Barna

So, as I see, some of you don't even want to try to let go faith and trust. What are you afraid of? If it can be let go then it's not ultimately you. It feels dangerous to let go faith and trust, isn't it? You need to feel that "everything is going to be okay" otherwise life is just too scary. Face your fears, try to let go faith and trust. Try out how does it feel like to not cling to anything, to jump into the unknown. I know, you have to be crazy for that. Then have the courage to be crazy. Keep in mind that you are the divine, nothing can ultimately affect you. Try it out, Just for a meditation. After that, you can come back, you can have faith and trust again.

In my meditation I let beliefs go because my goal is not peace.

I did a mini-meditation on this. I let go of all my beliefs. Even my beliefs in meanings. When I don't believe in meanings nothing can grab my attention. This meditation silenced my mind. My head is still buzzing. I think I just found my favorite meditation technique. Thank you!

Trinfinity Academy promises infinity recognition (this is the recognition needed for permanent enlightenment) in 11 months. Has anybody tried it?

Thank you @Martin123!

Love and light!

@Toby what is the practice for true enlightenment?

I experienced some minor infinity type of awakenings in the past few days. In these experiences I feel everything I perceive as myself. Let me try to explain. Some non-dual teachings say that you are awareness. In the past I interpreted these teachings as "I am only awareness". But in the awakenings my experience was that "Yes, I am awareness, and I am also everything else that is projected onto it". Now I included a trigger into my daily mini-meditations, it is the following: I ask myself "What is it?". And by "it" I mean everything that I perceive/experience. So I ask "What is it?" and the answer is "Self". I try to not answer it by a simple word, but I try to feel into the answer.

Do you mean examples of "awakening" or examples of different types of meditations?

They seek comfort. But for us, humans, comfort is not enough, we feel the need for growth. And my understanding is that everything helps us to grow.

How can life be valued over death if non of them have any inherent meaning? They are equally lovable as one. Thank you for the understanding, @SOUL, I love our conversations.

Well, obviously I did. What I'm pointing out is that I don't see how decisions are made when things don't have meaning. I don't see why I'm avoiding pain even if I'm trying not to attach meanings to it.

The bus will hurt us, but the pain is just a rush of energy in our body, it isn't inherently "bad", but we attach a "bad" meaning to it. So how do you make decisions if things don't have meaning to you? Or do decisions just happen without attached meaning to the decision itself?

@SOUL you are pointing to the non-symbolic consciousness, aren't you? Are you able to live your daily life without attaching meaning to "things"? If so, how do you manage to do it?

Cops cannot do anything because I don't leave any evidence. I had more problems with the angry souls of the murdered ones. But I learned that burning incense keep them outside of the house. And I send them love and light.

Follow these steps: 1. find out if it's really 5-meo-dmt 2. skip your meds 3. try a larger dose You will die anyway, but the worst that could happen is that you don't come back. If you really want to experience it, try vaporizing freebase. I've never heard complains about that method, on the contrary, it's said to be even more intense. It doesn't last that long though.

Why do you think that it's the wrong way? Killing someone is a great stress reliever. Just do it moderately and you will be fine.

@Martin123 I love you. No homo.

He was joking, and he made me laugh. He was imitating neediness. Watch the video and you will understand.

It is correct. Let's not force everybody to do a one hour meditation. Whatever feels good. We will start together and when one wants to leave, they leave. I will probably meditate for at least an hour.

@SOUL How can you not be curious about higher states of consciousness? I cannot comprehend it. You do meditations regularly, you are already on a high level, you know that it's possible to grow. Let me restate my question: why don't you love (or trust) consciousness enough to try out its most fascinating states?

@Shin, so your direction is towards love. @SOUL, your direction is towards peace and joy. Are you progressing in your directions as fast as you want? Or are you comfortable on your level? Aren't you curious about the end-goal of your journey? Why don't you want a peek of it? Can you express your thoughts about it? I'm really interested.

@SOUL, @Shin What is your motivation in consciousness work? I would assume that peace is already a given for you. So, is it ecstasy? Is it curiosity? In any case, have you tried psychedelics? If no, why not? If yes, which is deeper for you, meditating while being sober or while being on substances?

I don't know what are the basic meditative practices. So, c'mon, what do you use when you want to go really deep? Mantra meditation? Focusing on breath? Focusing on awareness? Letting go? Or psychedelics? What is the sentence or question that triggers your mini-meditations? And what is exactly your mini-meditation technique? If I asked you to teach me, what pointers would you give me?

What is your meditation technique to reach these illuminated states? I'm asking for a step-by-step tutorial. Do you think you have ever reached the highest state possible? If so, why do you think that it was the highest state possible? Are you talking about being infinite? Thank you!