PinkChalice

@Salvijus

What's your guys' take on consciousness evolving through individual partitions (i.e. "souls") lifetime after lifetime? Is Hitler working at Walmart right now?

@Xonas Pitfall cant forget fuck ups that have consistent residual effects

@LordFall sounds interesting but also too good to be true. Even if it were possible i doubt id be able to pop down to walmart and buy some device that'll let me relive my life for $60

@eos_nyxia idk this life seems unsalvagable and i dont have the energy to disprove that, id rather die frankly.

@Willy Phallicus I must be a masochist to have done this to myself willingly lol.

If I could groundhogs day this life, at least once, I don't really care what incarnation takes place after, I just want to experience this life with what I know now so I don't fuck it up so bad and I can actually enjoy it.

darkwood2darkwood Any of you guys play Darkwood? It's an amazingly gritty top down horror game and there's a sequel coming out made by a different studio, but they're using 3D assets instead of 2D. It looks like a game you'd play on mobile compared to the amazing art from the original

This journal is meant to track my progress towards the things I want to achieve and create before I die, as well as updates on my health, skill mastery, general life updates, and ideas I have for creative works like video games, art pieces, comics, books, practical tools for self-help, etc. Bucket List: 1. Maximize physical and emotional health. 2. Create my dream video game. 3. Attract my dream girl and start a family with her. 4. Develop insane confidence and inner sense of self-worth. 5. Live in my dream house. 6. Make money/money management a non-issue. 7. Relinquishing my addictions (smoking, junk food, mindless scrolling, lazing) These are the basic things I want out of life, I'll add some more down the line but these are the goals that will take 100% of my focus for the next decade to 2 decades. So now that we know my goals, let me tell you the place I'm starting from. I'm 24 years old, I live in my mother's basement, do doordash, I'm fat, have insomnia, I picked up a smoking habit from my first "girlfriend" who I met in an inpatient ward (I'll probably go into that in another entry), I have insomnia, a shitty diet, a parasitic relationship with my mother, victim mentality, WAAAY too much screen time (it would make you sick if you knew lol), shit work ethic, PTSD, and I potentially have autism (I feel like it's pseudo-autism just from years of isolation but a psychiatrist has said they suspect I have autism). My main focus now is health, I'm 6'3" 270 lbs, the goal is 210-220 lbs with muscle. I plan on walking a lot and just eating a lot of fruits and vegetables and hydrating a lot to start out, then I'll develop a more fleshed out exercise/diet plan once I get the ball rolling. That's it for my first entry, wish me luck .