Barna

Next time I'll go into this meditative state in debug mode.

@Scholar I think you are right. Thank you for your post, it's very interesting. In my opinion the thought that "awareness is inside the head" is a belief. "Awareness is the creator of everything that exists" is a belief. "All is one" is a belief. "There is something outside of mind" is a belief. Every possible "Truth" is a belief. Even my sentences about beliefs can represent beliefs, or meta beliefs, if you like. So what would be your path towards the Truth? How do you get outside of beliefs, outside of mind?

Sometimes my temples pulsate and hurt from meditation, but it feels good for me as well. Maybe it's a coincidence, but I also listen to binaural beats.

I want to experience this as well. What is your meditation technique? How could I reach this state?

:)) You don't have to go to those extremes. Simply you can do surrender in everyday life. When it's not necessary to think, drop your thoughts. It really feels like dropping something because your mind "holds" that thought. So when you drop it, your mind relaxes. And it's the same with emotions, just drop them and your body relaxes. You can exercise these droppings in a longer meditation as well. When you drop something, you are not attached to it anymore, and if you have the skill to detach, you can go to infinity. And when there is a blockage that doesn't allow you to drop something then you can drop the blockage. And you drop the blockage as many times as it takes you to be able to drop the actual thing that you wasn't able to drop before because of the blockage. Does it make sense to you? And the best thing in it that it's not hard at all. On the contrary, it's relaxing to your mind and body.

You are right. Not everybody is ready for it, but everybody could have the motivation to prepare for it. I think that's what I meant when I typed the post. And by preparation I mean only the cultivation of the skill of letting go. If I am on level two and you are on level three it doesn't make any difference compared to infinity.

Interesting question, I don't know. If I hadn't done it I would think that even humans weren't able to experience it. The human body is the prism. If we look outside we see the colors. If we look inside we see the white light. I don't know if other creatures are designed to look inside.

It's nice of you @John Flores, but I am not enlightened. I think enlightenment is integrating the "God experiences" into the everyday life. I had some Infinity experiences on 5-meo, but I am far from integrating it. I just try to love you, and everybody on this forum and all the people in everyday life. All of you on this forum make it easy for me to love you, and I am very grateful for that.

There are no objects on the peak of the trip. There are no concepts. No language. No thoughts. I don't think that "Oh, I am infinite". On the peak only infinity exists and I don't have thoughts about it. Infinity has no qualities because there is nothing else to compare it with, everything is included in infinity. That's why it's called Absolute Infinity, because it is absolutely the only thing that exists. If I oversimplify it, it is similar to the light before it goes through a prism. We are on one side of the prism where we see the the objects which are like the diversity of colors. The colors (objects) are like the "distortions" of the white light. But if we go through the prism, at the other side there is only white light, nothing else, no colors, no "distortions". I talk about it like I understand it, but I don't understand it at all. I don't even remember the peak. I only have glimpses. But the peak is not something that can be "remembered". A sober mind cannot comprehend it therefore it cannot recall a memory of it. And we are only talking about the intellectual understanding here. We didn't even touch the emotional part. Try to remember the time when you felt a positive emotion so intense that you started to shiver, shake, and cry. And multiply it by infinity. And then there is the physical experience. Imagine that you feel so good in your body that your body disappears and it basically becomes infinite light. Now that's a tough one to imagine. As you see, words worth nothing compared to the experience itself. I only talk about it because I think that everybody should have the motivation to experience it. I think it's bullshit that "5-meo is not for everybody". It IS for everybody. Everybody is God and everybody has the right to experience it.

Whatever you are doing, you are doing it perfectly. You should love yourself for that. I love you.

Thank you for your question, it brought up a memory that I didn't have before. I almost started to cry. On 5-meo you become infinite. Words cannot describe it but I will try the impossible. If you are like most people then what you call "I" feels like a little thing behind your eyes that perceives the world around you. When you take 5-meo that little thing that you call "I" starts to grow exponentially and it becomes infinite. It will include everything that exist and every probability that could manifest. It is infinite, nothing is outside of it. This realization is shocking, I am absolutely amazed every time I get into this state. A sober mind cannot comprehend it. It is a miracle that a human being can experience this. I don't know how is this possible. 5-meo showed me the True Self in all its glory. I don't even care about enlightenment. My life goal is to reach the Infinity state with meditation.

@SOUL thank you for the detailed answer. The thing is that even when I'm doing awareness meditation, I don't feel intense love and joy. I can feel harmony but it's not ecstatic. I guess I have to find other methods.

Try watching Matt Kahn videos. Matt teaches how to express your feelings in "practical" ways. And he is funny.

Warning, this video is going to make you cry.

@Dodoster will you join today?

Is this your pickup-line?

I don't know if I can join tomorrow. I would rather do it today. But don't change the plan if I'm the only one.

Thank you for the video. It's easy to be aware when I'm not doing any mental work. It's not about preference. Do you know a method for being aware while doing mental work?

If I forget it, don't I forget it here and now? If I'm lost in thoughts, am I not lost in thoughts here and now? I don't understand how could I ever be not here and now. And how can I be here and now more than what I experience (here and now)?

I am here. Where else could I be?

What is your point in talking about your state of consciousness if you don't teach us how to get there?

I am not at war, why would I seek peace? My goal is ecstasy. In other words: intense joy and love. How do you cultivate it?

Khm...

You know how to prepare.

1. Matt Kahn videos. 2. 5-MeO-DMT 3. Trinfinity Academy. I'm not enlightened, but these three helped me a lot to be happier.