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Go to a physio and check to see that you don't have any form of sciatica or even scoliosis. Sounds like sciatica to me

CDP Choline is probably better for reading than Alpha GPC, worth a shot

What you see before you is still “imagination”

Bro you're just spitting out stuff Leo said word for word lol, the cultiness is staring right at me

I like it

Exactly, I hear "imagination" being used as if everybody else's experience is imaginary whilst mine isn't, when mine is equally imaginary/real as everything else, with only pure awareness being the absolute thing that stands unchanging. It's simply not a useful word for the majority of listeners which is so clear.

Boom! The end.

This to me is a healthy, sane and Truthful attitude.

I could see that, best advice would be to tread lightly and slowly, and take breaks from it all to focus on being grounded. Kundalini alone can fuck you up. The psychedelic being used matters too in this regard. For example if you're using mescaline or mushrooms you should still be fairly grounded after the experience, however if were to combine kundalini with say LSD you could REALLY feel "up in the air" so to speak for probably days afterwards.

I fear for boys the most, especially in the education system. I’ve had my masculinity squandered my entire upbringing and was taught such traits were immoral. My teachers always favoured the girls. We were told to sit down and be quiet and submissive.

Maybe we should get him onto the podcast then. Expand the amount of voices on the platform instead of censoring people.

This has been my thoughts exactly, it's like an inability to connect the absolute to the relative.

Clearly not the smartest dude, but basically a genius compared to H3 at this point

Unless it's the Moderna for under 40s that is, as is seen in the graph below. https://www.nature.com/articles/s41591-021-01630-0/figures/2

Take edibles and you will understand

I've done this myself and it absolutely works; this combination was made for each other, especially if you want something to take the edge off that's meditative in nature. I actually took 400mg which has a more acute anxiety release if taken all at once that works awesomely during the come up. The quieting of my mind also made for a more non-dual experience as I was losing all distinctions between things. I definitely think it's more beneficial for the mind overall too. I've never combined it with LSD but I would imagine it would impact it no where near as much as with shrooms.

Oh wow! I used to struggle with this also, I'm sure anyone who's overcome it is a master of metacognition and breaking through concepts as being nothing more than incoherent blabber. A blessing in disguise indeed.

What everyone here fails to realise is that it is in fact the ego who is God, not your egos of course, but only mine. All of your experiences are imaginary, I am in fact the only perspective in the entire universe that is not imagination. All that exists in reality is this room and this computer. All of what I am experiencing is real, however yours is not. Sorry, not sorry.

loving kindness

Both consciousness. But dropping the words will be the only means of actually getting that.

Consciousness is "imagining" all perceptions and anything that could ever be. In order to experience itself it must by definition split itself into a dualistic POV. Time, space and location are all required for a POV, and because of this consciousness's infinite nature it must put limitations on itself to embody said POV for the purpose of experiencing itself. This is in essence what Spira would call our "finite mind". So thus it is exactly that; finite. You can't have some crazy total omniscience of what's happening in the universe from the lens of the finite mind. As one goes more into the infinite the limitations fade away but so too does time and space and all forms; the perspective must fade away because it can never be infinite. All the smaller details fade away when going into the bigger picture. Omniscience is a state of being but it is not a POV. A pointer I like to use when in the sober state is this "you are not inside your head, your head is inside you" (you being the open space). All other finite minds including one's own are happening inside that single space, but like I said all the minds happening in that space must be limited to experience a seperate lens. Finding one's true nature can be empowering but knowing the deep limitations it places on itself can simultaneously be humbling. For the finite mind it does not due to its limitations. If you think those are the only contents of universal consciousness then I would disagree, even though they are the only contents of your finite mind. Paradoxically the statement "the present moment is all there is" is still true, in the sense that all those appearances are just consciousness, and all any appearance could be at its very essence is consciousness. "Light is one, but colours a thousandfold."

Very intergalactic drug, smoking changa afterwards killed me in about 3 seconds lmfao

Meanwhile I've seen Alex Grey paintings on 100ug lol

Hopefully omicron takes over (which it probably will) as the dominant strain as its symptoms are incredibly mild, thus building herd immunity combined with vaccine immunity and proper supplementation. Many experts rightfully argue the transmissibility of this strain is not worth stopping, in fact it's downright impossible. Let it rip I say (or in other words accept reality); a permanent lockdown would be the only way to stop it, and that might not even do it. You may as well kill yourself if you're living such a life indefinitely.

So true here, the subs strain are much more dark than the cubensis. Regardless I must say low doses are fantastic for integration especially because of the more earthly and grounding nature of it compared to LSD. Great for therapeutic work and meditation too, to me this is where mushrooms shine. Meanwhile a solid dose of LSD is better for nondual work.