Ry4n

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  1. Posted

    On 5/9/2023 at 2:05 AM, Rishabh R said:

    Every now and then they troll me , insult me for watching actualized.org.They think that philosophy is just mental jerk off. Even though I am interested in science and I am studying it in my college, I will not stop on the path of self actualization, self help , pursuing philosophy to develop myself. Cause Leo taught me questioning. Thank you. Your episodes - Assumptions is the mother of all screw ups and gaslighting ones were a game changer for me. Maybe I must minimize my exposure to them. However, I am a little jealous of them that how they are able to score better marks than me without taking as much action as me. Maybe , I must focus on understanding and knowledge which will counterintuitively increase my marks. I feel anger towards them. Thank you.

    Sounds like you're already figuring it out dude. 

    A serious observation of others that helped me:

    If you notice your friends nit-picking on every little thing you say and do then that is a VERY insecure person you are dealing with. Why? Because this reveals the exact thought patterns/mental behaviour that they are doing to themselves privately and subsequently directing to you to feel empowered as a coping mechanism to said set of insecurities. 

    Doesn't matter what your grades or overall life success is when you have a shitty personality. 

    Being a good person is more important than being successful.

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    On 11/9/2023 at 5:58 PM, Romer02 said:

    Would you guys say its okay to relax on my life purpose for now because this whole thing is getting a little wild? 
     

    i’m not trying to throw the towel but i just want to have this go a little slower 

    being gentle with oneself right now is far more wise than life purpose. I'd be taking a massive break if it's needed. Follow your gut instinct. Some CBD and exercise, maybe a couple beers in the evening with your mates and reconnect. At least that's what I'd imagine myself doing in said scenario. 

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    14 hours ago, De Sade said:

    OCD doesn't exist,you just think it does.

    Haha, in the absolute sense yes. In the absolute sense there's no you and no thinking, so even in the absolute sense you didn't get that quite right, and on the relative level OCD in human animals absolutely exists. 

    The "gotcha" comment to try and one-up which enlightened monkey is more enlightened than the other monkey is a fat swing and a miss dude. Not useful for anyone. 

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    21 hours ago, OBEler said:

    @Ry4n Yes, it really is the feminine version of 5 meo dmt. Comeup is almost not noticable and smooth. You dont have twisted thoughts, the ego is fully intact if you dont have a breakthrough. It has a dissociative component so you are not attached to the actual effects that happen. Plus Mdma like warm energys. I never had serious fear on this conponent or had the feeling of being forced to something I dont like. The visuals are beautiful. 

    Duration 1 to 1,5 hours  with often a nice afterglow effect. 

    In short I would describe 5meo malt as a combination of the best effect of following psychedelics: ketamin +Mdma + Lsd(for the visuals) + 5 meo dmt. 

    wow

  9. Posted

    On 8/9/2023 at 6:58 PM, OBEler said:

    2. Malt is the best here, especially for childhood trauma. It has a very strong healing component, no other psychedelics can compete with that. And it is gendle to you, it respects your limits and fears.

     

    Sounds a lot easier than 5meo dmt is that a wrong assessment? I’m too scared to do 5meo dmt, especially after reading about reactivations that can occur. 

  10. Posted

    On 10/9/2023 at 2:42 AM, jdc7733 said:

    There is still a boarder.

    In your dreams ha! (Literally?)

    The experience of something pertains to nothing, like music happening in the context of silence. Boarders are an experience of something which pertains to this silent “no-thingness” that cannot have boundaries because that is something. 
     

    Silence is the only way to really get this. 

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    On 6/9/2023 at 5:04 PM, Ryan M said:

    Is there a substance that's anywhere near as blissful as MDMA? Looking for something that's at least somewhat close to as amazing when going out and being social with other people. Not looking to take something all the time, maybe just once a month. Only reason i'm looking for an alternative is because mdma is so harsh/toxic on the brain

    A few beers after a gram of shrooms is a similar feeling to MDMA. Purely recreational obviously. 

  13. Posted

    On 6/9/2023 at 11:50 PM, Breakingthewall said:

    but not only this, on a psychological level I find it false. it makes you loving and open in an artificial way. Like a sugar overload in your mind. that is why it is so successful at night party.  It helps interaction and openness to others, but it is not you who opens up, it is a sweet and cloying faker, who the next day will give you a double hangover, that of serotonin and that of the faker

    I found psychedelics make any amount of MDMA more authentic of an experience. The first MDMA experience can feel very authentic though imo. 

