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Yeah, it happens in like a split second, and the mind instantly rejects it

TIME FOR SELF-INQUIRY, MOVE YOUR BUTTS ! @Sevi It was almost there tonight, fucking brain, instant pussy out !

Learn about nofap, because wasting your sexual energy lead to sadness and/or depression (especially if you add porn on top of it). If you have lots of cool shit going on in your life, that's still not a reason, because if you stop masturbation, you gain MASSIVE ENERGY. More than a ejaculation every 2 week is a total waste of energy, no one will tell you that, because everyone is addicted, so don't believe them and find out for yourself. Right now you don't have a gf, that's the perfect moment to master your sexual energy. Even if you do get one, that's still not an excuse, learn how to not ejaculate when you come (that's possible, and that's not that hard to do).

All negative emotions stems from the lack of understanding of who you really are. Take anger, why would you be anger at anything ? If a situation happens, it happens, ends of the story. If someone acts as an asshole, he's acting as an asshole because he's one, ends of the story. The only reason why you can feel anger is because you reject the present moment as it is, and would want something else, but it can't be, what happens now is what you get, no matter how much you would like something else. Jealousy is a funny one. If it's about material success like money, possessions and status, or even physical appareance, it's all about the fact that you really don't get how and why happiness can only come from the inside out. External success is hollow, it if was a real thing, there wouldn't be so much suicide and drug users among hollywood stars, and there wouldn't be that many scandals about CEO/Politicians being total jerks either. It's really easy to see that it's stupid, you just need to take a day off and doing nothing else than walking in a forest, and meditate/being aware in total silence, see how much happier over any of your typical habits you can experience with absolutely nothing. Not so many people can experience that though, first the idea seems silly, and even if they do it, they'll experience heavy loneliness/anguish and their monkey mind won't even let them enjoy a minute of silence. If it jealousy about your bf/gf, it's very similar to what I talked above, because what you call a relationship is actually a "property game", not a real relationship. There can't be any jealousy in an authentic relationship, because both people aren't needy and let the other be totally free. That doesn't mean you can't agree on some boundaries (sex exclusivity or not, intimacy exclusivity or not), but once they are set, you really don't give a shit about what your partner do when you're not together. Sadness, well sadness is mostly related by the denial of the present moment. Of course if some of your relatives/close friends dies, you will be sad (you can't prevent attachement, except if you're enlightened), but every other "reasons" to be sad are self-created. There is no reason to be sad about anything, the only reason you could be sad about something is if you thought it would make you happy (nothing can except yourself), or that you thought it was a part of your identity (which doesn't even exist).

Enlightenment

Some people will tell you it's all random and there is nothing you can do. It's all bullshit and it's like everything else, with enough patience and discipline, it comes.

Why would you use this law, life is so much more fun without knowing what will happen next ! That part of introversion sucks, too much involontary foresight, I don't want to know ! @Annetta Have fun ! @Annetta Ask for a "free sample", it's common courtesy to let the customer taste the product beforehand !

I"m only talking about limiting beliefs and traumas, not talking about being a demi-god @Martin123 I didn't said it's the end of limiting beliefs, I only said you know where they come from. And I'm not enlightened (well yes but no, you know ...) Thank you kind friend, my next goal is 500 points, may the ratio god be with me

If there was such a thing as being ready, life would be quite boring.

Hi Danielle, hope you feel a bit better Danielle. @DanielleAnd when you've finish with this, give it to me, PLZ !

Where am I ? How can I only be "this" (this = what you really believe you are right now). Why do I think I'm behind my eyes ? What is this "ball" behind my eyes ? OK BACK TO IT !

Like you could loose anything OK, HERE WE GO, SEE YOU TONIGHT BOIS !!!

See, after reading your post, I'm not gonna do 1 hour of meditation/self-inquiry this afternoon I don't even know if I'll come back before night ! Thank you :3

That's a good sign, that means your ego's helpless now. It knows it's not really real and it has to take the backseat. It's just a fucking child crisis from it, it will pass Don't escape the pain and look at it head on. Try to refrain from the old habits as much as you can, especially the one that is the most damaging and that makes you THE MOST INCONSCIOUS. @DanielleYou should rather have lots of dirty and hardcore sex rather than drinking alcohol, because in the first example you could be totally awake, in the second one you can't. (This is just an example, I'm not telling you to go have sex with random strangers). Keep anything that can makes you inconscious (especially alcohol and weeds) out of your system, you really need to face this pain/void/whatever directly.

Hitler was a good character. He wasn't enlightened though, such a shame, the prank would have been even better !

I forgot: - Procrastinating on Actualizing.org, making memes and doing mental masturbation.

That's like asking how does it feels to penetrate someone As a girl ... Or

The real question is "Why do you think you need to know ? But if you really want to know it that bad ... @LetTheNewDayBegin Then ask, it's not like I'm the only one who has the right to answer if I don't know

Describe it a bit more.

This is exactly why it's important to realize ourselves, because you can easily trick yourself into thinking you want to be a spiritual guide of sort. Right now you may think spirituality is the only thing that makes sense, but that is probably because you are in the process of waking up, not because you necessarily want to make it a career. BUT, IT CAN ALSO BE A TRICK from your mind into not aligning to your life purpose, while waiting for you to realize that you're already enligthened ! The only way to really know if you're highly undecided after many life purpose course is either to have total faith and just follow your intuition, or to realize what you really are. Which is funny in a way, because both of these options are highly interconnected

From what I read about it, it is because it use a very direct approach to realize your true self. Which obviously can create a lot of Zen Devils.

Dude, the more you accept it and aline your life with it, the more accepted you will be. Your level of social anxiety and lack of self-esteem plays a big role in social interaction (not saying you have these, I don't know). I am amazed at how people actually like me, and how easy it is to socialize, despite talking 3x less than them and having huge lack of social skills. Can't even imagine how easy and fun social interaction will be when I'll be extremely funny and increased my social skills in general. I started from the very bottom, probably in a worst shape than you

Why would you do that, aren't you supposed to be enlightened ? @Dodo Yeah ... Sure !