This journal is meant to track my progress towards the things I want to achieve and create before I die, as well as updates on my health, skill mastery, general life updates, and ideas I have for creative works like video games, art pieces, comics, books, practical tools for self-help, etc.
Bucket List:
1. Maximize physical and emotional health.
2. Create my dream video game.
3. Attract my dream girl and start a family with her.
4. Develop insane confidence and inner sense of self-worth.
5. Live in my dream house.
6. Make money/money management a non-issue.
7. Relinquishing my addictions (smoking, junk food, mindless scrolling, lazing)
These are the basic things I want out of life, I'll add some more down the line but these are the goals that will take 100% of my focus for the next decade to 2 decades. So now that we know my goals, let me tell you the place I'm starting from. I'm 24 years old, I live in my mother's basement, do doordash, I'm fat, have insomnia, I picked up a smoking habit from my first "girlfriend" who I met in an inpatient ward (I'll probably go into that in another entry), I have insomnia, a shitty diet, a parasitic relationship with my mother, victim mentality, WAAAY too much screen time (it would make you sick if you knew lol), shit work ethic, PTSD, and I potentially have autism (I feel like it's pseudo-autism just from years of isolation but a psychiatrist has said they suspect I have autism). My main focus now is health, I'm 6'3" 270 lbs, the goal is 210-220 lbs with muscle. I plan on walking a lot and just eating a lot of fruits and vegetables and hydrating a lot to start out, then I'll develop a more fleshed out exercise/diet plan once I get the ball rolling. That's it for my first entry, wish me luck .