  15. Posted

    That separation is an illusion and that there’s no inside or outside to experience. That everything in the universe works as one interconnected system, with one boundless open space that’s silent, still and unchanging containing it all, which if one taps into creates a total freedom from suffering, endless bliss and peace forever (forever meaning outside of space and time). That from this unity unconditional love is a natural consequence and that such love/bliss/silence/stillness/infinity is the substratum of it all. 

    That reality is not physical, material, dull and solid but rather fluid, vibrant and alive energy waiting to only present itself as seemingly dull and material for a tiny moment. That there’s so much more out there in terms of the multiverse and other dimensions. 

    That life is a total mystery and that everything is ultimately unknowable, and that unknowability is actually the very essence of what we call “God”. 

    That the true “I” is outside of space and time. 

    Never did I mention the psychotherapeutic aspect of psychs on the human ego but what I learned from that is equally vast as the non-dual stuff but it’s too personal. 
     

    To use most effectively and safely requires that psychedelics aren’t ones only tool in the toolbox of personal growth because if it is you might be better off never doing them because of the risks. 
     

    Nobody uneducated in non-duality, spirituality, religion, shamanism, psychology, basic self help, mindfulness and meditation should even THINK of taking psychedelics unless under a therapist’s care. 
     

    Learn to work your way up extremely slowly and enjoy the process. Do not expect to breakthrough to some grand realisation that will solve it all. That does NOT exist. 
     

    No grand realisation will solve one’s human problems so beware of spiritual bypassing. 
     

    Remain open but skeptical, and more than anything watch your ego as it will almost certainly inflate at times. Never hold onto any spiritual statement/teaching too tightly while working with psychedelics, and always rest in the unknown. Be intellectually honest that everything is unknowable, don’t take yourself too seriously because nothing in life is too serious, and enjoy the ride. ??

    Have fun! Don’t be too serious.

  22. Posted

    27 minutes ago, Holykael said:

    Why would you love someone who sexually assaults a baby or someone who burns his baby alive. Why would you love someone who is abusive to his family. I could go on and on with examples. Like why would you love getting all your limbs cut off. But you catch the drift. God is infinitely intelligent yet he is the dumbest entity I have ever seen. Loving all these things is unintelligent and just outright stupid. There's nothing to gain and everything to lose.

    I hate unconditional love with all my heart. I hate god with all my heart. Thanks for putting me in a hell realm you c***

    That’s the thing…you don’t. 
     

    From one perspective these things exist, but if I zoom into everything until it’s nothing more than atoms and molecules bouncing around then from that perspective people don’t exist, personalities don’t exist, and thus everything you mentioned doesn’t exist. Likewise from the Absolute perspective (THE most “zoomed in” or “zoomed out” perspective) these issues don’t exist. Everything is perfect and you’ve gone beyond the world.

    Its more like the metaphysical substance underling it all is bliss, even if the surface images on the screen of consciousness are horrible; they are horrible yes, but it’s just an image within a greater context of bliss. 


    Stop taking non-duality on as a philosophy and interpreting it that way… it isn’t. 
     

  23. Posted

    On 22/4/2023 at 8:18 PM, KoryKat said:

    Let's just say I am calling bullshit.  

     

    I hope Leo doesn't mind ,but let's use him as an example. Let's say he's full of crock and this a cult of Kool-aid drinkers... How could one verify this sort of stuff?? 

    Doesn't Leo come across as just having a big ego as THE guru that is so much better than any one of us? "You are not awakened" he tells us... How does anyone know who is awakened and who is not???

    Alan Watts breaks it down like this :  by coming here to seek awakening , you are seeking something outside of yourself that cannot be found outside yourself , so the guru becomes the exploiter... "I am so much further ahead of you all, that you will always have stuff to learn from me" thus continuing the gurus form of income... 

    Gurus only have outside points of view of other people's insides... How can anyone know whether anyone else is awakened... Isn't that a silly game to tell someone they are not awakened?? Lol, how would you know???

     

    Discuss.

     

     

    How seriously do you take everything?

    Thats a good start. 
     

    Anyone who takes anything too serious including their own awakening is full of shit. 
     

    Awakening itself is also a complete dream not to be take seriously.

     

    It doesn’t really matter what other people are up to, what matters is you and what you want. Do you want to experience a deep intimacy with all existence whilst simultaneously free of its bullshit? Do you want to experience profound peace, creative inspiration and a sense of the divine and deeper clarity of life as a whole? All of that is available to you, and that’s really all that matters.