as i wished compared to other times when i allowed more thought into my field and my life was more mainstream-oriented so naturally sex is seen everywhere and i realized it was more the thought that lead to quick rise to ejaculation/orgasm compared to when i was more in-tune with myself. Yes it can feel much better when you don't have sex for a while but i believe it has much more to do with the mind than the body. I also believe if you distance from all sexual things long enough we can reach this balance again because eventually you see it as a sacred art form and more as love instead of sex.

That's how you choose to see it

Of course you don't, but i know you will eventually, That's why i forgive you now because i know better. Remember, There's 2 eyes that look but 1 that sees. Feed the one that sees. Take care of yourself, Peace

I'm on a similar page, i never really followed any yoga teacher or anything.. i just do natural movements and stretches that feel right, i learned these when i was high and going through a challenging experience and suddenly i naturally started to do yoga/tai-chi like movements and felt amazing and energetically refreshed afterwards

Thought this was a good video to share on this subject http://www.thelivingcentre.com/cms/body/peace-through-a-sattvic-diet

@blazedIt has worked for me as did many different food/water experiments i have done in the past as well other friends who have done so. You need to seek within and raise your vibratory frequency so you can tap into higher consciousness to understand and be sensitive and have adequate clarity to see results for yourself. I believe you are still in a state of "thinking" needing to ask for proof/evidence on this subject because when you completely connect to inner-knowledge you are in a state of "knowing" thus you either know these things or you don't as these questions and subjects become common knowledge in higher consciousness understanding. When you are no longer in alignment with your higher consciousness/higher self whatever you wanna call it is when you resort back to thinking and state of beliefs and unsure about things. You may not see it now but i am genuinely trying to help you and yes i should take my own advice, you are right about that but at the same time i rather myself than others because i don't mind some self destruction in order to preserve more light in others. I have been through it countless times, i can handle it and at the end of the day i understand the "slingshot effect" and prefer the most intense, its just who i am i guess.. a warrior of light, rebellious Indigo nature. If i had the choice to sacrifice myself for the instant global awakening of humanity I'll do it in a heartbeat. Trust me, I admit when i am wrong, All i know is how to be genuine and authentic. Absolute Truth/Honesty is my very nature. I cannot go back no matter how hard i try. Now whether you believe it or not is entirely upto you and your own lesson, we can simply agree to disagree for now And i forgive you. All the best

Raise your vibration and do the experiments on yourself to see the results. (if you are so curious..) If we waited for science to confirm or figure out everything for us we wouldn't be nowhere. Be your own scientist, be your own master, know your own truths from within. All answers beyond what man knows and understands are within. Relying on what sciences says is proven fact or not is only falling deeper in illusion. Next day i can come up with a better idea to create better technology that leaves that so called once scientifically proven fact a dust in the wind. Be your own guide. Seek and you shall find.

Check this out

@blazed you must unlearn everything you have learned and learn again. The Law of Divine Oneness - everything is connected to everything else. What we think, say, do and believe will have a corresponding effect on others and the universe around us. Law of Vibration - Everything in the Universe moves, vibrates and travels in circular patterns, the same principles of vibration in the physical world apply to our thoughts, feelings, desires and wills in the Etheric world. Each sound, thing, and even thought has its own vibrational frequency, unique unto itself. Law of Action - Must be employed in order for us to manifest things on earth. We must engage in actions that supports our thoughts dreams, emotions and words Law of Correspondence - This Universal Law states that the principles or laws of physics that explain the physical world energy, Light, vibration, and motion have their corresponding principles in the etheric or universe "As above, so below" Law of Cause and Effect - Nothing happens by chance or outside the Universal Laws.. Every Action(including thought) has a reaction or consequence "We reap what we sow" Law of Compensation- The Universal Law is the Law of Cause and effect applied to blessings and abundance that are provided for us. The visible effects of our deeds are given to us in gifts, money, inheritances, friendships and blessings. Law of Attraction - Demonstrates how we create the things, events and people that come into our lives Our thoughts, feelings, words, and actions produce energies which, in turn attract like energies. Negative energies attract negative energies and positive energies attract positive energies. The Law of Perpetual Transmutation of Energy - All persons have within them the power to change the conditions of their lives. Higher vibrations consume and transform lower ones; thus, each of us can change the energies in our lives by understanding the Universal Laws and applying the principles in such a way as to effect change Law of Relativity - Each person will receive as series of problems (Tests of Initiation/Lessons) for the purpose of strengthening the light within each of these tests/lessons to be a challenge and remain connected to our hearts when proceeding to solve the problems. This law also teaches us to compare our problems to others problem into its proper perspective. No matter how bad we perceive our situation to be, There is always someone who is in a worse position. Its all relative. Law of Polarity - Everything is on a continuum and has and opposite. We can suppress and transform undesirable thoughts by concentrating on the opposite pole. It is the law of mental vibrations. Law of Rhythm - Everything vibrates and moves to certain rhythms.. These rhythms establish seasons, cycles, stages of development, and patterns. Each cycle reflects the regularity of God's Universe. Masters know how to rise above negative parts of a cycle by never getting to excited or allowing negative things to penetrate their consciousness. Law of Gender - The law of gender manifests in all things as masculine and feminine. It is this law that governs what we know as creation. The law of gender manifests in the animal kingdom as sex. This law decrees everything in nature is both male and female. Both are required for life to exist. This is your starting point, you may not see the connection to the subject now, but you will eventually. All the best

Trust, Honesty and active Communication are some strong ones that both should be in complete alignment with in order to thrive In my opinion.

Ejaculation is 90% mind 10% body IMO.

Find Peace & Love within yourself first and eventually you will attract someone or something new in life that will take over old patterns If you are at peace, you will see the past completely differently. It will no longer haunt you as the present changes everything.