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Monday Around 22 yesterday night I head my neighboor cried. At first I had all the good answers in the world for not trying to cheer her up like "I don't know her", "I barely talked to her" "it's too late". I just let the mind let it think what it wants and go for it, I had too much pain hearing her sobbing like that all alone. We talked for 4 hours, it was really funny and somewhat deep at different times. For almost 2 hours she tested me by being EXTREMELY teaseful, like I've never been that much tested from anyone before She tried to hit me on every levels possible while I returned every punch on herself, so much that she was on the brink of madness sometimes. She just couldn't find an opening, not even once, it made her so frustrated it was so funny This was a true test and a deep way to see the interaction between the masculine and the feminine, there couldn't be more to it except being physically intimate (which I don't want to with anyone right now anyway). That was the funny part where the tension has been released, the serious part I won't talk so much, it's quite personal, but let's just say that I apparently have a good potential to help people like this For brief moments I was able to be "no one" while talking to her, and I perceived her the same way I perceived my girlfriend of 2 years ago. I think it was Samadhis in both case, except in this case it happened multiple times. In a weird way nothing changes at all, but the thing that is "there" becomes so much more beautiful, and in a way changes I can't really explain how, it's not communicable I think, but it looks like the person has some kind of "aura" which is not something that you can see per say. It's something that is beyond perceptions, time stops, and I wouldn't say only love remain (I wouldn't even be able to say I don't know what that is lol) but something close to intimacy, but not in a romantic/relationship way. If that's how you see the whole world when you awaken, nothing else could compare, nothing else can matter more than this, It's like being alive for the first time in your life. Body 20 minutes work out >>>No walk<<< Mind 33 minutes reading "The Kriya Secrets Revealed" from JC Stevens. Soul 5 minutes affirmations of being honest 40 minutes of meditation 4 hours supporting my neighboor >>>No self-inquiry<<<

You're searching an excuse not to start. Meditation is the easiest thing in the world, you just need to sit and not doing anything. There is no "it must be done like this, then switch to that, finally do this", this is dogmatic bs that makes meditation looks complicated to make you pay for it (because it looks "Professional").

The one you do everyday ?

Just watch all Leo's videos about it, from the beginning (consciousness/enlightenment playlist on his youtube channel). Nobody explains it as clearly as he does imo.

That will always happen if you only know the mind. The mind can only conceptualize, compare and project. Meditate more, be mindful more, the only way to take a real decision is when you're beyond thoughts and listen to your heart/god/inner wisdom.

How much non-dual book did you read ? Did you watch all (or most) videos of Leo about non-duality ?

It doesn't mean anything, please don't feed the trolls and stay on topic.

Is there books/websites full of the following exemples ? I heard there is a book from David Kahnemann, but which one is it please ? If a ball and a racket cost 11, and if a racket cost 10 more than a ball, how much does a ball cost ? a) 0,5 b) 1 c) 2 (Richard=not married) <--- (Lea=???) <--- (Jon=married) <--- = person on the right sees the person on the left If Richard isn't married and Jon is married, is there a married person watching someone that isn't married ? a) Yes. b) No. c) We can't know Have fun, please don't give the answers until tomorrow, give some time to make people brain fry ?

If you want love, seek truth If you want freedom, seek truth If you want wisdom, seek truth

By the way, You cannot hate something you don't fear. Ponder that …

The Ox video kicked in me the desire to go all in. I already knew it was bound to happen, and on some level I already said it was the case. There is a difference though, because before this I always thought that even with the most dedicaded will and practices, there would still be a high % of chance to not make it. In this video Leo quoted the Master which said there is 100% chance of it happening as long as you do not give up and be consistent. Whether the master actually said that is irrelevant, what matters is the inner voice Inside telling me it is true, I can't fail. I thought the scariest thing was to dedicate all your life to something while never be sure to actually do it. What is actually scary is to know that it will 100% happen, but this is actually an exciting fear. Or is it the other way around ? Prior to Watch the Ox video I watched this one, at 23:26. When Spira says that everything is just experience, that the sounds of the dog barking was Inside him. That every sensations happens Inside us (not in the brain/mind). Heard that a million times, but this time it clicked, because I still can't stop inquiring on every perceptions right now. I also just randomly do inquiries I have no idea what they are about, like hearing a constant sound somewhere and turning in circle to feel where the sound actually comes from … Body 30 minutes walk after lunch/Missed the other walk at dinner 20 minutes of work out Need to make the appointment with a doctor Mind 80 minutes of taking notes of Leo Video 30 minutes of reading "The Kriya Secrets Revealed (J.C. Stevens) Need to buy a new book, Kriya Secrets will be mostly exercices now Soul 50 minutes of Meditation (20 minutes of it half assed though) 35 minutes of Self-Inquiry 5 minutes of affirmations of "I am honest"

You hate them because they point out to you every flaws you still have in you. You can't hate something you understand and accept …

Doesn t change anything ? Still got to either inquire like a crazy person, or stop entirely. Since everything else seems a waste of time, better be crazy this time ?

How I thought my progress was before the Ox video: How much I Inquire every damn seconds since the Ox video: __________________________________ 

8 stages to go. See you in 50 years, if I'm not dead before that. *Cry in the corner*

When you realized you didn't even have a mystical experience, and didn't even enter stage 3 of catching the Ox:

It dépends what you mean by developed. If you mean open-minded/higher perspective, then a hippie is more developed since he care and identify with more parts of the whole. If you mean developed as in more psychologically/bodily healthy, or having developed more skills in different aspects of life, it really doesn't mean anything. A hippie could be neurotic/highly closed-minded (etc), not physically healthy as how they eat (many vegan don't eat properly) or exercice (etc), while an Orange Entrepreneur (which could be green too btw) could be extremely healthy psychologically and physically. The difference in stages is how much of a broader vision of how life works you have, it doesn't mean you are more developed in anything (even though there is a correlation). You could be Turquoise and still be highly neurotic, having a shitty health and poor interpersonal skills.

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Seems SO easy when you have the answer, otherwise the mind tends to think he can't be wrong over such a simple task … So he never check the obvious and stay on its position. That reminds me something hummmmmmmm If she is married she is watching someone non married. If she is not married, the person on the right is. In both case someone that is married watch someone that isn't.

The story of Mooji is so funny ??? (It starts at 16:55)

Why ? Easy to tell all the options and not explaining why ☺