Ry4n

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  1. @Leo Gura Ah I see. Its a good thing that you have all this background about me, and what I do and don't know. I imagine that's very handy that you can simply call upon that knowledge to make statements about people, you know - rather than dealing with the inconvenience of facts and reality. But hey, if you prefer to fantasize a backstory for me then knock yourself out - whatever helps. Is this not an example of gaslighting?
  2. I mean at the end of the day the game is bullshit but ya still gotta play it…
  3. One infinite/boundless consciousness with no form, many finite localised minds within it. It wouldn’t be infinite if it was otherwise. That’s how I would sum it up.
  4. Lol Yeah that idea is pretty stupid. I hope @Leo Gura you don’t agree with this but I wouldn’t know because I can never get a clear answer. I can get an absolute answer from you, but the question being asked is actually relative. At least some of the questions have to be answered on a relative level, and then see how that relates to the absolute level. For instance, absolutely do I agree that there is only one infinite consciousness, with no bounds or limitations, which’s substance is nothing and can manifest into whatever it likes? Of course! On a more basic, human, relative impermanent level, do I think such a consciousness (for the purpose of creation) could split itself into dualities, which include many unique finite minds that interplay with each other because why the flying fuck not it’s infinite? YES! Absolutely, is all those finite minds with unique experiences completely imaginary? YES! Does it matter? FUCK NO! It’s all imagination anyway, my ego’s finite experience is just as imaginary as anything else, even my microscopic dick is imaginary, who cares? I fail to see a reason to interpret my relative experience of the world as any different than before, despite knowing the underlying unity of it. I can still appreciate the diversity of it all whilst knowing it’s all one at the same time. I think Rupert is simply trying to connect the relative and absolute by saying that one infinite consciousness (the absolute) can imagine many different experiences simultaneously in the relative sense. Don’t see anything wrong here. If one truly cared about erasing duality forever, there would be nothing. If an individual does anything at all, that proves they care about diversity and want to enjoy creation and possibly take part in it. Yes it’s imagination, and?
  5. Go to a physio and check to see that you don't have any form of sciatica or even scoliosis. Sounds like sciatica to me
  6. CDP Choline is probably better for reading than Alpha GPC, worth a shot
  7. Bro you're just spitting out stuff Leo said word for word lol, the cultiness is staring right at me
  8. Exactly, I hear "imagination" being used as if everybody else's experience is imaginary whilst mine isn't, when mine is equally imaginary/real as everything else, with only pure awareness being the absolute thing that stands unchanging. It's simply not a useful word for the majority of listeners which is so clear.
  9. This to me is a healthy, sane and Truthful attitude.
  10. I could see that, best advice would be to tread lightly and slowly, and take breaks from it all to focus on being grounded. Kundalini alone can fuck you up. The psychedelic being used matters too in this regard. For example if you're using mescaline or mushrooms you should still be fairly grounded after the experience, however if were to combine kundalini with say LSD you could REALLY feel "up in the air" so to speak for probably days afterwards.
  11. I fear for boys the most, especially in the education system. I’ve had my masculinity squandered my entire upbringing and was taught such traits were immoral. My teachers always favoured the girls. We were told to sit down and be quiet and submissive.
  12. Maybe we should get him onto the podcast then. Expand the amount of voices on the platform instead of censoring people.
  13. This has been my thoughts exactly, it's like an inability to connect the absolute to the relative.
  14. Clearly not the smartest dude, but basically a genius compared to H3 at this point
  15. Unless it's the Moderna for under 40s that is, as is seen in the graph below. https://www.nature.com/articles/s41591-021-01630-0/figures/2
  16. I've done this myself and it absolutely works; this combination was made for each other, especially if you want something to take the edge off that's meditative in nature. I actually took 400mg which has a more acute anxiety release if taken all at once that works awesomely during the come up. The quieting of my mind also made for a more non-dual experience as I was losing all distinctions between things. I definitely think it's more beneficial for the mind overall too. I've never combined it with LSD but I would imagine it would impact it no where near as much as with shrooms.
  17. Oh wow! I used to struggle with this also, I'm sure anyone who's overcome it is a master of metacognition and breaking through concepts as being nothing more than incoherent blabber. A blessing in disguise indeed.
  18. What everyone here fails to realise is that it is in fact the ego who is God, not your egos of course, but only mine. All of your experiences are imaginary, I am in fact the only perspective in the entire universe that is not imagination. All that exists in reality is this room and this computer. All of what I am experiencing is real, however yours is not. Sorry, not sorry.